22:49 Feb 12 2024
Times Read: 368
I hadn't been much on Fallout in the last week, and hadn't seen the guys at all since I had been playing earlier in the day because my sleep schedule is FUCKED so they were excited to see me when they eventually got on. It's nice to be missed. Apparently I missed some drama. Sly was telling me he had to block Jelly at one point because of something Jelly said to him during a heated Rocket League game xD And I'm just sitting there like, guys, why is this my business... But they genuinely consider me the leader of our little group. Or maybe just the mom xD So Sly brought it up, but wanted Jelly to tell me exactly what he said. Something I've learned about Sly is that when he was younger his dad killed himself. Which is really awful. I've tried to keep my personal life out of things, but I don't dismiss them when they want to talk to me about things, and obviously it's something that still bothers him. And apparently Jelly said something derogatory about this so Sly rightfully blocked him for a few days. I told him, I better not personally hear any of that douchebaggery. And he seemed very ashamed, he didn't want me to know what he had said. So they're on good terms again which is good cause I'm not there for the drama, and it's always those two. Sly is a good guy, and Jelly is kind of a dumbass, but he's not so bad either. They're mind so I have to deal with them xD
15:31 Feb 04 2024
Times Read: 535
I actually had a lot of fun with Cheshire on Minecraft. Typical him, he took it very seriously immediately trying to get me equipped so I'd be protected when we launched an expedition. Meanwhile, I'm off in the forest picking all the flowers I can find to decorate his gray, dismal Gothic castle he's building... Look, inviting me anywhere means welcoming your own personal pain in the ass, it's my irresistible chaos nymph persona🖤
I haven't laughed that much in a long time. Literally could not breathe. That kind of stupid happiness feels good again.
I'm trying to convince him to get a Playstation or Switch so our gaming options would vastly increase. I think I'm wearing him down. You can only say no to me for so long😘❤️
Then again, Cheshire is a bit of a dark, solitary creature. Too much exposure to a bright, hyper, giggling rabbit might be bad for his mental health.
10:22 Feb 03 2024
Times Read: 617
After very smoothly approaching me with the irresistible offer to be his girlfriend yesterday... Jelly came at me again today.
"So, Psycho... you got Instagram?"
"Cool, can I add you?"
"Come on, why not?"
Why do you want me on social media?
"It'd just be cool to have someone famous on Snap."
Ehhh... I'm famous? Wait, what?
"Well, in our group you are..."
I don't know what that means xD But I guess it's a compliment. I told him I'd add him once he's 25. It cracks me up because he has absolutely no filter, and does this shit right in front of the other guys who are just cringing so hard. I heard from Sly that Jelly did give him his pie back after I left. I told the both of them, if you can't get along, I'm gonna leave the group, and they straightened right up. Jelly asked if I'd get on tomorrow, and meet another friend of his, another female apparently. I told him, bring her into the group, anyone is welcome. It does get a little loud with everyone talking, but it works, and as long as they're not super obnoxious or a major asshole, bring them in. Bring them before your leader xD I'll judge whether they're fit to join our ramshackle bunch. I dunno, I question the taste and sanity of anyone who befriends Jelly... Although I'm supposed to have a Minecraft "date" with Cheshire later xD I'm calling it a date anyway because he asked me yesterday if we could arrange to play. You gotta preschedule into his busy day. We're only playing Minecraft because it's crossplay on everything, and he refuses to get a PS5. See, that just makes me entirely question his commitment levels that he won't even get a console JUST to play with me. I think I'm worth more than that~♡
05:52 Feb 02 2024
Times Read: 685
It finally happened... one of the guys hit on me.
"Hey, Psycho, I got a guy who could be your boyfriend."
"Yeah. Want me to tell you who?"
Oh, please do...
Oh... Sorry, buddy, you're a little young for me.
"Ah... well, what about my dad?"
He went from wanting me to be his girlfriend to wanting me as his hot step-mom real quick xD To be fair, anyone under 30 is too young for me, in my opinion. Wolfie was 23 when we met, around the same age as the guys, but I was like 26 then, and Wolfie was always extremely mature for his age. Just... not emotionally mature. Is it fair to say Wolfie is emotionally immature? Probably more like severely emotionally stunted. Which I thought we had moved past, but I was wrong. Someone who turns tail, and runs away from all the commitments and responsibilities he's taken on in life... pretty emotionally immature. Not entirely his fault, of course. But it is what it is.
I asked him why he even assumes I don't have a boyfriend already because I never talk about my personal life with them, "If you had a boyfriend he'd be playing Fallout with you." You got me there... I mean, I'd like to think if a guy was interested in me he'd play Fallout with me. That I wouldn't even have to ask, he'd just do it because he knows I enjoy it. But my basic expectations of men are always notoriously too high.
And then, the great pie incident happened... I hopped on the game, and when I got there Sly and Jelly were exploring somewhere together. Sly tried his luck with one of the perfectly preserved pie vending machines, a vending machine that has an extremely rare chance of giving you a pie. You can boost your odds with enough points in Luck, but still, it's exciting when you actually get one because it's a rare thing. And Sly won one, the first he'd ever won. But before he could grab it out of the machine, Jelly ran up, and stole it. So for a couple hours after Sly chased Jelly around killing him over and over, demanding his pie back. And it was all in good fun, they were laughing and talking and acting like guys towards each other. But then Jelly takes Sly's pie, and puts it into a display case in his camp, taunting him with it xD At this point, Sly started to actually get angry, and the whole, "You're gonna suck my dick before I shit in your mouth," talk started xD And my five year old niece was sitting beside me, listening to it all so I was like, ok, I'm outta here, this is ridiculous over a piece of pie xD Which I have several of, and I offered Sly a replacement, but he wanted the one he had won, his first one, and you can't really blame him for that. We'll see if they're still friend's tomorrow... Friendship ruined by pie💀