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Suck! Lol i have spent all day trying to fix my netbook and it may still be broken by the time I'm done v.v sigh...anyway i am not really feeling well lately I'm praying i don't have stomach ulcers :( my damn stomach is always messed up...I'm more worried it could be cancer or something it scares me because my grandpa died pf pancreal cancer :( i will be setting up an apt soon.

well right now, i dont really have a diagnosis.



i have chronic pain and fatigue and no answers, no meds.



i suffer from anxiety and depression. mood swings.



i have brain fog and short term memory. i tend to space out a lot.



i have had blood tests and stuff, she said it was all normal. even the arthritis and lupus tests.



i want her to retest me for RA though because there is a sixty percent chance of a false negative with that test and i also want her to retest lupus too just to be sure cuz ive heard sometimes it takes a while to show up on tests.



i am supposed to see a specialist who treats chronic pain and fibro, i got the referral in feb, they wont be seeing me til june.



this is my frustration, i just want some relief, and answers, but so far i only have more questions and lots of pain and fatigue and anxiety...its been really hard.



i mainly wrote this so that any new friends i make will understand what im going through and i can update on whats going on with me this way.