Honor: 218 [ Give / Take ]
24 entries this month
01:46 Feb 27 2020
Times Read: 322
23:46 Feb 25 2020
Times Read: 389
Gorgeous Gothic skirt/top set by Widow, formerly Lip Service❤
There's this trend going on involving see through tops. Not really my style to parade around with my bra on display, but if you think about it, it makes sense. A good, cute bra is like $70-$100, easy. You spend that much money just to cover it up. Sure, it still does its job covered up, but I can see their point.
01:55 Feb 25 2020
Times Read: 435
It doesn't bother me if no one believes what I said. I have zero reason to lie. I've been on this site 14-15 years. My first account I had for about a year, self deleted, came back several months or so later. This is my second account, I've name changed maybe twice, and I've never been a shit-starter or whiner on here. I am not on anyone's side, and in all that time I've never had any beef with any admin. Any drama I was ever involved in came to me, I have no reason to start anything. I never accused anyone of anything, I never whined that anyone was being unfair, I never named names or attacked anyone in my entry other than the two allstar asshats.
I'm not attacking the VR administration or shouting about VR corruption going straight to the top though it is hilarious seeing some peoples replies to this assumption. It's hilarious that anyone thinks I'd give a fuck enough to try, and make anyone look bad. Admins are not infallible, they don't see all, and hey, maybe it's my fault because I don't bitch out, and report every idiot who cyber comes after me. I don't give a fuck if anyone is in anyone's pocket or not, which I also never accused. I don't care about VR politics at all.
I simply told my side of my experience with one admin on here, which really wasn't even an experience, it's simply something I witnessed because quietly watching from my side is generally all I've done on here. That's all I know is my side. Bad dude attacked/threatened me publicly, I took his honor, and someone who is highly regarded, and is supposed to have the best interest of the site, and members immediately refilled it with every one of her accounts. That's what I saw happen. I'm not angry about it. I don't care who gives who honor, that's your right as a member of VR. I dont need or ask anyone to have my back on here. But it bothered me that this upstanding VR member, a model "VR citizen" supported someone who had behaved so vile to another pretty longtime member here just because I wouldn't sit down, and shut up like he wanted me to. Did she know he had acted that way? I don't know. I feel like it would have been impossible not to notice, but I do not know her side. This is not an attack on her, this is just a story. I don't even remember now why I brought it up, but I'm glad I did. If your feathers are ruffled by it then that's wholly your problem.
And this was like 2 years ago so I'm probably the only one who remembers except maybe a couple friends I laughed about it with. It doesn't matter. If you wanna waste your time trying to prove me wrong or call me a liar then go for it. But I know what I saw. I don't know the situation, I don't know the reasoning, I don't know the why, but I know what I saw.
20:26 Feb 24 2020
Times Read: 466
Killstar is hopping on the Cthulhu bandwagon, and they are doing it in the laziest way possible which really bums me out.
I've been a huge Lovecraft fan since I was a preteen, and it kinda just looks like an octopus dress. They could've done some of the other symbology in there, some elder signs, a little nod to the necronomicon, something. It's just kinda lazy, and terrible design to be like, Octopus = Cthulhu, just to sell product. Sure, a slightly evil looking octopus, but it could still just be any octopus.
But. I managed to snap this dress up too. Another rarity by Diamond Honey. It's definitely a hobby of mine to find things I love that have long been sold out, and make them mine. I've had amazing luck with that this past week, my hit list is nearly empty. I saw it had been relisted after a nonpayer, and reduced to $50. I'll put it up for sale for at least $250 just to see if anyone's interested. If not, I'm happy to keep it, it has so many little creepy cute details. The reality of Lolita dresses is that they're almost always too long on me. I can't stand for a dress to fall below my knees, I like that little bit of leg peeking out between the hem, and my knee highs. So as much as I may love a design, if it falls below my knees it gets sold off.
