Back and prowling...
The sky was lit
by the splendor of the moon
I fell to the ground
has made me sure
I am ready to forsake
this worldly life
and surrender to the magnificence
of your Being
Do not pass by my epitaph, traveler.
But having stopped, listen and learn, then go your way.
There is no boat in Hades, no ferryman Charon,
No caretaker Aiakos, no dog Cerberus.
All we who are dead below
Have become bones and ashes, but nothing else.
I have spoken to you honestly, go on, traveler,
Lest even while dead I seem loquacious to you.
Every day I venture into the dark abyss knowing not what may be in store for me.
I have to say that in my opinion, the most beautiful women are those who have a bit more to love. That said, I absolutely love every different form of woman there is. Variety is the best part about women. Sizes and shapes are endless. Women are an obsession whether they are thin, thick, tall, short, bouncy, flat chested, white, black, yellow, brown, blue or green. Get the point? Good. You are all beautiful!
The Original "Man In Black"
First of all I feel I have to warn you. I won't really say that I get bored incredibly easy with people of interest, such as friends, but if it gets to the point that all you are giving me is small talk, I will probably lose interest in you quickly. If you are going to talk to me, and I don't know you or claim you as a friend, please say something interesting if you want to get my attention. I lose interest in people I don't know fairly easy. Now for an introduction. My name is Anthony. I'm 5'10", 230lbs. I have medium brown eyes much of the time that change according to my mood. I would have dark brown to black hair if I didn't shave my head. I am an easy going person most of the time. I have settled down a lot since I got out of school. I used to get into fights all the time just because a person would look at me the wrong way. Now I make people mad because I refuse to argue with them unless they just push me over the edge. I give credit of my attitude adjustment mostly to the birth of my children which taught me there are many more ways to settle something than aggression. I gave up Christianity for Wicca. Then after a few years in this path I began to question the three fold law. I have come to the self conclusion and reality (At least for me) that there is no karma. Things don't come back to bite you on the ass. With all the good I have done, all I have ever gotten and continue to get is the bad in return. So recently I started studying the Satanic Bible. I have realized that there is very little if anything involved with this left hand path that I question or disagree with. It is almost completely in line with my belief system.
I wandered across this site back in October of '05 and have been here ever since. I have had my ups and downs here and have even considered leaving a few times. I have decided against leaving however, because I continue to meet lots of interesting people.
I have a condition that I guess would have to be some kind of slight mental condition. For some reason I love shiny things and when I see something that is just glistening away, my mind becomes zombified and I have to touch it. I am known to steal small shiny metal objects. I am laughed at for it because I will come home from work and empty my pockets of all kinds of metal. I get asked why I have it and all I can say is that I don't really know. I have a warning for all you classic car collectors: BEWARE OF ME IN THE VICINITY OF YOUR NICE POLISHED CHROME because if I see it, I WILL touch it. LOL!
A few things that I hate are clowns, urinals, and men.(not necessarily together in one place) Clowns give me an uneasy feeling and always have. I don't really know why. I guess that is because I can often sense how a person is feeling, like moods, emotions, etc. and clowns have that fake smile and, I dunno it just creeps me out. About urinals: Urinals are just gross and they always splatter on you. I will avoid them at all costs. I once went into a restroom to take a piss and people were occupying all the toilets so I used the urinal. You wouldn't believe how people react when they walk into the restroom and see you with your dork hanging out and standing three feet back from the urinal. It wasn't pretty. As far as other men go, I really don't get along with them. I think it is just the wolf inside me having territorial issues. At least I haven't started pissing on things yet. Or have I? Sorry about your shoes, let me get that for you.
Some of the things I love dearly are women, beautiful art in all forms; music, drawings, photography, etc., ghosts, cemeteries, and all dark things really. I love the moon. Every night of the full moon, you will find me outside bathing in it. It gives me power and boosts my mood as well as my energy level.
I am a sanguine vampire as well as a psychic vampire by definitions. I take and use the energy that flows in blood to function normally though it has been a long time since I have fed this way. Most of my consumption is through psychic methods lately. Due to the sacred nature as well as the hazards of blood consumption, the woman who was by my side for most of my life, and the mother of my children was my only ever donor.
