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first let me stress this is a journal, hence it will be writings about ME. Writings about what's going on with ME, in MY mind, MY heart, MY soul. If you don't care about ME, then don't read MY journal.



"What am I to you?"

"I don't know..."



Don't you just LOVE those conversations. I am so fucking sorry that you don't want to discuss what you went through. But that is no fucking reason why you should be bitter and angry and angsty and bitchy and.... damn... towards those of us who have formed a family and who talk about what we went through and help eachother work through it. We are not attention whores and don't get a fucking stick up your ass just because yours was worse than our's. We never said our's was the worst, we know it could have been much worse, but we are thankful it wasn't. That is why we are here, we are eachother's support group. It's not our fault you don't want to talk about it. When you are ready to talk about it (yeah talking does help) we will be here for you. But do not ever assume we like to be on stage. Do not say we are making it up. Do not accuse us of this BS you are trying to pull, just b/c yours was worse, just because you don't want to talk about yours doesnt mean you're the only person who ever went through it.



Ok rant done. Sorry. I had to.



Anyway, today is Sunday and I already am dying for the weekend to arrive... *sigh*