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Complications

22:52 May 30 2008
Times Read: 620


A year later

I was so hungry for blood but he wouldn’t let me leave. Instead he brought people to me that way he could control the environment. I love him and I could tell he loved me too. We were so happy we when to another town and started high school again as freshmen now and this went on until be would get married again. Everything was finally falling into place. The world was finally mine and his to conquer I can go anywhere and do what ever I wanted to do and not get in trouble for it. He finally let me hunt on my own (actually he went with me). We went back to my hometown so I could take care of an old boyfriend. I walked with Chris by my side to find Nick. When we spotted him standing by himself we walked up and I grabbed him and ask (more like threatened) him to come with us. He did and when we got to Wyoming the next week I tied Nick up to the poles that Chris put in my bed room and me and Chris hit Nick with bats and then whips and the whole time we taunted him about him doing it to me. It was finally my turn to be mean. When he was screaming for us to stop we did and Chris left so I could kill Nick without and distractions. I called Chris and told him that I would do away with Nick later because I was hungry for something else, and he knew just what it was. We had sex in front of Nick and we laughed the whole time then we turned to Nick and both of us bit into his neck and cleaned out his veins and threw out his body. No one would miss him, other than his mom (if he didn’t really kill her).



(NOT FINISHED)


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Summer

17:36 May 24 2008
Times Read: 635


Chris complained that I didn’t need to bring all my clothes because he was going to give me money to buy new ones that would fit my thin body perfectly after I was changed. I was so excited. My summer was going to be the beginning of my new life with him. Of course his brother already knew what was happening, and they didn’t have any parents so Chris invited his brother to come with us and we both hoped that he would find company soon. We left the next day and started our road trip up state to find a good place for me to be since I would be changing soon. We finally stopped in a little town in Wyoming and they boys bought a house and we moved in and got everything ready.

Chris set up a room for me and then that night he said Jessica are you ready to be changed into a creature of the night. I said yes and he carried me to the bed and said we were going to try something before he bites me and I agreed because I didn’t care as long as I was with him forever he could do what ever he wanted to. He was holding himself over me careful not to crush me he held his weight so that I could only feel the cold touch of his body on mine. He rolled over so that I was on him and I took of his shirt and then he was over me again I couldn’t believe what was going on. He started kissing me and took off my shirt and started kissing and licking my neck and said you might feel a little bit of pain in a minute but I was ready for it. I can’t believe what is about to happen. Everything I have ever wanted I finally get and it is all because of Chris. Wow this is amazing. I felt his teeth dig into my neck and then he let the cold venom run though my veins. I felt cold. I was in the middle kisses him when I felt hungry for more. I didn’t know why or what I was hungry for. I wanted his body but I wanted more. I was craving something and I couldn’t tell what it was. I wanted blood and sex, which was a weird craving for me. His started kissing my neck again and took off my pants and said are you ready for this baby because this may hurt a little more than you expect. I didn’t care I was ready for it. I was ready for everything that he could give to me. I felt his hands slid down my body. He took off my underwear and my bra and started kissing down my body. I pulled his face up to mine and started kissing him. I felt him take off his pants and boxers. I felt his cold body press against me. He slid his fingers in me and started fingering me then he stopped and started pushing in and out with his cock. He started kissing my neck while I screamed his name and moaned really loud. I kissed his neck and he laughed quietly. I looked at his eyes questioning his laughter. I could tell that I was crazily in love with him. My first time for sex and love to be related. Wow that was amazing were my only thoughts.



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Explanation

17:35 May 24 2008
Times Read: 636


Today Chris explained things to me like about why he moved out here and he explained all about his family and he told me that he was a vampire and I laughed but he was serious.

“I’ve never met a real vampire before sorry”

“Its okay most of your kind don’t know we are here so let’s keep it that way”

“Okay no problem.”

Umm should I be scared because I wasn’t. He was too sweet for me to be afraid so I just sat there and listened to him.

“Aren’t you afraid of me?”

“Actually no I’m not”

“Wow that’s a first”

“Yeah well it takes a lot to scare me”

“I bet I could scare you if I wanted too”

“Yeah I’m pretty sure you could”

“But I won’t because I don’t want you to be afraid of me I really like you and I want you to stay with me.”

