When the question is which do I choose and why tonight is: Do I prefer a forked tongue or a sharp one the answer is?
Forked but I like tongue action after a bite too.
So I got this friend on V.R. And in her words we don't see eye eye. I think she's lacking of integrity in an honorable way but it's not bad enough that she can't change from ultimately in judging her life span acquiring it relative to what's done so far in her relative youthfulness and thus immaturity. Conversely, a couple there are "beyond" to the degree the only way they can redeem themselves relative to the tides of the seas controlled by forces of gravity, tsunami's(astronomical/Tectonic), and weather is to: Sacrifice all their profiles for good. Think about it It's really not that bad in light of being a payment they can be trusted for again.
Ave venerable one, I mean no disrespect. However I myself am rather young ,and new. I spent the last year really reflecting on myself,and have changed many of my old habits that were making me a less valuable person. I think a year of reflection ,while hard at first,was good for me. You of course know your friend best,and what works for them might be different from me. I wish you the best of luck in this endeavor.
An accurate judge of character over the internet on a site dedicated to vampires. Hmmm...I would have to leave that up to you as you know yourself best right? I can only say I can better judge things by how a person behaves here continually.
The path of least resistance. This like everything is a matter of context. Like what's true for water may not be true for electricity. Gravity is usually the most relevant natural force that affects water and continuity and ground are the most natural for lightning.
I find the same thing is true for behavior in people. There are aspects that are usually universally true in everyone but pending a persons genetic traits for behavior, and the environment(experience) that shapes it sometimes what's true for one person is not true for another. This to me is one of the worst assumptions people can make. They think everyone is like them and must be judged according to the same standard. For most people they like to avoid conflict but some thrive on it to the point that they have no integrity and sacrifice all just to be contrary. Something shaped them that way and its easy for them. But certain dynamics like this in the psyche of people is not all bad but empowers them in good ways. Like one of the worse vices I hate dealing with is those who need to save face and hide their faults. This insecurity is one of the most empowering parts and secrets to their success.
Many people on this site are really into glamour. I suppose it fits well with the general archetypal form of the vampire. Its useful to seduce their prey so they rock some serious glamour to hide their true nature. But animals and intuitive people can see right through that shit and respond accordingly. Most just avoid conflict thus you see that here on the rave when people just leave and go to other social networks. I don't have any others as it is ingrained in me to be loyal to one. I got to tell you there are many aspects of this site I really hate but still I remain because that's just right to me to be loyal. Much like a marriage you will definitely find faults in your mate after the novelty of falling in love wears off. Then if you have integrity you will stick. That's what covenants of blood and oaths are all about. So as long as the Prince tolerates me i'll be sticking around. I say that cause when I read the terms of service(TOS) I know he can kick anyone off this site he chooses. He has the right to refuse service to anyone. It's usually not good business sense to do that but it can still happen. Since I'm all about staying true to agreements if he kicks me off I really can't get mad about it either. Just how I see it.
No competition. Yep that's what you'll sense from me cause I don't care about it anymore. I sense it strongly here especially among the males. I don't care about all your posturing. I actually don't like it cause it throws me off center. I always have to be on guard cause it's easy to sense it in others and unconsciously match it to fit in. It's just not what my life's about. There is an element of prestige in being this way alone it's called freedom to be me. I'd say 90% of this site is geared to showing off in some fashion. It's good enough for me to do things secretly. As far as respect goes I will deal with someone one on one astrally and they will know it was me. I don't need V.R. to play with the darkside. I go straight to the source of the most powerful witches and vampires and commune with them personally. Some have gaydar well I have a gauge for power and go to the best. They know who they are and don't need to advertise it much. Many think they have power and are all proud and posturing about it. It's really kind of funny to me cause true power doesn't need all that.
Just bought another album. "Arcane Rain Fell" by Draconian. Not that I'm a satanist but to me it's cathartic to listen to this album that tells the story of Lucifer's fall. I can identify especially with many guitar solos in Doom Metal and a strong female singer in the group that adds to the alchemy.
I got to tell you, I realize this is a fantasy site. Lots of pretenders here. Lots of deception from people that are really good at it too. What is the harm in it then? The harm comes in when it involves the occult. There are some real nasty pieces of work on this site. You have people on this site that have been excommunicated from vampire clans because their behavior was not tolerated. I'm all for integrating the darkside to become whole but that does not mean a compromise to morality is part of that package. I'm not talking about alternative sexuality. Hey I'm a straight guy but yet support those of the LGBTQ community. One of the biggest problems in this world right now is overpopulation and fighting that with alternative sexuality is just natures way and if you can have children the vampire way then that's like a cherry on top. The problem comes in when you don't respect another's boundaries, especially when the occult is involved. As far as vampires go if you feed without another's consent then you are a parasite. There is only one way to deal with a parasite like a match to a tick's ass. Just like there is only one way to deal with a serial rapist...
Now I'm a little psychic and can pick up on things. Sometimes it's hard to tell what my ability is picking up and what is thrown my way in malevolent intent. Usually its a matter of continuity. If someone continually throws shit my way or those I feel protective of then they can expect punishment from me.
I got to tell you I have some issue with everyone on this site. Down to my closest friends that is true but is just a matter of patience with them. Most are in a grey area here weather it's obscurity or are just intolerable behavior mixed in with good. The former I just don't know you and to get through the trust issues I have to meet you. Face it many of you just can't do that. I have that with a couple people on this site. I know the area I live in has several people from this site on it and the fact that you can't meet for real speaks volumes about your character and how you treat people on this site. Surely there is the safety element because there certainly are some sick people on this site. As far as the latter if you are a person that has some serious moral issues that you practice then I will probably just ignore you. It's when they become involved with me or those couple that I'm close to that it becomes a problem. You are going to be dealt with.
What am I going to do about it? I hear that question in falsetto among some real pieces of shit on this site. You either have power or you don't. A couple of you are going to find out about mine. Be seeing you soon cause in order to do it right you got to do it yourself.
Patience is a hunter's greatest virtue. Come deer season. Before their spooked by gunfire you have bow season. Picking the right tree to wait in after getting to know their habits. That's what hunting is most about, just waiting til one wanders close. Then taking the best shot without spooking them. Some use pheromones to lure a buck seeking a mate. I don't use such tricks to lure but may use crab-apples and dung to mask my scent but ultimately I would rather use the terrain that has certain wind currents and not have to worry about scent. There you have it knowing your environment and your prey's habits. Then when they think there is no threat and wander close. Taking that one shot.
Well that's the way I was in my youth. Now I'm more about getting a good shot with a camera. It's not just deer but all animals. My favorites are coyotes as there's a den close to where I live. It's still the same principles though. Know your terrain and an animal's habits. The principle applies in other areas too.
Wow that is a sky color I've not seen before in the bay area around noon. I'm calling it smokey orange. It feels like night out there now too. At least it cooled off.
Smokey orange is a great description all we need is a plague of frogs falling from the sky. Lol
Hey now don't tempt fate. We're are talking about San Francisco now. I know a man like you knows about Murphy's law. Well at least you didn't mention the Richter scale.
So many lies. Sometimes I feel surrounded by deception. You see I've tasted truth and there just is no substitute. Sorry if I seem cold and blunt but I just hate all the games of deception people play then when it comes to the reality *POOF* they just disappear. Plus the worst deception is the ones you weave for yourself. I really don't see myself as a powerful person but I am quite honest with myself and do have a little bit. I wonder how my little bit will stand against those who have puffed themselves up. We shall soon see. By "we" I mean you and me.
To whom it concerns. My shotgun's loaded for buck. You better treat her right or else.
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