I woke up with a sore throat. This is just great. So not only am I “obligated” to go to Thanksgiving but now I have to feel like shit while I do it as well. I can’t win. :/
So apparently laughing in your sleep is a thing. I have woke up crying in my sleep but can’t recall something in the dream making me wake up in stitches and wheezing. The weird thing is I have no memory of what the hell it was in the dream I found so damn funny.
It even woke up dip shit to which he said what are you laughing at? I said I have no clue but apparently I thought it was hilarious. Lol
The brain is so weird..
I had a dream the world was on Fire and, everyone had to get in the Deathstar and watch it burn.
That's about as bad as someone telling me I had severe tremors just before opening my eyes and saying "you're going to need a Lot more than that, if you expect to stop me"... and evidently, I laughed My ass off while I said it.
That one had me confused for about a week.
Last night I had a dream about a black evil/cursed pearl.
I think the dream happened because I bought this fish decoration for the one fish tanks a few days ago and it’s a little skull with red jewel eyes I think it’s so cool. It looks like something you might find in a pirates treasure under the ocean.
Anyway I don’t know if there is any other meaning to the dream but I know there were pirates involved as well because one told me the pearl was cursed after letting me hold it to look at it. Of course I laughed in his face because it wasn’t cursed. I seem to have this sixth sense about weather objects have magic or curses attached to them and I didn’t feel anything from the pearl in the dream.
I’m not sure but anymore I just find political people really fucking annoying.
As soon as someone starts rambling on about the government I just have this visceral reaction to vomit on their shoes.
I also can’t stand watching the news on TV it literally makes me physically ill. Like what the fuck is that?
This also happens when people start debating religion.
*shrugs* I don’t know..
In the words of your prior journal entry: "Hell 2 da naw". Or as I would actually say it; "Fuck that noise".
That's why I don't get involved with topics surrounding either factor, unless absolutely necessary. Being a 'reverend' aside, it just isn't worth the headache or ailment, otherwise.
In some ways it feels like I’m moving on with some past things.
I just realized I don’t need certain people in my life to fulfill this whole I’ve had for so long concerning certain things.
I have my small group of friends online and offline and I’m good with that.
I’m no longer seeking out certain things as it has only proven to end badly.
I am who I am and another entitled person is never going to change that for me or take that away from me.
Things are looking up in certain ways but there are still some ongoing issues but time will tell I suppose.
Life is a journey and mistakes will be made but learning from said mistakes is what is important at this point.
My Dark Companion,
Things have not been the easiest for either of Us these past few months since I met You but You have given a warmth back in My heart that I had thought died many moons ago.
I really do not know what I would do without Your constant support through it all.
I have grown very fond of You even though We have yet to even meet nor You to hear My voice.
I do apologize for this but as You know I have My reasons that We have discussed at length but know I want nothing more than to have the safety and freedom to be able to do just that some day.
You have given Me a hope I haven’t had in a long time. I will be forever grateful to You for Your “saint like” patience and the steadfast promise You made to Me all those months ago to never leave My side even in spirit You have come to Me though not in body despite the many miles between Us.
I do not claim to know the future and all it holds for Us. All I know is that I do not want to be without a way to ever be in touch with You.
You have become like the brother I never had and so much more. You have shown Me that despite everything I still have the capacity to fall in love, I thought I would never feel that feeling again. Nor did I think that I would ever be able to let another in in such a way again.
Do not ever doubt Your importance to Me.
If fate should never allow Us to ever meet there is no distance that could separate from the things We have shared between Us.
You now carry apart of Me within You and You within I.
I do not believe that time nor death nor space could ever separate that.
“Though You be as dark as the Shadows that play in the moonlight Your light ev’r be as the moonlight that dances and streams through My hair on the cool night and that blazes across My heart.”
Yours in Blood and Shadow,
How can I say this the best possible way I can? Darling I think I’m seeing a little too much nip there in your profile pics.
I don’t want it to seem like I’m body shaming you you seem very proud of your boobies but we have rules here just saying and also there have been known to be a few minors that frequent this site and adults like me that are very protective of these children because we know the kind of dangers out here in the world. Would it be too much to ask for you to cover up your boobs? Thanks
A concerned VR member
I just went to give it dishonor and it has now been suspended...
I noticed at least they gave her a chance to fix it but I remember seeing her here before in another name pretty sure that profile got suspended to infinity. She did change her picture for awhile but then put it back up again later.
I mean there is Fetlife for that sort of thing. I wish people would read TOS before joining.
Agreed and she has been here before but maybe she thought that cutting off some of the picture would help but duh certain parts are still not allowed...
Really, it tends to be an M.O. of those who either just don't care, or want to make trouble for others.
I've been shown Facebook groups for that shit, wherein it's perfectly fine, etcetera. The simple fact of it all being that, unfortunately, one cannot erase human stupidity, or make people listen (at least.... not unless you want to brainwash them, which I won't go into.).
I have one thing to say. Brrrr…it’s cold.
I’m thinking about getting a heated blanket. I used to have one when I was a teenager which was a long time ago but man I just don’t have the stamina I used to have for the cold.