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Just pics of either myself or my family, things I have made or things I enjoy

A couple of things I have written

Into The Darkness I Scream

Alone I sit

Into the darkness I scream

Skin crawling

clawing at the pain

Shadows around me

taking over my soul

Into the darkness I scream

Cowering from the memories

Running from the haunting visions

Blow after blow I took

Not even a whimper

Passed my lips

Into the Darkness I scream

Pushing past the enveloping pain

Pulling myself up and away

I take my pain

Transforming it into motivation

Taking my life

And Inverting it into something new

Into the Darkness I scream

Erasing my past

I push toward the Future

One without the haunting memories

That plague my dreams at night

This was a take off of a friends blog about guys and I have done the flip side for women

Nice Girls

Ok so we hear all the time about nice guys finish last right? Well what about the nice girls? Yes there are some, though it seems very few and far between now. We dont mind the countless calls, or the endless romantic guestures, in fact we quite adore them. We seem them far to few times in most relationships. We strive to find what our hearts yearn for but never seem to be within reach. We always hear about the girls looking for Mr. right, but end up finding Mr. right now. Well they obviously werent looking hard enough. I used to belive that nice guys didn't exsits anymore. Seems like they are a dying breed, but I now think that they are just like the dying breed of nice girls. The nice girls are always the ones taken advantage of, and usually left behind because they don't put out, or act like a bitch. The call to much, and are labeled as needy, clingy, or co-dependant. The ones that jerks and losers love to take advantage of since we are so willing to give it our all, and hold nothing back. Most have also become tainted from the seemingly nice guys who turn out to be jerks and or losers. So they usually end their quest to finding the nice guy they dream about and settle for a seeming nice guy, till the truth comes out and by then they are to tired to keep up the search. The nice girls are the ones who would do anything it would take to make someone happy, which is why they also become tainted so easily and turn into the bitch or the slut that everyone wants them to be, but a few can still be found. They are ones you usually see being taken advantage of by the jerks and losers, but still stay with them because they are the nice girl and never give up hope of being happy, though a few finally decide enough is enough. I believe I would fall into that last category. Now grant you, I dont have the much room to talk at the moment. I have made my mistakes, and am currently fixing them, though it will take time. I was tired of trying to find the nice guy and settled for someone that was seemingly nice. Big mistake. Now I am currently working on taking back my life that I so willingly gave to someone that was not worthy of such. This is what happens to most nice girls. We do all that we can to make sure everyone around us is happy, and we fade into the background or just disappear all together. I for one, am tired of fading away.

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