There's also the fact that I'm 31 years old, probably a bit old to be playing dress up, but I still look like a teenager so I get away with it. I got carded at the video game store a couple weeks ago xD You have to be 18 to buy rated M games, and they absolutely did not believe it.
07:00 Feb 24 2020
Times Read: 544
It's not against TOS for an admin, a coven master, a sire, or anyone on here to dislike you.
I don't personally know any of the administration here. I know one supported a dude who openly threatened me, not only bodily harm, but also to hack my account. Afterwards, I took his honor, she refilled it every time. Did I take his threats seriously? No. Did I ever report him? No. Didn't feel the need. But as someone who watches over this place, and should care about their memberbase, you'd think she would have seen his rather dishonorable public behavior towards me. If she did, and she wants to support men who threaten women just for standing up for themselves then that's her judgment, like I said, I don't know her.
What had happened with this guy was I didn't like one of his friends, a well known sexual predator/harasser on the site. I stood up for myself when his friend tried to pull that shit with me, tried to force himself on me then proceeded to threaten me daily in my honor. So I gave it right back to him. So douchebag #2 shows up in my inbox to tell me how petty I am for dishonoring his favorite sexual predator. Doesn't mention that his lowlife friend started it, or how petty he was, no it was just me, I was the problem. Despite many women on the site messaging me to tell me they had also been majorly perved on by that idiot, and thanking me for publicly calling him out. That didn't matter. The thing is, I know I post risqué pictures at times, I'm not bothered by compliments or run-of-the-mill flirting, but when you try to force it, and then threaten me, I will name and shame you, bitch. Anyway, after I tell asshole #2 that he can quite vigorously go fuck himself he starts namedropping, suddenly he's bestest friends with Cancer, and every admin here is in his pocket. Maybe that's true, doesn't mean shit to me what shitty friends people keep, and clearly this dude was top of the shit pile. Then comes the big, bad threats. My favorite was him going on about how I never should have messed with him, a mighty Russian hacker, and that I could kiss my account goodbye. Ok? VR is not my life. I literally get on here to post bullshit then leave. If you can get it, have at it, losing it would have 0 effect on my life. In the meantime, his bestest buddy was constantly threatening to find me, beat me, kill me, yaddayadda. Or when he was telling me what an ugly slut I am that deserves to be harassed when his avatar was literally his disgusting hairy naked body from neck to groin. Kinda hilarious. All very clearly visible in my honor, at the time.
And never once did I report the douchebag duo. They're a couplea weak bitches, it was unnecessary, they were laughable.
I don't know if this main admin saw the things he was threatening me with or not. Our fued was pretty public. But I know that afterwards when I drained his honor she took all of her accounts, and filled him right back up. This person who many people witnessed threatening/attacking me, she deems honorable, and that's her free right, I'm not bashing her. Maybe the guy claiming he was military made her feel some type of way. Well my dad was/is a United States Marine, and he taught me never to take shit from anyone, especially worthless, women-harassing cowards, and if that offends you, I do not apologize. According to everything else I've seen of her, this admin seems like a stand-up woman, I'm not attacking her at all, I don't know the whole situation, I just know what happened from my point-of-view.
Honestly, I don't even remember that guys name. But he deserves to be among the dishonorable with his uncontrollably humping lil friend. That's what the system should be for, but it's mostly used for petty revenge, a means to control the weak/unintelligent, and people who buy honor by giving you theirs is just as bad. People who have 20 Sire accounts who can raise or bomb you in a day so it doesn't matter what you do, how righteous or despicable you act if you have the right friends. The honor system is a complete joke.
I'm just saying. People don't have to like you, or agree with you, and you have all the power to not let that effect you. You can get on here, and literally have no contact with people you dislike or don't respect. You have the power to act like an adult. Use it.
