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I don't know if anyone reads these. I don't know if anyone cares but if you're my friend on here you'd have noticed a lacking of my attendance on VR. They're are several reasons for this. One I'm just finding it hard to do the most simplistic things now. I have a hard time motivating myself. I posted a thread in my house forum concerning depression not too long ago. I am the depressed and well I'm having a hard time finding anything to do. I feel like I'm lost in life and I don't know what to do. I have my dreams like most but I find that these dreams are so distant that I'll not be able to reach them. I know I have the talent to take me where I want to go, but how do I bring myself to that place. How do I get where I want to go with the tools I need to utilize to take me there. I don't know what to do.

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toxicbite
14:54 Jul 30 2010

I have read this entry and if you need a sympathetic ear then message me. I am always here to listen.



toxic

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I'm now 19. What does it mean? Yes my body grows older but that's not the limit. Growing older, year by year, is about expanding your mind. Growing older, month by month, is about becoming wiser. Growing older, day by day, is about always learning something new... A wise man, at the age of half a century, said to me once, "Never stop learning. Learn something new everyday." I definitely took that lesson to heart. Live your life to learn something new everyday and you'll be rewarded. The goal of growing older, year by year, month by month, day by day, hour by hour, even minute by minute is to never stop learning.



We as humans have a limited time here on Earth so we need to take it to our advantage. I've lived my last year in a depression and thanks to a certain red haired beauty who I've taken a liking to I've begun to take a new sight on life. No longer do I view it as a such a evil black and white place. I know view it as something for me to make of it. I don't know if this is what it means to grow up. I don't know if this means that I'm starting to mature. What I do know is that I feel better about my place in the world. I know what I want to do with my life. My goals may not be to some peoples liking but that's my business.



What I want to know is what are your views on life? How do you feel about your place in the world? How has your past year been? Is it frustrating? Have you found yourself in a rut? I'm aware that this topic happens to be very broad but to be very honest this is what I think about on a day to day basis. When I'm not distracted by the rattling guns on a video game or the slightly syncopated rhythms of my favorite band this is what I do. I contemplate life. When I'm not creating music with my hands or consuming my favorite food this is one of my past times. I think about life.