“Umm no problem other than I age and you don’t”

“I could fix that if you want me to?”

“Yeah well I might take you up on that.”

“Well if you do you need to be way from humans for about a month while you are adapting to the change.”

“I think I can handle that.”

We finished eating and he explained how it would happen and he said it might hurt but I didn’t care because that meant I wouldn’t have to deal with my family and Nick. We left and he dropped me off at my house and I said that he could stay the night with me if he wanted to and of course he did. He dropped his jeep of and came back and climbed though my window. He sat on my bed while I took a shower and got ready for bed. Then I locked my door so no one could come in and I turned on music so we could talk all night without my parents and sister asking me who I was talking to. We lay down on my bed and talked for hours then he said I should probably get some sleep so I went to sleep while he lay next to me with his arms around me. When I woke up my hair was a mess and I walked to my dresser and picked out my clothes while he left through my window and I changed and got ready for school. I was so happy that he decided to be mine forever and I was excided that I would soon be like him and I would be able to keep my young body I was so happy that I finally found someone that really loved me the way I loved him. We had a week left of school. Than summer would start and I would leave and be changed into one of them. I was ready and already he was waiting for me by the gate. I walked down there kissed him and he lifted me up and put me in the jeep. Then he climbed in and we left. We saw Nick on our way to class and he looked at me and begged me to be his and I said fuck off I have a boyfriend leave me alone. Class went by really fast today and then we went home and hung out all night again. This had become a pattern that we did since we went out that night. I was so glad that he was there with me all the time because I felt safe and I knew that with Chris around I wouldn’t have to deal with Nick. We went to sleep listening to music this time and we ditched the rest of school. Well what two days we had left I packed my bags and told my mom that I was moving out. She wished me luck and I left.


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Spending time with Chris

22:20 May 20 2008
Times Read: 666


I woke up this morning and got ready and when I walk to the first gate he was already there waiting for my next to his jeep. I walked up said hi and he open the door and helped me get up.

"so how did you sleep last night Jess"

"fine and you?"

"Pretty good I guess"

"Ready for day four of school?"

"I guess"

He drove faster than he did yeasterday but I didn't care as long as he didn't crash I would be okay. I began to wonder why his eyes kept changing colors. It seemed like every other day his eyes were darker than normal. We got to school and he helped me get down as usual but when he touched me his hands were colder than I remember or maybe I never really payed attention. We walked to class closer than normal. He seemed like he really likes me but I can’t tell. He is always so careful. He acts like if he touches me he would break me.

“Chris you are very sweet”

“Yeah I know I try to be”

“Whatever so what are you doing tonight?”

“I don’t know. Why?”

“Umm do you want to come over?”

“Sure, Can I ask you something?”

“Yeah”

“Jess will be my girlfriend?”

“Yes”

“Sweet.”

Wow I thought to myself. He is so gorgeous and sweet. I was so happy I am with him. So we went to class and passed notes again all day. He is so different from other guys. He actually cares, I mean he listens to what I have to say and everything, it is so amazing. Class went by fast now that he was in all my classes. I meet his brother Kyle today and he too was very pale like Chris and when I shook his hand he was just as cold as him too. I wondered what they were obviously they weren’t human they were too pale, cold and gorgeous. I wanted to ask him but I was afraid he would get mad so I just keep it to myself.

“Chris you can come over any time you want okay”

“Yeah that’s cool thanks.”

“I figured you might like to spend more time with me.”

“Yeah I do”

We walked to his jeep and he lifted me up so I didn’t have to jump. I was grateful about that I hated jumping. We were almost home when he turned toward me.

“Hey do you want to go out to eat tonight?”

“Umm yeah I guess, but can I change first?”

“Yeah”

“Okay you can come inside while I change.”

“Okay”

We drove down the path and we got out and went up stairs he waited in my room while I went to the bathroom to change. I picked a dark red dress to wear and then I grabbed my black heals and walk into my room.