I'm not perfect, I've done and said some shitty things to people who absolutely deserved it. If people want to come after me over that then I welcome it, I own my shit. I can't even tell you the last time I looked at ratings, honor, or added anyone to any sorta list. I have friends on here I've known for 10+ years that I've never added. If you're important to me then you know, you don't need a screen to tell you, and if you do then you aren't. Simple.
00:47 Feb 24 2020
Times Read: 568
Omg, will it finally be mine?!?!
This dress... This perfect fucking dress. We have such a history between us, and yet have never met. I've talked about it before, I've ordered it twice, and yet it has never actually shown it's face to me. Twice I ordered, twice it was cancelled, money returned, and it escaped, laughing into the distance.
Ok, I know I'm being overrdramatic, but I've wanted this dress for SO long, it is SO perfect for me, and it has eluded me at every turn, left to cry in the dull glow of every "Sold Out" sign.
But not today...
I've been watching Circlly like a fucking hawk. It's a resale site for Lolita dresses, my best bet. I woke up this morning, popped onto the site, and there she was, beautiful, gleaming, "Diamond Honey Hospital Bunny JSK NWT." I didn't even read the description, the price for shipping, I was a blinded madwoman. Take my money, take it all, just give her to me.
Ok, so it was only $112 xD But the sentimental value of this dress is worth millions, and I would have paid more for it. It's brand new, and comes with the matching knee high socks❤
But we're not out of the woods yet. It still has to get here, and I've had dresses go missing while shipping before. I would be so furious if it got lost in the mail. She said she was shipping tomorrow, and she has excellent reviews so positive thoughts❤
05:02 Feb 23 2020
Times Read: 617
Cute Sailor Moon skirt for the Moon Bunny❤
20:58 Feb 21 2020
Times Read: 665
The Elegant Obsessions dress by Sugar Thrillz. Pretty much the pinkest most kawaii dress I've ever owned. When I went to buy it, it had already sold out within, like, less than a week. But I found someone selling it, in my size, for only $7 more than retail so basically Fate wanted me to have this dress. It is slightly too big on me, but it's so adorable.
And the Killstar Starlight ballerina flats. I don't really wear flats, but they were a fucking steal, brand new, $22, sold out on site. They have these ribbons on the back that you're supposed to lace up your leg to look like a ballerina. I'll probably end up selling them off, but they are very cute, and obviously I love anything moon themed.
I've got a few more things coming in, as always. The most exciting is this:
I can't believe I found it ❤
When I first saw this purse it was already sold out, and I've been hunting for it since. I found someone selling it in spectacular condition for a mere $13 with free shipping. The stars aligned.
This is basically the sold out edition of me shopping because everything I've purchased this week is sold out. I also bought a gorgeous red Hell Bunny dress, a cute Sailor Moon suspender skirt that I'd love to find the matching top to, and an adorable pinstripe bat collar/cuff dress that I've been wanting FOREVER, and just happened to find it on sale from a little shop in Salem, MA.
It's been a perfect week ❤
Now if only I could attain this dress by H. Naoto...
It's about a $1000 dress. But it's got cutouts that look like fucking dragon scales. Ugh, I need❤
06:19 Feb 21 2020
Times Read: 718
When someone buys something from me, and it's brand new, still in packaging... I wrap it up real nice, and ship within a day, then a couple days later they receive it, and give me a 4/5 rating with no comment as to why.
Like... If I'm doing something wrong, which clearly I didn't, why not tell me? If you have a fucking problem then why not call me out on it? Because I do. If I rate low there's a damn good reason, and you will hear all about it. Otherwise, you're just a weak little bitch.
See this is why I should never be in customer service. You gotta problem with me? Or are you just a worthless, ungrateful whore?
I upheld my side of the transaction. I shipped the exact item you purchased in a more than timely fashion, I even accepted your low fucking offer because I was feeling generous. I had it marked at $35, accepted your cheapskate $20, below even the retail price, and especially generous for something that's SOLD OUT. And that makes me a 4/5?
