Limbus Patrum (Coven)

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Bite Amethyst

Stalk Amethyst


Evil is in the Eyes of the Beholder

Once upon a time on a faraway chair in front of a faraway computer somewhere between bedtime and the crack of dawn sat a very bored person with an insomnia problem...

And thus this profile was born :P

so howdy... whatever...

I'm not used to describing myself... usually I'd rather let people make up their own minds about me if they really must... That said, in most cases it tends to be quite a mistaken impression anyway, since, as a close friend of mine said I'm a person of great opposites. Sometimes I say 'What you see is what you get' when i still don't know a person, and in reality this is quite true... Thing is, what you see may still be quite misleading.

We all have a mask to show the world... I am no exception. au contraire I actually quite like my mask. It takes a lot for me to take that mask off... I'm a very choosy person. think of me as a very expensive soft centred chocolate, the price being trustworthiness. Trust is hard earned, but easily lost.

So what do you see anyway? I'm a very very vain exhibitionist person with a high self esteem and who loves taking the piss out of people... No actually scratch that, I adore taking the piss out of people regardless of whether I like them or not. If I like them they're my friends and know I'm kidding, and if I don't like them hopefully they'll get offended and leave :P

I like what I see in the mirror and I'm not afraid to show it. In fact I really hate people who say they're ugly and so on to fish for compliments. If someone tells me they're ugly, chances are I'll agree, not necessarily because they're physically ugly, but because I see self-deprecation as a very undesirable trait in a person. Accept and love yourself for who you are and to hell with all the attention-seeking bullshit. a very wise person whose name I've forgotten once said that if you put a low price to yourself, rest assured the world will not raise it.

I hate, absolutely abhor smalltalk. I hate talking for the sake of talking. If there's no point in the conversation, why the hell have the conversation? And if there actually is a point, just get to the damned point and be done with it! Call me antisocial, bitch, whatever, I'll probably take it as a compliment. not to say I dont like meeting people... You never know when you might meet someone that will change your life... But chances of that happening are pretty slim and if I dont like a person right from the start I doubt I'd want them having anything to do with my life anyway, let alone change it. I do have some patience if it comes to good friends, but if I don't want to talk, whatever the conversation is about, I just don't.

And yes I know for someone that isn't really talkative and doesn't talk about herself, I really am saying a lot here. I guess it's that exhibitionist streak showing through again lol! Whoever said the limelight isn't fun has got to have been kidding!

I live for beauty. not in the superficial sense. Obviously I like looking at pretty things... Who doesn't? But that's not what I mean by beauty. Beauty for me is the magic of life, the dream that is reality. I'm a dreamer and whatever the situation I'll look for the beauty in it. Mind you that doesn't necessarily mean the bright side!

I love art in all it's forms, if not for the aesthetic, for the thought that may have gone into a piece's creation. I seriously adore music (yes I know I said this already if you include it with art, but music is special) I'm pickier about music than most things. For me, music is the language of the true soul. I have very varied tastes but in general I hate 'dance' music that people take pills to and is actually pretty damned impossible to dance properly to. Even worse than that I seriously loathe rnb, rap, hip hop and any of that other stuff that sounds like stand up comedy with a beat, glorifies pimps and general assholes, markets women as interchangeable sex toys and makes it seem like sex, cars and lots of money, fur coats, women in bikinis and gold teeth are the only way to live. 'Music' like that is an insult to the very word! I never cease to be baffled by ppl convinced that deep meanings lie in the lyrics of songs like 'Turn me on' by Kevin Little. I hate judging people and it really isn't my place to judge but as far as I'm concerned they're all a bunch of horny assed losers with no life and nothing to think about apart from sex. And really, sex is nice, but for crap's sake man shut up about it already! As for music I like... Well it all depends on the mood. right now I'm listening to a lot of Marilyn Manson, London After Midnight, HIM, Lacrimosa, Covenant of Thorns, Sisters of Mercy, Narcissius Pool, Midnight Syndicate, Dead can Dance, Bella Morte, Goteki, Rammstein, My Dying Bride, Era, and The Phantom of the Opera and Queen of the Damned soundtracks... quite a varied lot and I'm sure it will change soon too :)

