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ok i will say this i was holding a lot back when you and i broke up. first off. where do you get off say that i thought the world revolved around me, you said that. you made it seem that way. second thing. EVERY TIME ONE OF MY FRIENDS SAID SOMETHING ABOUT YOU I STOOD UP FOR YOU. I TOLD THEM TO SHUT THERE FUCKING MOUTH. you know what half of them told me about you. they told me you would do this. they all told me you would be just like all my other exs. and well you did one better then them. not only did you run to another man. not only did you cheat on me by going to this other man. YOU FUCKING LIED TO MY GOD DAMN FACE ABOUT IT. at least all of my other exs had the fucking balls to tell me. i didnt have to fucking find out from your mother fucking journal that you have been with him for three fucking months. we have only been broken up for a few weeks. and then when i asked you about it all you told me no Glenn i am not with him. no glenn i dont know what i am going to do. you lied to my god damn face. and you know something i should have listened to what mike and lynne and dez and all of them told me none of them trusted you. but they did it for me. they tried to get to know you like i thought i knew you. you havent fucking changed one bit. still thinking like that party girl trying to get her next high, still not trying to get out of the same ole bullshit. well here the cold hard facts. they all said you would do something just like this. and i told every one of that you where different that you would not do something like that. boy did you make me look like a fucking lair. how much of the bullshit in the past three months did you truly mean. all the while the true reason i couldnt get a hold of you to talk to you about what was going on was because you where talking to him. how the fuck could you lie to my god damn face.... i never fucking lied to you about a mother fucking thing not one fucking thing. and this is what you give me. this is what you do. you are smart, i have fucking told you that. but hell if you want to go and fuck your life up more so be it. i am just glad that you didnt take me and drag me fucking down in to the fucking bullshit with you.





and the thing that truly gets me is that the whole reason i didnt tell you how i truly felt at the time when you told me it was over was well i care about you. and well i still do. so when you are ready to pull your fucking head out of you ass. and all of the hurt feelings and all that fucked upshit.





oh and the other thing that gets me is why would you want to be a bitter old women. is beyond me. because that is where i see you heading.

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SiLeNtxSoNg
04:01 Nov 05 2009

I want a sequel to this book.



This basically explains everything I needed to vent about Him...

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PaganPrincessAdina
15:54 May 13 2010

you were both right and i am sorry. that's all i can. but i say i think we are the better for it. and as far as that party girl you mentioned.... she's dead... you know that.

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