In the grand scheme it doesn't matter, I have over 50 5 star ratings, and reviews so a 4 does nothing, but it pisses me off when you try to be nice to people, try to cut them a break, go out of your way to convenience them, and they act like giant asshats, the most magnificent hats of ass for no fucking reason.
Like this woman who bought a dress off me several months ago. It was a size XL, too big on me, so I decided to sell it. This woman messages me asking about it, and I could tell from her picture that she was not going to fit into it. Not body-shaming, not judging, I just knew it was going to be too small for her, she was clearly a plus size, nothing wrong with that. She asks for measurements, I give them, and she decides to buy. When she gets it, it doesn't fit, and somehow that's my fault despite all the pictures, and details and MEASUREMENTS. She says I labeled the size wrong, there's no way it's an XL despite the tag from the manufacturer very clearly saying it's an XL. But it couldn't be because she usually fits right into an XL. Right... Even after all that, I allow her to return it, try to be nice. I get it back, and the size tag is RIPPED OFF, and there's makeup smudged all along the white collar like she deliberately rubbed her dollar store makeup face right into it. So after doing everything possible to help her she returns my dress damaged, leaves a negative reviews, rates as low as she can.
You feel that? That giant cloud of negative energy? It's coming for you. Better watch your kneecaps. May all your marshmallows turn hard.
00:49 Feb 19 2020
Times Read: 757
Love me like my demons do❤
Obviously, I wanted this for the wolfies. It'll be a nice addition to my vacation-wear since the family is planning on going back to the Caribbean in December.
This purse also FINALLY showed up. I ordered it from someone, and it took three weeks to ship. Now I get it, I constantly sell things online, I know that you can't always ship next day. But don't tell me, "Yeah, I'll ship tomorrow," then three weeks later I have to open a case because you've printed two shipping labels, marked it shipped twice, but tracking says it hasn't been dropped off at the post office. She did give me some cute tarot card stickers:
And a necklace with my order, probably to appease me since I was going off in her feedback. If you need three weeks to ship then just tell me, not a big deal, but I hate liars almost as much as I hate hypocrites, it's extremely unprofessional. If I can't ship within a few days then I contact the buyer, explain the situation, offer a refund if they don't feel like waiting. I'm just sayin'.
Anyway! I do love this purse, I've wanted it since it first came out, it's completely gorgeous. I have a few more items incoming, some Killstar shoes, a Sugar Thrillz dress, a really pretty zodiac kimono top. I'm scoping out some new dresses, I've been selling like crazy so I really need to do a restock.
00:22 Feb 15 2020
Times Read: 829
People will throw a bitchfit over others pointing out their poor grammar, but will put absolutely zero effort into actually, I dunno, being a productive adult that at least tries to educate, and better themselves.
Nah, just demand the ability to ignore people pointing out your stupidity instead of fixing it at it's source. You're definitely not a moron if you can't see all the people telling you you're a moron. Yeah, that's how it works.
You're totally not the problem, it's everyone else, dammit.
18:59 Feb 14 2020
Times Read: 866
The moment I saw this outfit I knew I would own it❤
My nephew woke me up this morning, and asked if I'd take him down to the gas station to get some breakfast pizza. When we got there I noticed they had put out some of those cute little hats where you squeeze the paws, and the ears wave up and down.
Wouldn't you know it, there was a wolf and bunny right there together...
Now that's the Universe speaking directly to me.
I hear you❤
21:38 Feb 13 2020
Times Read: 924
I dunno about anyone else, but I always feel especially put in my place by people who can't spell, use proper grammar, or in general type for shit.
03:12 Feb 13 2020
Times Read: 933
20:04 Feb 12 2020
Times Read: 959
I haven't played Silent Hill in too long.
I would really love to own a Robbie the rabbit plushie.
Just look at that precious face❤
Recently, someone on here apologized to me for also using an evil bunny theme.
