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I WAS BORED.....



Here I stand in the middle of the street with the raining pouring over my pale face harder and harder like rocks hiting the floor. My life just ended before my eyes. My heart cant stop beating, I feel like I am going to die, why it is hurting this much. I am suppose to feel this much pain. Damn stop, all I want to do is get a knife and kill the pain, It hurts so badly. I am going crazy, why did this have to happen to me. I didn't think I would fall this hard. I see everyone giving me dirty looks as they pass by. A car stops telling me to move. I cant take it, just kill me. I dont want this pain; I just rather die where I cant feel anything.



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Here I stand again in my room waiting for God to take me; if I cant be happy then I rather not live. Writing a letter to family and freinds of all the good times we shared and all the love i leave. I grab a sharpened blade and place it onto my cold skin, i slowly move the blade up and down the back of my arm. Blood begins to emerage, i press on harder, making the blade move deeper into my skin. Tears begin to drip down my face from all the pain. Blood flows out of my arm, unstopable, im not turning back this is my time....Blackness