Well just for the sake of writing some more... some other pet peeves of mine are parents, relatives, conservative close minded assholes in general, britney spears, girl bands, boy bands, pop bands in general, roaches, djs who play something like i will survive or ymca right after having played something like rammstein, lift music, police, fat ppl who go out in clothes 10 sizes smaller, wannabe junkies, wannabe goths, wannabes in general, ppl who copy me, ppl who think they have every right to stick their hands up my skirt just cos its short, ppl who judje ppl in general, technology (its an allergy!), histrionic bitches(unfortunately i know many), ppl who assume im suicidal cos i feel comfy in black, intolerant extremist religious freaks, pigeon shit, shit in general, fashion, assholes who keep nickin my mobiles, being sick, ppl with no appreciation for art or nature... hell the list goes on lol

Before I leave you... in case you were wondering, no I didnt do my main picture. I'm crap with photoshop. It was made by a friend of mine. It's not a picture of the Moon, as many seem to think, but Venus eclipsing the sun... if you're wondering why it's so dark it's because the picture was taken with some form of anti-glare contraption on it. I'm no expert but i'm sure that's basically it :P I just uploaded some new pictures so yeah now you'll know what I really look like.

Some quizzes I was surprised to find I can identify with in some way or another...

I'll bet you expected this answer. You already knew
you were a DARK ANGELIC, didn't you? You
are similar to a demon but slightly different
in that you don't revel in evil...you revel in
pleasure. Your wings resemble an angel's but if
that's so then you are a Fallen Angel - your
love of sin caused you to be cast from the
Heavens. They are black as raven wings and are
nearly as dark as your desires. You are
faithless and love it - you believe there is no
Judgement Day to fear and so you can do what
you want! You have a refined concept of what is
sexy and a slightly chaotic sense of 'fun.' In
fact, you love chaos and view much of what you
do as a game. You are typically attracted to
those that will challenge your mind, power, and
wit...and are 'dangerous' people like you. It's
not unlikely that you are bisexual or at least
open to the concept, because you seek
excitement and passion everywhere and in
everyone. Chances are you have a special talent
for magick - you're a powerful being and you
know what you want. Like a Serpent of Eden you
like to try your powers of seduction and
manipulation, though your intent is rarely to
cause harm. You have a deep, dark sense of art
and/or poetry, because your mind is a deep,
dark place. While typically smirking, amused,
and sarcastic, you are capable of severe
revenge and a passion and intensity unrivaled
by any other. In your eyes life is for
enjoyment and pleasure - nothing else. If
you're not having fun in your own twisted way,
you're not happy. You are easily bored with the
vast majority of people. You are most likely
drawn towards the Gothic subculture and
probably adore Goth music, art, and style. Many
people look down on your seemingly careless
lifestyle and may even consider you 'slutty'.
Not true. You just know you're sexy and you're
damn proud of it. Dark Angels have an outlook
most like Satanists - loving sin and looking to
none but themselves for power. Congratulations!
You're my kindred spirit. As far as I'm
concerned - you know what life is REALLY about.
Have fun...Muahaha.

Trying to find source, will be posted ASAP.

*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*

Classic New Romantic: You are the gothest of the
Goth, your pale skin and raven hair fool
mourners into thinking you are a living ghost
as you slink around a graveyard with your
sketch book. You are the epitome of the scene;
you listen to the right music, wear beautifully
tailored gowns and are intelligent enough to
hold your own against normal people who accuse
you of being Satanic. You have a tight circle
of friends who you do everything with and they
understand when you need time alone. You see
beauty where others see dirt, you're creative
flair will lead you down paths that only people
can dream about. You seem unapproachable but
that is just your icy exterior, there are times
when you open up, most often when you've had
more wine than usual! You wear your dark cape
and gothic jewelled chokers with a regal air
you were born with. Your motto is "There
is beauty in darkness"

What is your style of Gothic Beauty?
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Your Beauty lies
in Mystery. Captivating, mysterious and alone. You
are the girl in the little
black number that no one seems to know, the eternal
mystery girl. You make it a
point to never let anyone know more about you than
you want them to and do a
very good job of it. You're there one minute and
gone the next leaving them in
wonder of who you really are. A mature and normally
calm individual, quiet and
enjoy spending many hours of the day on your own,
most likely preferring night
to day . You love the dark and some may find you a
bit strange. You seem to be
rather distant and cold making hard for people to
get close to you, though you
probably like the distance they usually keep. You
probably wear make-up, but
concentrate more around your eyes than anything.
You know the effect you have
and enjoy keeping people in wonder.

Some Things
That Represent You:

Dark, Water Animal: Panther Color:
Black, Maroon, Dark
Tones Song: In The Shadows by The Rasmus
Sly Smile

Black Diamond Mythological Creature: Demon,
Vampire Planet: Venus
Hair Color: Black Eye Color:

"In the shadows for all time."

