Pre-Awakening Signs & Early Symptoms of Human Living Vampirism
18:57 Aug 21 2008
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The following list of similarities are characteristics that tend to be common occurrences; however, the lack of any of the traits or the presence of all of the traits does not necessary imply nor deny the status of a vampiric person.
Disclaimer: If you are suffering from any of these symptoms, please do not take any vampiric information on the internet without first seeing a doctor. Doctors deal with illnesses in the physical world, and many of these illnesses may resemble pre-awakening and/or early symptoms of living vampirism. After a battery of tests has been run and certain illnesses such as diabetes, chronic fatigue syndrome, anemia, hypoglycemia, have been ruled out by your physician - then, please - and only then - proceed with your personal research, self-analysation and self-diagnosis:
Fluctuation of hormones or hormone medication usually triggers awakenings in teenagers. If not at that age - chances are good for men at age 27 (the Age of Genius) and for females during their 30s, especially at their sexual peek.
Constant thirst - not necessarily a dry mouth, but never without a drink in your hand and you stay thirsty every waking minute of the day, regardless of how much you've had to drink Regardless of the symptoms, do you test negative for diabetes and you are not dehydrated?
A feeling of unexplained emptiness. Suddenly there is a feeling that something is missing in your like and it's not the same kind of "empty" feeling that sad little zoloft pill has on TV - you have "larger feelings of changes going on" and you can't understand why you haven't noticed it before.
A strong sense of sharing or mimicking the emotions of those around you.
Do people around you feel tired or moody for no real reason?
You start looking at places and people and situations with an elitist attitude, almost feeling sorry for people that you had always considered your friends.
Beginning to be interested in the possibility of real vampires without former interests in fictional vampires, horror movies, or garish entertainment. Starting to research the possibility of vampires being more than fictional, often finding interests in paranormal activity and psionics. For some people, the research for separating fact from fiction becomes obsessive and that is not unheard of.
Psychic projection is a vampiric trait. Have you sat and thought about an idea, subject or suggestion until someone in your immediate company announces your thoughts exact thoughts - and this happens 3 or 4 times a day? This means that you are basically projecting ideas into other's minds, who then believe it is their own thoughts.
In High School, could you be described as a loner, regardless of choice? Did you tend to keep only one or two of the same friends throughout school and possibly into your adult life?
Likewise, you could not fit in with the "right crowd" no matter how hard you tried, how much money your parents made, or how nice and polite and giving you were to these people. Basically, it was like you had "real life cooties"!!
Also, each school year - did you tend to have a new set of friends with little remorse or allegiance for the friends of the former year?
Are children, approximately toddler age, either completely afraid of you or attracted to you?
Have you had as many as three physiological, medial/health problems that caused you discomfort but can not be medically diagnosed?
When you were a child, did the eyes of portraits, paintings, and pictures follow you around the room? Did you sense a deeper meaning in paintings that adults did not seem to understand, expressly deep sorrow or fear?
Did you suffer any period of depression prior to your awakening that was not correctable by serotonin-based drugs?
Does you body tend to have problems of extremes with drugs? Either an un-natural and almost "inhumanly danger" high tolerance to drugs or an extremely un-natural over reaction to medicines? i.e. Can you take 7 xanax without noticing any euphoria or drowsiness or can you take 1 aspirin and pass out?
Has your body's natural clock changed at a steady pace from diurnal to nocturnal?
Is it hard to stay awake during the work or school day, but by 9:00 PM each day, you are again wide awake?
Does your natural sleep cycle begin at 3:00 AM till dawn?
Real human vampirism usually denotes an affinity for nighttime schedules. The average vampiric person has reversed circadian rhythms. Many have serious problems adjusting to daytime schedules and have trouble staying awake during the day, suffering fatigue daily at work and school. It is common for the average vampiric person to endure lethargic days and insomnia filled night. While it is not HSM's advocation, many tend to self-medicate with large doses of over the counter stimulants such as Stackers or ephedrine products, as well as various controlled substances. Vampiric persons tend to spend years trying to adjust to a "normal schedule” and usually work nights.
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