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I have felt so bogged down over the last couple of months and had to learn several very hard lessons. The first and most notable is you can only control yourself but but can be held accountable for anothers mistake. The 2nd is sometimes you have to STOP making other people's problems your own.



Over the last 4 weeks I have let go of a lot of strife and resentment. I can not control the actions of others beyond what they allow me to control but I can choose if I will associate myself with them. Chaos breeds chaos and while I am the first to admit a little bit can be fun I do not want my life consumed by it.



So the answer all along to my problems were to just let them go. For those who would cause me strife and heart ache I don't care. I turned my back and walked away, and at first it hurt like hell but now the pain is mute and I feel free and refreshed. I don't ask about them because I don't care any longer.



We are judged every moment of everyday and if I am going to be judged I want it to be for who I am. Sweet, thoughtful, intelligent or super bitch I want it to be me.



So here I am world, new refreshed and ready to take on whatever awaits me with a new breath.

Bring it on, I'm ready for you.