I just don't understand why anyone would ever get the impression that I'm evil❤
07:20 Feb 11 2020
Times Read: 1,001
The eternal internal conflict❤
09:52 Feb 09 2020
Times Read: 1,073
When your extremely obvious sarcasm goes straight over their heads...
How does the saying go?
I would challenge you to a battle of wits, but yaddayaddayadda you're a dumbass.
04:08 Feb 09 2020
Times Read: 1,144
It's kind of hilarious watching someone bash another person's grammar or spelling when they, put a comma, after every couple, of words, in every, sentence.
Using more commas doesn't make you good at grammar.
I also can't even get into how many of these adults also need to learn the difference between YOUR and YOU'RE on both sides.
You are = YOU'RE.
You're being an ungrammatically correct douchebag.
Your grammar sucks too.
See the difference? Or do we need to go over to, too and two?
I mean, I get it. I occasionally misspell something or miss a comma or whatever. I don't then go, and call people out while doing the exact same thing. Maybe not to the same extent as them, maybe yours is somewhat more legible, but it sure ain't perfect either. Hypocrisy sucks.
Besides, is this fucking elementary school?
Haha, you can't even spell, dweeb. Get good at grammar, nerd.
I'm not on anyone's side, I couldn't give any less fucks about anyone's petty drama other than the entertainment factor of reading how intense people get over online bullshit.
Just sayin', it's funny watching people who can't get their own shit straight try to slam someone else's.
02:20 Feb 08 2020
Times Read: 1,183
Ohhh, I need this right fucking now.
I stopped fighting my demon years ago.
That bitch is pretty fucking useful in certain situations.
And it's got the wolves and everything❤
Simultaneously... I also need this.
Because kittens, and rainbows, and video games, and when you're short like me people tell you you're fun sized :3
Life when you're 1/3 super goth, 1/3 super kawaii, and 1/3 Harley Quinn xD
05:56 Feb 04 2020
Times Read: 1,249
Couple days ago, a big dog chased my cat up a tree.
So I chased the big dog.
With a shovel...
Then promptly climbed the tree, and retrieved my kitty.
No animals were harmed.
03:54 Feb 04 2020
Times Read: 1,278
"The voice that called me in another life
Now I can hear her clear and bright..."
20:05 Feb 03 2020
Times Read: 1,309
Finally got my hands on this Sugar Thrillz anime dress!
It's sooo perfect❤
Also, new Killstar beauties ❤
She's In Parties
Under Your Spell
Into the Ether
17:18 Feb 03 2020
Times Read: 1,333
Having a teenage emo flashback.
The friend I mentioned was singing a song to me that he's been writing, and it reminded me of old AFI which was like THE band of my early teenage years. I had Sing the Sorrow on repeat for like 3 years straight.
I listen to it now, and I'm like fuck... I musta been one depressed kid.
And now I'm a blonde bunny plushie rainbow knife Hello Kitty explosion.
23:47 Feb 01 2020
Times Read: 1,366
I played the shit outta this as a nerdy teenager. I waited so long for it to be re-released. And now it's mine. And it's exactly how I remember.
But. The question is. Will I play a Cleric? That was my chosen class back then. I liked magic, I liked healing, I liked summoning cute little animals friends, I liked using a bow. I always started out as True Neutral, and by the end of the game my alignment swayed to Neutral Good. Because I loved to help people. If your purposes were not evil then I would absolutely jump in to help.
The basics are easy. Female, half-elf. Half-elf has always been my favorite, I like having both sides, it's true to me. But I'm not a neutral good cleric anymore. It's not me. I think personally I'm suited for Chaotic Good, but I like to be a Rogue, and being good as a Rogue is tricky.
But we'll see. Just being on the character creation screen is taking me way back.
People always think I'm joking when I talk about what a huge nerd I am.
No. Seriously. You have no idea.
But I'm not obsessive about my fandoms.
Except maybe the Batman one...
And the Dark Souls stuff.
Ok, a little obsessive.