I am a paranormal investigator as a past time. I am affiliated with a couple of groups. One called Third Eye Paranormal out of East Tennessee and the other called GIFT out of Middle Tennessee. I'm always on the path to prove or disprove anything paranormal and if proven, to collect die hard evidence to present to the world.
I am Alpha to my core and have a lot of wolf like tendencies which I have already mentioned a few. Another thing I do is I can walk through a grocery store and go by the area with the steaks, and I can actually smell the blood and my teeth begin to ache. Believe it or not. I also tend to fight like a wolf. If you attack me, I will do anything I can to beat you. I will bite, claw, punch, headbutt, kick, stab, or shoot you. Whatever it takes to keep me from being hurt, or more importantly to keep you from getting the upper hand. If it sounds like I fight dirty, I have a question for you. Isn't fighting dirty within itself? Don't mess with me or you WILL get hurt.
I am very protective over friends, family, and helpless things, such as handicapped people, children, or animals. Don't mess with any of these things in my presence. I WILL END YOU!
If you have actually been a good trooper and read all this. thank you. I'm sorry about the random indents if they aren't in appropriate places, but writing is not a strength of mine and I felt I had to throw in some indents just to feel cool.
As far as my music tastes go, I can't come close to naming all of whom I like. Anything Industrial/EBM/Futurepop/Dark Electro, etc. Here are some of my very favorite bands though:
THIS WOLF IS LOOKED AFTER BY ONLY THE STRONGEST OF SOULS!
This has got to be one of the most rediculous wastes of space on a VR page that I have ever seen. I dedicate this space to offend those of you who plaster protection stamps on your pages. While I'm sure true friends of yours would protect you if they could, I have yet to find many whom can jump through a media device and steal a person's soul. When you warn of such a demise I am only laughing at you. That said, the only being I have ever trusted to protect me was my mother before she left this world in 2012, and myself.
You will find it very hard if not impossible to ever find your name here. Friends come and go and most are disposable. I hate to put it that way but it is just the Satan's honest truth. If you get put on this list, you will either have went above and beyond for me in my time of need or are part of the first handful of people I met when I joined this site years ago before Cancer decided to do all sorts of retarded things to this place, making snobbery run rampant by dividing everyone into groups and in a way, social classes.
Due to the fact that LaFuega is the drop dead beauty that mused me into doing this, it sort of makes her a co-founder of this idea. Therefore she has earned a permanent spot on my profile and will always remain. She is super sweet and extremely gorgeous. Kumora, thank you for being my friend love. ; )
I am very excited to introduce to you the VR Beauty for the month of June. Sin has multiple things that make her sexy as hell. (Actually what doesn't make her sexy as hell?) Not only was she in the military for four years keeping your ass as well as mine safe and free, but she was the soldier that kept other soldiers in line. Serving as a member of the Military Police, she also took a bullet in the line of duty. That said, I am honored to even have her speak to me let alone be my Miss June. Courage and sexiness abound. Just look at those big green eyes! *Sighs*
I had intended to post only one of my favorite photos of each lady here but since this is my project I can do as I want and These next two photos were indeed a MUST!
Raven I know this has been a very long time coming. I promised you back in December 08 that while redoing my profile page I would re ad you back on here and then I left and it is now October 09 and I am so sorry, for I don't normally break promises. I would just like to say that all this time you kept me on your page with those beautiful words of me and I am taking this time to do the same and you have my word that here you will stay indefinitely as long as my VR account remains. We used to have long talks at night long ago when we met and you have been there in times when I needed someone to pour my heart out to and for that I love you and am eternally greatful. It is the people such as you that make it impossible for me to stay away from the Rave for very long. XOXOX
A FINAL NOTE ABOUT RATING AND WHAT NOT
Rate me what you will. My feelings are not going to be hurt if you rate me a 1 or a 10. I don't care either way. As you can see it is rather obvious that I don't give a rat's ass about my status seeing as how I haven't even reached Sire in the amount of years I have been here. I will of course rate you the same thing you rate me. It isn't because I cried about the number and am pitching a preschool fit. It is only a matter of the principal of things. But then if you rate me a 1 for no reason, you shouldn't mind if I offer the same to you. Same goes with honor. Give me -5 every day if you wish. I thrive on your disapproval. Bah hah hah! Ta ta.
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