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My life has been agony,

Nothing I know but misery,

But you have a place in purgatory,

And that well you deserve it for your treachery.



The least you could have done is been straight with me,

Instead of causing this heartache.

I wish you nothing but misery,

And a life of lost love and heartache.



When I get to hell,

You'll be going soon,

I hope you don't mind when I tell,

Satan about your boon.



You lied and this I wont forgive,

I wish you pain as long as you live.

Walking through the depths of hell,

Surrounded by flame,

Pretending all is well,

And that I have no bane.



Holding on to hope and prayer,

But knowing no matter what I do,

There is nothing but air,

Thats the only thing thats true.



All you gave me were lies and half truths,

Fairy tales and fiction were your forte,

Yet I always spoke the truth,

I should just find a place to lay.



Guns and knives are far too simple,

When I could pop you like a pimple.

Damn them all,

Everyone who says it's true,

Smiling will remove feeling small,

And take away your blues.



What the fuck will drown my tears?

The dagger or the sword would do,

Maybe some hard rock and a few beers,

Or a funny joke ending in "Moo"?



I'm starting to think she doesn't give a fuck,

She knows how hard it is,

Maybe she wants me to run out of luck.

Maybe she only cares about his.



I guess I have no luck left,

So this will be my last breath.

What you were,

Was a ray of sun,

Burning Brighter,

Then heaven had done,

Still in awe,

Tried to let you know,

It turned out,

I'll never know,



You were cold,

Beyoud the reach,

Our friendship,

It had been breached,

The out come,

Was so far off track,

I turn away,

Wishing it back,



And though I did let you know,

You threw me away to go,

When life let me down,

I turned around,

Walk away with no regrets,



Shades of lies,

I told myself,

What I did,

can't be undone,

Thinking long,

All by myself,

Leaving hope,

Up on the shelf,



Well and good,

I carried on,

I shed some tears,

But not for long,

Love is strange,

How it does burn,

Life is strange,

How it twists and turns,



And though I did let you know,

You threw me away to go,

When life let me down,

I turned around,

Walk away with no regrets,



If we never speak again,

I wish you the best,

With no regrets,

So I did wrong in your eyes,

All I can do is apologize,

Steal my breath away,

Never to know,

Never I pray,

Stars are leaving the sky,

And so I say goodbye.



(To be continued...)