This fire burns deep inside the spark that ignites between us. It can’t be snuffed out by time or circumstance.
Why fight it anymore? Let fate make it whatever it may be. We are messy, dirty undefined.
Why hide yourself in the shadows in shame and regret?
Be who you are unapologetically. The right people will get you and will love you regardless. If they hate you then they are only hating something about themselves that they see in you that they can’t comprehend inside themselves.
You know the emotion that anger comes from? Fear..I read that some where although I can’t quote the source.
You fear me although I can’t for the life of me figure out why.
I know why I hate you because you remind me of all the parts I hate about myself. You make all the reasons you hate me all so clear but I know who you really are beneath all the anger. You can’t say I don’t but as you have stated before yourself it is because we are so much alike.
I only allowed you to see who is was you were below it all. All the darkness you hide. All pain you hide.
You use pride and control to cover the weak parts of yourself that still care for me despite everything.
Ugh why do you consume my thoughts these past two weeks. That’s what I get for allowing the beast out of the cage. I have had it tied up tight for a year now my walls up high and tight.
Just someone bringing up your name is all it takes. Five years my world has been turned on it’s axis and I haven’t been right inside since than. There are times I feel you running through my veins even now. Liquid acid eating away at my very being. Down to the darkness that lives deep within.
There you go trying to intimidate me again. Do you ever stop? Lol
I told you you can’t control me. Honestly I’m not even really sure what you’re still pissed at me about. Get over it. It’s always something with you.
I’ve been over you for awhile now. Why would I want to message you? I don’t even like you not to mention I know you hate me.
It just makes sense to stay away from someone who obviously doesn’t like me and it’s mutual.
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