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I have a confession to make..I left the vampires,trying to live in the "real world"as they prefer to call it.People with no sensitivity at all for the darker side..I have been unhappy ever since.Depressed,caught between what I "should" do,and what I wanted to do.I have lived in a limbo for too long.I have been a puppy in their strings.It has been torture.I have felt deep sorrow and have longed for my soulmates for too long,indeed.I have been nor dead nor alive..I am alive now,with you in our world of wisdom and knowledge.Or rather,as alive as I can be.Someone told me:"You should be happy if you ever can believe in anything,wether it`s good or bad".I don´t need that.I have my own beliefs,my own truth..It´s revealing and soothing for my soul to be back here.