The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

I am new here, and I probably don't fit in very well. Part of me wonders if there is a dark side in life. An underground secret society that most people don't know of. This is probably more fantasy that reality but I still am curious to as if it exists. If there was such a thing as vampires, I would be the first want to cross to the other side. i'm not sure where my curiosity and desire comes from, but it is deep and real and I would love to learn more about this secret side of humanity. Perhaps there are others out there that can help me and guide me in this journey.