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i was so young around the age of 10 and i was at a dance with 1 other friend a guy took me and raped me what could i have done....NOTHING i was to little to know what to do i screamed but he covered my mouth i have nightmars and horrible dreams that once again will this happen to me

god damit why did'nt u help me if i was a lil older i could of saved myself from this pain and dread i live on from that 1 VERY night it took u 10-15 mintues to RUIN my life why me god damit i have no hopes now u took all of them away why me god damit you didnt help me hen i was screaming



i will never get over what happend to me that one night a poor inacent little child around the age of 10 got raped do u hear me raped

all the pain and fear i have not once gone to a dance again and after that night i dont think i ever will

unless im with erick he is strong he can protect me



i will live with that one thing that happend to me when i was so little and helpless i cryed all night and all day i wouldent go to skool i was left with so much pain

i thought i was in love. but i guess not i really liked this guy and he went and broke my heart and tore it to peices andi was worthless without him but now that i met eric he has helped me sooo much and i thank him for that ( he probly dont know how much help he is to me and my life) i used to cut my wrist but sence i met eric i have stopped because i know that if he saw it he probly wouldent be happy with me so i quit cutting



my life is so much better and i hope me and eric stay friends for a LONG time :) :) :) :) :) i

One day on the buss i ride to and from skool i saw this guy at the back of the buss that was just sitting there and i noticed he looked a lot older but i thought he would be cool to talk to so on my way home on the buss i went back and started talking to him and now were like best friends pretty much. i have this BIG ass crush on him and im 13 and he is 17 so he is older then i thought but we hang out at his house and on the buss and all that stuff i normally go to his house every weekend to hang out. i use him as a pillow when i am at his house he will go and sit down on the couch or somewhere and i will lay on him/ use him as a pillow. i think to me we have a really good friendship and i hope that never gets ruined he is like THEE best person i literally know he is that cool



eric if u read this witch im pretty sure u will i want to u know that i love u sooo much hun