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For once in my life, I'm not at fault.
I was at the absolute worst time in my life.
You pulled away.
My life had no reason to be.
I begged for you.
You went to him to hold your thoughts.
Yet claimed I was your dreams.
Life within yourself, your own light began to dim.
Our stars within were fading.
I tried to use my own dim light to brighten yours, but I was too weak.
Little did I know, you both were laying kindling for the fires to come.
I blamed myself, my whole life, everything was my fault.
I knew you were pulling away, but again, I thought it was me, thought it was my paranoia.
I was partially right, except, it was my paranoia that was spot on.
The moment you 'end' it with me,
you did what you've wanted for years.
Laid in his arms.
You blamed me, for your leaving.
You blamed me, for your thoughts.
You blamed me, for your actions.
For once in my life, I'm not at fault.
I'm not the one who ruined this.
You and him, cheated on me years before your lips ever touched.