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Black and white.

No shades of gray,

No in-betweens

That fade away,

No hues that do not

Look the same.

In this world you stay.



Day and night

No dawn, no noon,

No clouds, no breeze,

No stars, no moon.

There is no never.

There's no soon.

In this world you're doomed.



Wrong and right.

No bad for good,

No acting like,

You never should.

No one can be

Misunderstood.

Yet in this world you would.

Lost in a world inside myself

No one is around.

Silence fills my dead ears

With a invisible sound.



It's a place to run away

From my troubles in the world,

Where I can be detatched

From the problems that've unfurled.



No one can interrupt my peace,

No one can trespass in this place.

I lean back, relaxed and calm,

A soft smile across my face.



Nothing can go wrong

In this muted world of mine.

Worries washed away

In an endless sea of time.



Eventually, I must came back

To the reality outside.

Only to return again

To my retreat where I can hide.

A wire whisk has impaled me,

Blending, churning.

I can't breathe.

It's nauseating, causes hating.

I know what I need...just you.

I bleed for you.

I can't see, can't speak, I'm too weak.

Don't want to feel.

I want to heal.

And yet you hold my heart

With razorblade hands

And kiss the wounds

With lips of salt.

I hate being wrong,

I hate our song,

I hate how you said it'd last so long.

Never trust, it turns to dust.

Don't close your eyes,

Don't hide the lies.

You need to keep your guard up to survive.