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To my child on what was to be the day of your birth
06:17 Jan 07 2008
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April 18th, 2007 forever etched in my memory....
My empty arms ache
to feel your soft baby warmth.
I long to smell you...
your baby smell....so new.
I cry tears of pain
and feel an emptiness profound.
I scream it to the heavens...
why my child?
Why did it have to be you?
You should be here with me today.
I hope that you are happy
where ever it is you are
my sweet and perfect baby
my bright and shining star.
I LOVE YOU PAYGE SILVERS!
Be on your way sweet baby.....06:15 Jan 07 2008
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You finally started your journey
You're finally on your way
You finally let go of me
at the hospital yesterday
I know you didnt want to
The drs had to make you
but please know my little baby
its really better this way.
You will always be in my heart
You will always be on mind
I know we must now part
but please know that
in the scheme of things
I wont be far behind.
Peace after night fall06:12 Jan 07 2008
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The wind kicks up and swirls around my head
I look up into the night sky and see....
the winking stars and the cool moon
staring back at me....they look down at me
watching and waiting to see what I might do.
I cannot fight the urge to dance.....
under those beautiful stars thats sing to me
beneath the moon that calls me back once more
I dance with fearless abandon....I dance
with my face turned heavenward
I absorb the light that is most comforting.
For a brief moment I become.....
one with the darkness that surrounds me.
Feeling so small....06:09 Jan 07 2008
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I hear the thunder in the distance
I watch the lightening illuminate the sky
Tiny raindrops fall upon my face
I am reminded of just how small I really am....
In the grand scheme of things....
I am a very miniscule part of the greater plan.
A thunderstorm always brings about awe
and wonder in all that is around me.
I find peace in the sound of rainfall
wonderment in the darkness that surrounds me.
I hope to find the peace outside inside me once and for all.
Victim no more
06:06 Jan 07 2008
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I have been a victim through my own choice
I have been used and hurt....
through my own allowing it to happen.
No one can do to me what I wont allow.
No one can hurt me if I dont allow it to be so.
NO ONE has ANY power over me.....
UNLESS I GIVE IT TO THEM!!
The time is now...for me to open my eyes.
It is time for me to see what strength I DO have,
to know how powerful I truly am,
to start seeing people for WHO they are....
NOT what I want or hope for them to be.
Its time to listen to my gut instincts.
When something doesnt feel right....
most likely its NOT!
I CHOOSE TO BE A VICTIM NO MORE!
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