Wow, after being open and honest with people it comes as to no surprise I suppose that it is not what some would like to here.....It smiles at me from within at the unpleasant grin
A message here and a message there, causing members on the Rave, to shout and stare, feathers ruffled, cuts in the air, my fingers run through my hair. Drinking now from my chalice of life, laughing now at there seriousness of life........
Mirror shattered on the wall, the life of theirs seems so very small...come now fellows lets walk tall ,and leave their ignorance, for them not so small!!
So I need to really, come out more often. But then the thought of doing that brings tension and worry. I have lots to offer, but does the offer agree with the people?
Positive and not negative..it's hard to take off that blanket of comfort. But I know that I can and still cope and feel ok!
Journals tell a soul something, but it doesn't tell a soul everything, time is a wonderful thing in some ways and a blanket in others
Wow, 24.11 time spent on the rave, and still only a blood drinker...When I look at how far I have come I wonder what will happpen when I reach the end.
Is there an end...will I last or loose myself to something else?
So many fall by the wayside...will I become one of them.
What am I searching for here because it doesn't seemed to of lept out and bitten my nose yet!
A very strange game to play...because it is and it isn't a game here. Some people take this as being real life
Because I want it to be it seems endless, all this rate this, and that!
*smiles* It doesn't matter though because it is nice when you are rated, and a nice message is left.
It's nice as well when you can talk and heal from within. Sounds odd to some maybe, we all are aware of that inner healing, which comes and goes from time to time when we so choose it.
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