i miss you, but i havent watched you leave
i was touched by you, but not by your skin
i get the butterflies, but not because i see you
i am happy to be yours,but you are never around
i love you, but i havent even met you
you much be somone really...
special
People bitch and moan, grunt and groan
Parents blaming kids for their chores
Kids screaming "get me out, im not stayin here anymore!"
Kids run away, become whores
Flirt with the wrong guys and beg for more
"You arent telling me what the fuck to do!"
Just more kids becoming permanently black and blue.
" They did this! she did that!"
Rumors spreading like flies in a grease vat
" I need my kids gone! i need them away! take them for me, she cannot stay!"
Accidental parent made right there
The daddy better be aware
She will ask for that support check
So she can sell her kid and buy drugs
In a dark alley in the back
Groups of little pyros
10, 12, 14 years of age
Already developing their very own sence of rage
Oops mommy, i need some help
Im dyin here, crashing n burnin
Mama turns her back sayin
Shes already home, in hell where she has fallen
Whos to blame for societies mistakes??
Everyone just lookin for their next break
Mamas lookin for money
Carryin wounds from her "hunny"
Where are all the better rolemodels?
Drunks carryin bottles
One block to the next
" Yo, bitch you are dead"
"Bend over,whore, give me head"
"You took it once, you'll do it again...
Im callin the cops the next time you drop on by"
"Take your shit and go get high"
"Give me my money or else my crew will find you and beat you down"
" Does this sound familiar mama? Why is daddy always beatin on you?Wastin our money on booze? Drinkin his life away with every other bum?"
He was you pimp back in the day
You had no choice, no other way
Well, look and see what you've done
I havent even begun
To tell you stories of your ownflesh and blood
Stating out exactly where you have started
Doing the things you've already done
Why are you being so stupid?
Why are you beng so retarded?
You couldnt just try to stay with us a lil bit longer?
Had to give up a fight that hasnt even begun.
Couldnt stand fighting the fight that needed to be fought?
Going against everything you had ever tought.
You raised me, tought how to live.
Yet you didnt want to make through another day
With me by your side guiding your way.
Why cant you just want to stay?
Why is it always so difficult with you???
You left me once, then twice
Then you tried a third time again.
You tried so hard and yet you failed
To leave me here
In a world that has more emnity in my life more than yours
I dont care if this stupid poem doesnt rhyme
Im just trying to get these words out of my mind
Before the moment comes
To be face to face with you
For the very last time.
COMMENTS
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GRTR1
00:55 Dec 25 2019
nice