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well.... day off to a great start, got to sleep in ;} yay for me, havnt had that chance in a while....it was nice. spent time with the siblings went and watched the twins graduate ''go team'' I will probably tell you alot about my family cuz its huge and like yeah i have 16 other siblings not all blood but that dont matter...have helped raise the youngest 4 kids after my mom was killed in a car wreck cuz im a good sissy ;} talked to my grandsons this evening oldest is almost 2 and baby is 4months now....those little beasties are my unending JOY! and yeah I am really to young to be a ''ahem'' grandmother...uhgg hate that word...hehehe. so just thought I would tell a little about my day since it was a good one! Ta ta for now..;}

I have for so long been Living in a Partial State of Mind...been whatever my loved ones needed me to be. I am slowly Awakening what has Always been inside of me, sad all the time just want to be myself. Hard finding someone that Really Understands what i Crave..cant tell my " Normal " friends that I Love the Essence of BloodPlay...so I will Just Keep Trying ;}

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thedarksmurf
00:22 May 21 2011

well we can always understand you if you let someone in well i know that the hard part but there are people here to try to understand you well welcome to VR i hope it the site for you

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ThedarkprinceVvvvV
22:57 May 21 2011

very interesting i do agree with you its hard to tell your friends who will not understand your true nature and feelings. especially when you know they will not understand.

id love to talk more about that.

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