“Wow you look beautiful”

“Umm thanks you want to go change too”

“Yeah, let’s go”

“Okay”

We stop in front of his house and I told him that I wanted to stay in the jeep I was afraid to meet anymore of his family. It took him like ten minutes to change. While I was waiting his brother Andrew came out and started talking to me. Then Chris came out wearing a black suit and said bye to his brother and we left. We went to this Italian place right outside of town. It was beautiful.



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Getting to know Chris

23:06 May 19 2008
Times Read: 681


"so what made you move out here"

"I just needed a change and this place looked like a good place to start over"

"thats cool I've lived out here forever so if you ever need anything you know where I live"

"Yeah I might take you up on that"

"sweet"

Then we sat in silence listening to random song on the radio. When we pulled up to the parking lot everyone turned there heads to lok at me and my new friend. He got out and came around and helped me get out of his jeep.Wow he is so sweet I hope he is always like this. We walk together.

"what is your first period"

"English 4 why?"

"well that just happens to be my first class to"

"I thought you were a 12th grader"

"I am but your not"

"yeah but I take that class I am an 11 th grader"

"okay okay clam down"

"sorry"

"its okay"

We walked into class and sat down next to each other and passed notes while the teacher was talking. Class ended and we walked around I decided to ditch class for the rest of the day to advoid Nick and Chris came with me. Actually I went with him. I showed him around town then we ate lunch and waiting for school to be over. He took me home and I was about to get only I saw Nicks truck and him standing by it.

"Umm want to come with me"

"Yeah I don't want him to hit you anymore so I guess I'll be sticking to your side if you'd like me to"

"Yeah please if you don't mind you can be my best friend cuz I don't have any, any more because of Nick"

"no problem just tell me when you are tired of me being here"

"I don't think that will happen"

Chris and I became friends instantly yesterday when he decided to talk to me.

"Chris you can drive down the drive way the gates are open"

"okay"

When drove past Nick and he followed us down the drive way. We stop at the front of the house and got out and Nick asked me why I was advoiding him and I said because I hate you, you beat me and I don't want anything to do with you.

"Thanks for spending time with me today Chris I really had fun. Do you want to come in?"

"Umm sure"

We went inside and I took him up to my room and he acted like he already knew where it was. That was very strange.

"Chris how old arr you?"

"18 why?"

"well its just you don't seem 18 to me"

"well I am"

"yeah I know"

So i showed him around my house then he ate dinner with me and left.

"see you tomorrow thanks for letting me come over"

"No problem"

"I'll pick you up tomorrow at the first gate"

"okay bye"

"bye"



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His House

23:04 May 16 2008
Times Read: 698


Oh great just what I need. Not. Why does he always have to tie me up beat me than make me do this. I hate it.

"Just leave me alone Nick I'm here but I don't want to have sex okay get it though your thick fat head okay"

"Aww baby don't be like that you know you want it you just won't admit"

" I meant it this time don't touch me I'll scream louder this time"

"oh really"

Then he grabed me and tied me to the bed and taped my mouth stut. Oh god please please no I don't want to have sex with him. This is the fourth time he has made me have sex with him and he doesn't even care how it makes me feel.

"See Jess I told you not to fight me" he took the tape off and I bit the fuck out of him.

"I said I didn't want to fuck you so why don't you listen"

He grabed my a tied me to the poles again.

"Jess I told you what was goign to happen if you ruined my fun."

'No don't hit me with that whip please."

"sorry but you fucked up big time"

"all i did was bite you"

He beat me and droped me off at the end of my drive way.Ugh I had to walk after he just beat me. My body ached. What the hell theres that guy again. Should I run or see what he wants.

Something in my mind said to run to be afraid but after what just happened I didn't feel like running from someone. He starts walking toward me and I just stand there waiting for him to get close enough to talk to me.

"Hey there"

"umm yeah" I answer back weekly

"Umm are you okay"

"yeah I guess"

"oh okay I was just wondering why you are bleeding all over"

"oh well see my ex well supposed to be ex won't let me go so he keeps beating me."

