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Ghouls desend from the darkend skies with screamin virgins in thier horny souls.

The skulls of my enemies call to me from beyond the crypt.

Festering in the souls....

Dracula's daughter has been risen.

I cry and cry....

b/c my life is turned upside down

not knowin wat is up and wat is down any more

i cry and cry....

b/c to me my life is never unpacked

no longer able to breath, throat closes up

the tears the fall down my cheek

as u sit and weep

looking back at you and i see you lauging at me like i was a joke

i go home, i cry somemore

i'm in the tub cring as the blood trickles down my fingers

its to late you sit and laugh

i sit and cut

i keeping cutting deeper and depper

i watch the blood go down my arm

as u laugh

i cut

i see ur name and my heart skipps a beat,



now your gone and i cant stop crying.



i wonder wat i did and then u said taht i was annoying so i leave u alone and i sit here and crying and thinkin how the hell can i get rid of this paini htink of screamin but no that wont work.



how bout cut nope still wont worki guess ill just have to live with pain so do u think someone could really help me with this pain

i look at your pictire and cry,

i cut and cut to get rid of the pain, but still it doesn't help.

so i scream and scream, but still nothing

well now im in the tub and its full of blood.

i cut and cut to get rid of the pain but it dont work

i scream and scream but still nothin.

i cant do anything to make this pain go aways.

A knife, a blade, a piece of glass, any thing that is sharp.

We sit and use these things to make the pain go away, but it never works.



A bottle of pills, posion chemicals, and nething else that we can swallow.

That is wat makes our bodies hollow.



A rope, a chair, and a letter is a way to make the boddy hang.



We sit and try everything to get rid of the pain, but in the end your the one causeing all the pain.

I sit in class and I'm thinkin bout u tryin to figure our if wat i did was right.

I'm crying and screamin tryin to find out a way to tell u that i cut.

But nothing seems to work.

You laugh when things are funny and u back off when i tell u to.

but deep down im hurting and nobody listenin.

nobody cares to hear wat i have to say

so now im screamin, and crying ans smashing things

you tell me to come down and i say leave me alone.

now im pissed and scream I HATE YOU

well im sittin here in class thinkin about how to tell u that i cut.

We packed up again,

A New School,

New Town,

New Friends To Make.

I wear all black and walk alone.

Dont fit in and tryin to fit in.

I dont talk much so im really quiet

People think im crazy and worship the devil

Noone tries to talk to me, they all are afraid of me

New School,

New Town,

New People Once Again

Tryies to fit in but dont work.

So i cut hopin things would change

Love is to be told as a feeling,

But when I'm around you or hear you,

The emotion begins to show

Now that your not around and I cant hear your voice the emotion and me showing about love had disappeared.

You left me now for good and I'm sitting here cryin because ur gone.

You tell me that you love me and i believe you

Now im sitting here thinkin,

Wait if you did you wouldnt have kept this secret from me.

So now im sitting crying because you really dont belong to me ne more,

You belong to another gurl.

Why didnt you tell me that you wanted to tell me something,

I would have listened.

Well you tell me that you love me and i believed you,

But you never did i guess

you sit and tell me one thing,

while ur friend tells me another.

so i sit here thinkin of wat to do.

my heart is feelin like its breakin and im crying b/c i dont kno wat to do.

all i have to do is cut and maybe this feelin will go away, but it doesnt.

it says there and never goes away.

so if u kno who to believe then plz tell me

i was told that it was over so i go and get another bf.

but i come to see that it wasnt u that said that.

so im sittin here crying b/c i had to make a choice.

but the one i made ended up hurting me in the end.

i chose the one that i was still dating a love and broke it off with the one that i jsut started to date.

so now,

i sit here,

i dont eat,

I dont sleep.

well im hurt wat do u expect.

so i say lets still be firends but it will never be the same.

SO help me plz

Help Me pls

HElp me pls

some one plz help me