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Dust on old parchment

Paper's of the past

Yellowed with wise years

To the old age of papyrus

Time in ink

Quill to ballpoint

Pinpoint the pen's points

Points in time

When history wrote itself

On maps

Mapping out our future's

Based on the old ways



'Tis a pity

Law has no concept of progression



Present and past pissing on the possible of a time never to pass tommorrow

Present and past praising the impossible time never to become yesterday

Intruder's in your mind,

Stranger's to your thoughts.

Misunderstanding guru of psychology.



Because prying in people's brains

Is moral

Is normal

Is right

Take the Hypocratic oath-

And become a hypocrit



What a sham



Breaking and entering

Is a crime.

So why isn't it illegal

To be a shrink?

I'm staring on the floor

And laying at the cieling

I wear socks on my hands

And gloves on my feet

But I walk on my belly

Like the snake who walks on his hands

And trips over his feet

Do you crawl?

On your belly or your hands?

Holding your belly

With your hands

Your belly holding heat

From your socks

Your stomach all over your feet

Did you puke?

Your stomach turned upside down

Walking on your hands?

Or was it crawling on your feet?

Did Alice fall directly through the centre of the earth

And come out the other side

Where people walk upside down?

Everyone will find their soulmate.

This is truth,

This is fact.

You have the future,

Time is what I lack.

My very name holds me back.

I am the only Lovelorn,

My heart is torn.

Yours will mend,

This I know,

I hold the needle,

Now I sew.

You'll be stitched up,

With pretty pink threads,

That won't ever snap.

This is not your reality,

Now dry those eyes.

Someone has filled your head with lies.

Your destiny is to love and be loved.

Never quit looking, and don't be afraid,

My pretty little faery,

You will be someone's emotional sanctuary.

A writer trying not to write,

Is a regal attempt at peasantry.

When nobility is your soul.

Words are your king,

You are their queen,

Dwelling in the palace of my heart.

You are my dreamcatcher

You caught my dreams

And let the nightmares through



Putting things backwards as usual....



You are the one who would dare to

Hang a peacock feather from that

Circle that sleeps above my head

While I sleep under the evil eye

Of my dreamcatcher

You are my dreamcatcher

You caught my dreams

And let the nightmares through



Putting things backwards as usual....



You are the one who would dare to

Hang a peacock feather from that

Circle that sleeps above my head

While I sleep under the evil eye

Of my dreamcatcher

"So you wanna shoot me?"

Photograph masochistic agony.

Bind me in the

Stock/s

Photo's

Not worthy of a title:

You hold my soul's title and deed

In your

Hand/ing

Me to your

Scrapbook/ing

Club.

To be lost in pages of memories,

Of fat dead models.

But for now,

Look up to the lense

And fake a pretty smile.

I am a chef and you love my good cooking now eat me.

I have a whole plethora of tasty treats

Chocolate and cherries:

Lotsa good eats.

Whipped cream too...

*ponders* Although I don't think either of us can tell the difference at this point. *ponders*



I am so hungry.

But only for you.

You taste the best.



Lolly lolly lolly lolly lolly pop kid...

Suck lick tongue the ball on the stick

It's more than a blow pop

And better than the gum.

Say gum five times fast.

Am I your candy girl?

Cause you got me wanting you...



Yummy.

Now feed me more.



What's in the picinick basket?

Breast.









Of chicken.



Because I was too scared to say tits.



And a little bit of warm apple pie.



See me chomping away?

Banana's are a healthy breakfast.



You wanna know what a banana remindes me of?



Make a salad for lunch. I like carrots and cucumbers in my salad.



You wanna know what carrots and cucumber's remind me of?



Dinner is pizza and beer.

It's good sex food.

When our fingers interlock

Like puzzle pieces

Broken and scattered over eon's

It feels like returning

Eternity to my grasp

I know I've felt this before

Lust.



The eyes the lips the hands That look that kiss that touch

Hold me.



Wrap me in your gaze.

Touch me.

Mouth teeth tongue thighs



I see that lust in your eyes.

Glance up.

"No pain."



Passionate teardrops,

the rain of our pain.

Your reign over my body.

Cuddle me, kill me softly.

Because I die in your arms.



I shake I tremble I vibrate your fingers to the bone.

With my heart of ice.

Cold stare.

Never freeze.

You see me I see you We see true

Feeling.

Feel me.



Your hair My neck Your fangs My breast Your claws My hips



Surround me as I surround you



Your island My ocean Our sea of lust.

I see.

I feel.

I am yours.

Sometimes I still cry at night...



Ghosts of the past follow me

Hell is wherever I go

The only things that matter to me

Are things I'm forbidden to know



Joy is a wish

Peace is a dream

Love is my big illusion

It isn't as it would seem



Rest escapes me

Even in the still of night

I question myself

I've lost all will to fight



The horror

That is my history

I hold from you

Wrapped in mystery



I'm sorry I'm breaking down

Because my life's catching up

The demon reincarnated

From the vodka in my cup

For when you question...



What do the words I Love You mean,

When spoken so soon?



I have never had anything like this before,

I actually have something to loose...

Tears of joy as much as fear.



Cruel time.

I know.

Been there before.

It is worth it in the end.



Love like this:

Is Fate's hand,

In Her secret plan.



It only takes five minutes to fall in Love,

The rest is just denile.



It takes courage to not deny.

Frailty is not always weakness.

The strongest soul

Could come to you,

In the most frail package:

To show

Bravery,

Trust,

Repentance,

Strength.



The soul who chooses a frail package,

Is the most virtuous.

I wrote the past,

And logged the future.

For my present is no longer now.

I gave you time,

Time took it away.

Any chance was stolen,

That history I longed for...

Is no longer mine to give.

I show you I am weak...

Those might have been's I had

Were erased before they happened.

I'm sorry I wasn't stronger for you...

If I was me, before it was she,

I would not waste time to take those eternal vows:

That hold no reguard for my past

Your present

Or our future's...

That I lost in my past...

And Fate plan's the future around.

For art's sake I post my dead vows.

Life goes on and in the process

We loose pieces of ourselves

For everything gained

There is a loss

Ten fold

I have tears from my heart

Cried from this piece of you

As I weep away eternity

An incomplete puzzle

I opened a window

But I shut the door

Now I have to crawl

Instead of walk through

Whole

Holding your hand

For the rest of forever

I remain as mere pieces

I see you through the creeping vines

Your hands clawing amongst those secretive leaves

Like two tiny gentle fawns

Or rather a duo

Of razored antlers



I see you through the insence smoke

Your hands dancing amidst that coiling chain

Like two little saintly sprites

Or rather a couple

Of mischevious imps



I see you through the candle's flames

Your hands sculking behind the firey tongues

Like two betrothed baby dragons

Or rather a set

Of waring divorc'es



I see you through the nighttime rain

Your hands swimming in the sky's tears

Like the two Pisces fish

Or rather a pair

Of Cancer's pincher's