"Well I'll see you tomorrow at school"

"you go to my school"

"yeah I just moved here"

"Thats cool see you tomorrow"

"yeah"

I walk home as the clouds are rolling in turning the sky a greyish black. As I enter though the first gate the thunder came rumbling the ground under me. I ran past the horses and the cattle running to the house. Hopefully I'd make it before the rain starts to pour down. I felt the freezing cold rain start to come down slowly at first. Finally I reached the pourch. I walk inside and went to my room. Hiding form my mom and my sister. I knew they would tell me to go wash up for dinner so I did it before that saw me. I put on a long black shirt and my black pj pants and went down stairs and sat at the table.

I ate and went back to my room and starting writing in my diary again.

October 16,1895

Dear Diary,

Today Nick beat me again and I met the guy that was staring at me yesterday and today. He came up to me and started talking to me when Nick let me out of his truck. I have a werid feeling about him. He seems so different, then again I haven't been able to talk to any other guys because Nick is always around.



October 17,1985

I got to my bus stop this morning and that guiy was standing next to a great big black jeep with a lift kit on it.

"Hey I was wondering if you wanted to ride to school with me so you don't have to stand in the mud and wait for the bus?"

"Ummm sure thanks. Oh by the way what is your name?"

"Chris you?"

"Jessica but you can call me Jess everyone else does"

"Nice to met you"

"you too"



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The begining

22:33 May 16 2008
Times Read: 708


October 15,1895

Dear Diary,

Today was a normal day just like any other only today I saw this guy looking at me like a was something to eat. I can't wait to get out of this place. Where I can be free. Last night mom told me to lose some weight. She thinks being 5"8" and 120 pounds is over weight. Dad called me a fat ass and Misty said to go play with the cows I belong with. How is 120 pounds over weight for someone my height. I hate this stupid family. Today I broke up with Nick and he hit me across the face and said that it wasn't over. He put his arms around me and dragged me to his house and left the proof on my stomach and back along with my face. I am so afraid that he will keep hitting be as long as I keep trying to break up with him. Mom and Dad didn't even say anything about the marks they just laughed.



October 16.1895

Today I start my second day of high school. Oh joy how fun not. Ugh here he comes again.

"What do you want Nick?"

"I just wanted to say sorry for beating you yesterday."

"Stay away from me I know you'll just do it again"

"Whatever I'll see you after school okay."

"Maybe if I don't run and hide"

"whatever you know I will find you"

"umm I have to go"

"After school or else"

"Okay Okay"

"See you later than"

I walked to class faster than I should have.I almost tripped over my own feet trying to walk faster than my long legs would let me. Just as I sat down the bell rang and I knew I'd be safe untill class was over. I hate going to school here with Nick he is a pushy abusive jerk ugh this is never going to end. English class is so easy why can't I just sit here all day long. God I'd be happy then and safe untill the bell rang to go home. Why was everyone rushing out the door? Did the bell ring and I didn't hear it or was I daydreaming again I couldn't tell. Someone Shook my arm and said "Jess it's time to go the bell rang." Well that answered my question.

Math is gay so is everything else.

Fanally the bell to go home.

"Jess wait up."

"Huh what for Nick I don't want to go home with you"

"Umm but you are"

"Why can't you beat someone else"

"I really want you Jess"

"So you beat me"

"I'll stop if you come home with me"

"No"

"Fine lets go now Bitch get in the truck now"

"Ugh fine just stop pushing me damn"

"told you that you were going home with me"

"Whatever"

"Be nice"

"No way I don't want to fuck you okay get over it"

"okay thats not very nice"

"Niether are you"

Ugh god I have a very bad feeling about this. He stoped in front of his house and said "Get out and go inside with me" I thought whatever he always does this to be when I try to break up with him.


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CandiKisses

22:16 May 16 2008
Times Read: 712


Prologue

As the world turns so does she. She turns into what people want her to be not what she want to be. Her family calls her names and says she will never amount to anything and she belived them. She wears her pain on her sleeve. She trys to hide the marks on her face from where he hit her. Everyone looks but dosn't ask. She is afraid to tell anyone.

Someone walks up to her, his arms open and says baby girl you can trust me I will never hurt you. He took her out of this world and into his arms and promised her a better life. She went on her own. She wanted to trust him. She wants to be with him. He is the only one who has ever showed her that he cared and showed her that it is okay to trust someone.

How is this going to end? Was it going to end?


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