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Drowning in the sun,

im now laying

decaying in the fields of daphadils,

cause i dont care no more

where the insects eat me whole,

where the infected are coming

there running up the hills where i crave your soul im only dying where the grounds make me float above sweet cherry wine.. and the sun is burning cold, and the blubonnets stand out ever so cleaverly bold!

The people are scattering scared..but i just cant seem to care

kaos shade there is no more remose upon our souls they see you scold shiver im cold, goosebumps my skin is to coward to heal chicken has come out but i see them too and i wont run like them..

face masks never helpd so now were running scared n vain we cominse to hate the only creator of existence of such us..

and

in the darkness rise,

the mirror sides to glare at me mean im hiding,

what have i done this time around?

the end is so near i can already feel the moon bleeding me hole im afraid..

what have i become?

Is there really light behind those eyes that stare portray such a hurt inside,

im drowning in empty waters and they sting my soul

burry me whole above my head i cant even breathe, not without your consent, not knowing your safe heres me with out you..

and who could know love could be so painful as this?

when nothing else matters

i have to block out thoughts of you from my mind to keep me from lossing my head going out of my mind, and they can only come back to me like a never ending fungus each time worsens cry no more 'Chiquita'-

i can not say no more for my soul would tear again my heart would drop and die again for you My sweet forever Canton Carr..

ive searched high and low to cure my hurt heart and all i see is your face hear that voice that once made me feel ok complete

now hurts to much to control these eyes could never find eyes like yours

for you hold a one of a kind ill never meet again..

My heart will never forgive what ive done to myself I Never meant to hurt you I promise I always loved you always..I always will even if you dont

Sorry just isnt enough right here with you and me sorry just wont ever due

when i hide in this cave im a monster forgive me?

im the one out there to get you and hurt you im a monster forgive me?

just love me please or leave me to decay in the sun for you my Canton I Love you

your my beauty i want to be your beast again,

that rose you said i once was when you said "you are like a dream your to good to be true eventually youll go away" i never understood,

"dont do this to yourself" you said but i still "Love you, dont go away" was the last i heard you cry for me aloud

and now im infected with the worst to live with myself for the rest of my life not knowing what a future with out you could be... take me today, hate me tommarow if only i could feel you again

cause you and me together would bring down the zombies give me time my love

you and me togther would rule the world and more everything we said we could do.. we still can I promise

stir it up and shake it but i let it go for a meaningless nothing.. sorry could never brake the cycle for what im saying here to you or i.. sorry even if you took me back and forgave me would stil hurt me true, but you would make it better only you could take it all away in due time Baby Come back im still so inlove with you..

Its instrumental sheaths in my brain i can only beat the cockroaches just to let you know im so alone without you..you made me compliment myslef when i found it so hard to do for the 1st time ever i liked me for me, hate me forever i deserve it you deserve better, with my sad heart, ill say good bye for now you said never, suicide can only sooth my brains for tonight i hate myself forever, im only kicking shadows with out you and your words your face those eyes that "yea" are so hard to swallow: Cuando

Mi pesa tanto el corazon por ti mi amor-