Tonight had the thirst bad sometimes I feel like I'm some kind of serial killer without doing the killing part I want the blood so bad and my targets always fit the same profile I look for and no witnesses its so hard being this way sometimes they say I'm dope sick but not for drugs but for blood.....I have been drinking blood since year 2009 and have not been able to refrain from this it makes me feel good when I do get it always the same type I prey on that fit the profile I look for but I also feel bad at the same time or not necessarily bad but indifferent like I'm the only one that does it the way I do and lusts for it I truly feel like a Monster!!!! I did get blood tonight.
The lust for blood is true turmoil a Vampire friend of mine explained to me once. I have learned something new about us from every Vamp I've met and have taught something new as well to every Vamp I've met.
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ErebustheDead
06:39 Apr 03 2018
Hmmmm?