I attempted to get to bed early last night, since the night before I had to deal with car issues and was running on maybe four hours of sleep the whole day. So, I tried to go to bed at nine. I say try, because while I did, my body has this new thing it likes to do in lieu of the nightmares. I have nights where I wake up, quite literally, every hour. Last night was one of those nights. So, yeah, I didn't get the sleep I wanted and needed. I mean, as horrible as they were, I'd take the nightmares over this, because at least then I had some hours of decent sleep. This new thing, it's just torture.
So, Chris got me a gift today. He bought me Monster Hunter, partly for me to have to play, and partly for him, because he wants to have someone to play with. It was really nice of him and totally unexpected.
I want to give a huge thank you to TheNameGame for helping me with an issue that's been bugging me since the changes to the site went live. Transparent tables. Man, you have no idea how annoyed I got when I couldn't make it work on my own, so I finally sought out help, and man, TheNameGame delivered. So, thank you! Thank you so much! It's awesome to have my profiles back to where they used to be as far as the layouts go. I could not be more appreciative right now.
I was out with my mom today and she let it slip that my dad bought me concert tickets to see Basia in October. I used to be in love with her music when I was younger, I even saw her live when I was eight or nine years old. So, it's so awesome that's she's still touring and that my dad got me tickets to go see her. I'm super excited for that.
This is probably my favorite song by her.
Happy birthday, Nana.
I fucking miss you... I miss you so much. If there was ever a time that I needed you, it's now. But you're not here.
I was going to vent my feelings, my frustration with recent events in my life, but, honestly, it doesn't matter. None of it matters. I am too open here sometimes, and it's kind of blown up in my face. I'm not okay, probably won't be for a while. But, that's life. Or something. I don't know. I'm tired, drained. I probably won't be discussing my personal life much here anymore.
When you have the weirdest dream about someone you haven't thought about for at least a decade. It did make me want to go back to my grandmother's old house, where I grew up... I miss it. The person in my dream, I can take or leave, as we were never close, but that house, that complex, all those memories... I want to go back to that.
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