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Why am I keeping all my true feeling locked away. I've was always one to speak my mind when I was a little girl, then after have some things happened to me, I decided it was best that I keep my feelings to myself. I thought that maybe if I did this I would become stronger. I haven't been able to trust anyone with my past because I'm scared of how they might judge me in the long run. It feels like I no longer have reason to live life. I truly want my life to end. I've done my best to stay happy with everyone and I've tried my best to make every person I meet happy with their own life, but I feel nothing will ever be able to help me with the stress I'm going through now.

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darkkiller
05:19 Feb 14 2009

many things can happen with a life that can be good and bad. U can never be sher because at any second your life could change by 1 little thing

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I can give you plenty of reasons to why my life is completely fucked, but I will only give you a few.

1) my mom never encourages me to do anything for myself, all I get from her are complete put downs.

2) I'm always doubting my feelings all time.

3) I feel like no one would ever listen to me no matter what I say.

4)I'm always being treated like fucking a baby.

5) my life seems to drag on forever.

6) people always lie to me.

7) I always feel like my life is a complete waste of time.

Now there are some things that are good in my life, but that will never be able to get rid of all the pain my life is going through. I just can't wait til I'm 18 then I can do whatever the hell I want!!!!!

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XxDracoMasterxX
03:05 May 02 2009

I'm willing to listen, through the good and all the bad

if you need me just message me

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