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?Well been feeling anxious as hell lately. Read some spiritual articles and this could be a sign of spiritual evolution/progression. That would be rad but, is it worth the anxiety I'm feeling? It may be worth in the end but hell I'm sufferimg. I don't get paid til' Friday so until then, no valerian for me! Can't wait for the holidays to be over and done with. Get back to some sense of normalcy without the theatrics and social agendas. Blah! Want a new phone, this Lotus has ran its course.

Well I ended up paying for the book, $15 down the drain. Ugh! So, paid me rent today also went to the library and did laundry. My feet were killing me when I was done. And, I was sleepy as hell. It feels do good to be home. Usually I would spend the week at my baby's house. She lives right down the street from my gig. Did I mention love is beautiful? I am in love and I love it. Thou, being with a woman has it pains but, its worth it, she is definitely worth it! I hope we can get married since Illinois legalized same sex marriage. I so want to be her wife. We already call each other husband and wife. I got paid recently, and I'm already broke damn! I will never complain about rent. It is a marvelous thing to have a roof over your head. Truly a gift from the ankient ones and the celestials. Well I now wear an Eye of Horus pendant. Mainly for protection amd to form a bond with my ankhestors. I won't see my honey until Thursday when I work. Then, I won't have quality time until a Friday booooo!

So, I am currently working at a homeless shelter. Man is it draining! So, being kind, I let a client use a book I took out at the library. It's been two weeks plus, and she has not returned it. It is now overdue. I am not pissed but disappointed. I keep asking for it but, she blows me off. The nerve! So, I am thinking I am going to have to pay full price for the book. Oh Vey! Also, I went looking for it and no luck. Was I wrong to search for it in her area?