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Through all the devestating moments

I believed that things would never be better

Then I met you, and I couldn't help but believe your comments

I listened closely and I know I want to hold you forever



It's as if I have known you for all time

But in reality it's been a short period

Believing in myself use to be a crime

Until you showed me otherwise; and I was able to forgive



I will never forget

How you make me feel

Even though we have not met

This is a big deal



You mean more to me

Then any other being

I just wish you could see

Without me fleeing



I wish to hold you close

Even if we are far apart

I want you the most

I wander through the night

Having a horrible fright

Of what will happen

To my life, I'm so saddened

By all this pain

It's like there is nothing left to gain



I thought that you would make things better

But instead its gotten harder

Everything that was once a joy

Has become destroyed

I dont understand anymore

Its become a nightmare full of horror



Every passing moment

Is filled with unfullfilment

It's so discouraging

To have your heart keep breaking

I'm so misunderstood

I'm always in an aggrivating mood



I thought that you would make things better

But instead its gotten harder

Everything that was once a joy

Has become destroyed

I dont understand anymore

Its become a nightmare full of horror



I just want everything to end

I'm hearing voices in my head

I just want this fight to stop

But as soon as I try to talk, my body becomes a rock

I can't move, I can't even cry

Even when I try



I thought that you would make things better

But instead its gotten harder

Everything that was once a joy

Has become destroyed

I dont understand anymore

Its become a nightmare full of horror



You seem that you cared

But this is exactly what I feared

That if I turned, you would no longer be there

No matter what way I look at this, this isn't fair

You tore my love apart

Leaving unhealing scares in my heart



I thought that you would make things better

But instead its gotten harder

Everything that was once a joy

Has become destroyed

I dont understand anymore

Its become a nightmare full of horror



You were the world to me

I thought we were meant to be

Instead you ruined it

I even threw a fit

Why did you do this to me

Can't you just see



I thought that you would make things better

But instead its gotten harder

Everything that was once a joy

Has become destroyed

I dont understand anymore

Its become a nightmare full of horror



Every passing moment makes me want to scream

I just want to wake up from this horrible dream

My heart will never be able to heal

Why can't you just tell me your deal

What is going through your mind

Why did you have to lie



I thought that you would make things better

But instead its gotten harder

Everything that was once a joy

Has become destroyed

I dont understand anymore

Its become a nightmare full of horror



I just want my life to come to an end

Please try to understand

This wasn't anyone's fault

I just couldn't handle all the pain

So let me leave peacefully

And remember all the loving memories