What is that lousy muse song I heard,...dead inside. Well, can't help that. When I took abnormal psych, I think someone slipped me something. Ended up w a hurt nerve. Wasn't able to sleep for days, and only a little at first, because of all the pain. Took a small bottle of aspirins, almost everyday. Plus. And no, haven't been to feeling since. After four days of not being able to sleep, cuz of pain. I went to the emergency room at Jacoby. Only to find out it gradually will stop. And issued stronger Tylenol. Because of blood pressure.
But, if I remember correctly, to harden my body, to the worst. A chat between astral friends, before It happened. So no, I not some phony ugly on a stage.
The only thing, surprisingly, that creeper me out, with my astral friend.... Is when I saw a duplicate, of my dad, on the bench, in front of the laundromat. That was a bit too far.