I will not condone drama .I'm usually a relaxed person . I've been through enough to know that it's useless to get upset over little things,. If you disrespect me I simply stop trusting you. Life's too short to be upset all the time. I've been through depression off and on in my life but I have forge ahead of that from the virtues of kami in life, people tend to go through hard times, ups and downs, failures and disappointments and I think that its healthy to experience the pain. It only makes you stronger, and once you're through with it, it's harder to get hurt and makes you a better person a stronger much more wise person. I'm a very introverted individual,and love alone time , only sharing time with my two white wolves , I am a student and pt worker , From Greek / Spanish descent . I'm not into drugs or alcohol. It's just not my thing ,I have a sarcastic sense of humor so if you easily get hurt stay away , my sarcasm is random.
I use to be an open book, inviting everyone into my life my problems and secrets, I have evolved from that and a better person for it. Born in darkness grew quickly tired of the hypocrisy from it escaped into the light now I have returned to the night closing myself off to humans doing their human things that makes this a retched and rotten world, full a deceit and deception making everything good decay.
My likes
Human psychology, music , art , Intellectual girls and friends, I recently started practicing shinto , I now stay in touch with Kami pure spiritual energy . I am into music , reading , studying different cultures , global awareness and understanding. I am interested in much more but will end my story ,
I cannot tolerate
Stupid people immature people , most all religions , People with no personality who only want attention,People who blame anything but themselves for their failure , people who rather ask for help rather than research for themselves . gossips backstabbers , my list goes on but this is enough for now.
My favorite books : The Book of Thoth: A Short Essay on the Tarot of the Egyptian , The Devil’s Men: History’s Most Powerful Sorcerers and their Spells , Dictionary of Ancient Deities , Ancient Egyptian Book of the Dead, Awakening Osiris, The book of Enoch anything about afterlife , The Globalization of Poverty and the New World Order, Books on the second world order as well as New world order.
My favorite song lyric : A kiss to remember by My dying Bride
Open me
And drink up my scarlet
Kiss me deep
Kiss me deep and love me forever more
Bloody love
Bloody love inside of you
Swallow me
Thank God there's nothing I can do
Come with me my friend, come and see the end
And let me swallow up your pain
Leave the village lights, step into the night
Open your mouth to my bloody rain
And at your second birth, we will slay the earth
And stalk mankind 'til Heaven burns
Just lay down for me, naked for me to see
It's just one kiss that's all I need
My second favorite song Lyric : ( Partial ) : Heart shaped Box by Nirvana
Lyrics that reminds me of
her ability to appear so soft, attractive and innocent on the outside, but then become a bloodsucker who sucked the life out of a me.
She eyes me like a Pisces when I am weak
I've been locked inside your heart-shaped box for weeks
I've been drawn into your magnet tar-pit trap
I wish I could eat your Cancer when you turn black
Meat-eating orchids forgive no one just yet
Cut myself on angel's hair and baby's breath
Broken hymen of your highness I'm left back
Throw down your umbilical noose so I can climb right back
