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im sick and tiered at the moment of being messed about by guys!!!!!If they actually give a shit then why do they continue to mess me about and string me along?!? so not on guys!!!!!! well...........at least i know mow that when i get told im addictive and wonderful, its a lie. And i was gonna move for you!!! So you know who you are and if you are reading this then all i can say is i value honesty and trust more than anything..........and i've given you all of that! im hurt, i wish you would just talk to me and be open about how ya feel.

I dont know what my friends were thinking when they bet on me, but i most certainly wasnt impressed. I trusted these people and now all that i can say about them is that i am disgusted! Maybe they thought i was easy?

Anyways, they all placed a bet on me, and as per usual i was the last person to find out. The plan was to get me so unbelievably drunk that i would go with a guy who i'd considered to be a very good, loyal friend.

I was so angry that i had quite a bit to drink and didnt even think about who i was hurting. I've never felt so ashamed. Because of their stupid fucking bet and my pig headedness, i missed the trivium gig.

It just goes to say that you can never be too gullable. I trusted my friends and now i feel like im back to square one again, it will take them a while to regain my trust.