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I Feel Like I'm Trapped Inside My Self,

With No Way Out.

I Feel Broken And Abused.

I Want To Be Alone.

To Cry My Tears In Silence.

But Im Stuck In This Place,

With No Where To Call My Own.

I Have To Wait Hours Before Im Released,

And Free To Roam.

To Cry My Tears,

To Suffer My Pain.

By Myself.!

You Watch Over Me With All Your Might

You Sheild Me From Evil And Its Spite

I Run & You Follow By My Side

We Follow The Path Till Were Forced To Stop

You Put Me Behind You

I Scream With The Thought Of Losing You

Blood Splatters My Face

And Your Gone

Vanished From My Life Forever

Im Forced To Live A Miserable Life

With Out You By My Side Forever

Till The Moment I Saw It

And I Knew You Are Not Gone For Good



A Red Tulip Lays On The Ground

And A Smile Creeps On My Face

Somewhere In My Heart I Knew You Really Couldn't Leave Me.

I Pick Up The Tulip And Run Home.

I Rush To The Bathroom To Get The Blood Off Me

And Im So Overwhelmed With Feeling So Much Pain And Happiness At The Same Time

I Almost Miss The Note Thats Laying On The Bathroom Sink

I Look Around And No-one's There. I Pick Up The Note

Afraid To See Whats Written On The Inside.

I Slowly Open It

The Pain Welling Up Inside Me

As I Start To Read The Note....

I've watched you people for my entire life,i fit in where i have to, with my fake smiles and constant lies.I choose not to live like you all.I am wild, unattainable, aggressive, unthinkable,You only see me if i want you to, I speak without permission without support without humility, without compassion.You have no control of what i say of what i do of what i am,For i am relentlessly ruthless with the construction of humanity.I will not be controlled, push aside, baited, bribed,I am everything you are afraid to be, I am everything you could never consider ,I am the darkest of hunters,the uncontrollable beast you seek, but can never find.

I Hate You.!

I Cant Wait Till I Get My Hands On You.

Nobody's Gonna Miss You.

No one Loves You

You Tease And Taunt Me,

But Just Wait.

Your Time Will Come.

I'll Get My Revenge.

And Then You'll Be The One Sitting There,

Feeling Like Your Nothing.

You'll Be The One Hurting.

You'll Be The One Alone And Crying.

The Day I Get My Revenge,

Is The Day You'll Suffer A Faith Worse Then Death.!

Some won't believe, the things I've done.

I hate life, the killing has just begun.



Don't stand in my way, or you'll be next.

Everybody has put, my mind to the test.



I've reached the point, and now I will break.

My world is full, of anger, hurt and hate.



My mind is full of rage, is what nobody can see.

The thoughts in my mind, just cause the agony.



What can be done, to make it all go away?

Just live in more misery, each and every day.

He hides in the shadows just out of sight for if you see him you will die of fright He follows you everywhere just waiting for the right time all he wants is your soul and will leave your body behind With a quick swing the blade slices the skin and through the hole he shoves his hand right in He cuts out your soul for his fingers are sharp as a knife you have no chance to struggle as he takes your life So live each day as it is your last and enjoy life while you are able listen out for the hoof beats for he is taking his horse from the stable

As the cold wind blows it cools your to the bone but as winter nears all the flowers are gone Winter hides the living and everything turns to brown everything living hides under ground The warmth of the sun is gone and the cold draws near my heart brightens up and my soul starts to cheer Summer's warmth is gone for I enjoy the empty coldness winter is not for the timid it is much better for the soulless No leaves on the trees no flowers in their bed the ground is but a waste land a playground for the dead The smell of smoke fills the air from fires used to fight the chill it lingers in the valleys and rises up the hill So embrace the dead part of the year and bask in its cold embrace for this part of death keeps life in its place.

The woods were still,

And the snow still fresh.

Trees like skeleton hands,

Clawing for the full moon.

My breath and steps,

The only sounds in the night.

Closer now to my special place,

I know he is there waiting for me.

Just over the next hill,

The gate to the necropolis.

Cold stones mark the ground,

Markers for the cold souls.

Names of those long forgotten,

Like whispers stuck in time.

Yet they are little concern to me.

He is waiting for me,

I must find his resting place.

The mausoleum of fate,

The cathedral of rot.

Guided by some unseen force,

I found him with ease.

My beloved before me,

Just as beautiful in death.

With a knife I cut my flesh,

And offer him my blood.

The drops shine like rubies,

against his pale skin.

May the moon be a witness,

To a true act of love.

As I start to fade,

I see his eyes open.

He lives once more,

A life for a life.

May he live again happily,

Yet never forget my gift.

Mercy in the dark,

Like a candle in the abyss.

Walk across the burning black sand

Diseased by the monstrosities of man.

Travel across the blazing stage

Set afire by murderer's rage.

Hear the sound of screams, so loud.

Witness the savage fall of the proud.

Watch the souls twist and burn

Consumed by lust, they never learned.

Stare into eyes pleading with need

eaten alive by their torturous greed.

rWitness these words

as your soul begins to writhe:

Welcome to Hell.

You won't be missed.

These voices call me .

These voices taunting me.

These voices told me.

The blood surrounds me.

These voices whispering promise of sweet silence.

rnShe told me that it would not hurt.

Now i have broken her heart.

Never before have i seen such violence.

These voices there not in my head.

Now that I have lost my soul I lay down on forgiving pier.

I wounder if there is such a thing as hell fire.

These voices there not in my head,

There in yours.

I'm standing here all alone



Looking into the unknown



It's like a deep dark abyss



Everything here goes amiss



Suddenly I'm falling down



Shaking as I slowly drown



Water pours into my lungs



Throat feels like it's being wrung



Waking up I'm back in bed



But can't shake the feeling of dread

something so small and weak that it cant protcet itself from the dangers around. Left to sway in the wind. i wonder if its as loney as it looks. i look down and see a small ant roaming through the grass, i wonder if that ant thinks its in a never ending forset of grass, thats what i would think if i was that ant.