Where Does Your Beauty Lie? ..::Original Pictures Are Back! Detailed Results::..

You are an Exotic Dancer. You are the sexy lady in
the group, you love to play with people's
minds, you never show your true intents to
anyone, you like to have a lot of friends so
you don't get bored and this goes the same with
men, you don't like the strict guy who gives
you orders like he owns you, nobody does, cuz
you were born free and nothing would change

What kind of dancers are you? (Girls only)
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HASH(0x8974c48)You are a cat woman. You are independant and veryself-rigious. You have a mind of your own andare not afraid to show it. You tend to hideyour true feelings and get frustrated (easy).
Who are you inside????? (LOTS OF RESULTS)girls only
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Artistic and maybe even a bit shallow, you belong to the clan of the Toredor. You have a keen eye for pretty things. The embrace is looked on as perserving all beautiful things for eternity. You are the sensual vampires that you hear people talk about that seduce to get what they want. This clan is the one thought of as being the spoiled sort who want to get what they want. However, you usually work right under the ventrue clan as they try to carry out their plans.

What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?

Clan Toreador
The scintillating, complicated unlives of the
Kindred of Clan Toreador are an
incomprehensible mess of pleasure-seeking and
subterfuge to many others of their kind. Most
Toreador are creatures of passion and feeling,
embracing art, literature, or even outright
hedonism in search of something that truely
gives unlife beauty and meaning. Many of them
become great creators, with all eternity to
hone their arts, but most of them learn to
appreciate, even envy, the tragically fleeting
works of the mortal masters. Cultivating some
of the best (and sometimes worst) aspects of
humanity, they wield powers of great social and
physical grace. However, many fall prey to
their own quest for beauty, their senses
growing so easily ensnared as to make them easy
marks for more "practical" Kindred.

Which Vampire: The Masquerade clan do you belong in?
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What Vampire Clan Are You?
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You Are The Seductive Vampiress. Dangerous and
Beautiful. You Are A Nurturing Sensual
Creature. Men And Women Alike gladly give their
lives for a single kiss. It Would Seem that You
have it all. Beauty, Sexuality, Immortality.
Who needs Love when you have Lust?

Which Type Of Vampiress Are You? Goth Vampire Vampiress Quiz (16 Results with Pictures)

You have Black Wings! Your feathers are dark, raven
black, which can also be spiny and scaly. No
one really knows why your feathers are this
dark, because you always conceal yourself with
a bubble. A great sadness surrounds you, and
you take it out on others and the world. In
Spite of your beauty, your inside is twisted
and dead, because you were hurt so badly that
youre heart couldnt take it. Before, your wings
were white, and slowly, when your life was
changing, so was the color. You have no
friends, because you cant let anyone get too
close to you. Grief fills your heart, though
anger blinds your eyes.

What Color are your wings?(Mainly for Girls)Beautiful Pix!

Lust is your sin. Lust is

wanting something to the point of getting it.

You like sex.

Your fate: Stoned.
Your color: Purple
Your animal: Fox

Which of the 7 deadly sins r u?
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Season = Winter
You're Most Like The Season Winter ...

You're often depicted as the cold, distant season.
But you're incredibly intelligent, mature and
Independant. You have an air of power around
you - and that can sometimes scare people off.
You're complex, and get hurt easily - so you
rarely let people in if you can help it. You
can be somewhat of a loner, but just as easily
you could be the leader of many. You Tend to be
negative, and hard to relate to, but you give
off a relaxed image despite being insecure -
and secretly many people long to be like you,
not knowing how deep the Winter season really

Well done... You're the most inspirational of
seasons :)

?? Which Season Are You ??

You're Element is Night. You're a bit of a loner
who is very creative but never show your
work to anyone. You may smile a little but
sadness or loneliness surround you and other
can feel it when they're near you. You have a
dark or unusual beauty that makes you
mysterious and you probably have a lot of
secrets that you've never told anyone. You're
beauty is intriging and unorthidox but the real
thing that makes you special is your eyes.
Something in them makes them like Diamonds in
the Rough. (please forgive me if you cannot see
the pics. If you go to my userpage then you can
see your result picture at the bottom)

What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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You belong in the world of darkness and are a part of the despair.
You belong in the land of darkness, otherwise known
as one of the worlds in which I dwell. All here
is beauty inspired by tragedy and great sorrow.
Write or go through other creative outlets to
express the anguish you may be feeling, and
never let anyone tell you that you are just
being 'weepy' or full of 'teenage angst'(if
you're a teenager.If not, then they really
should be punished for calling you one. They
probably are trying to insult your
maturity...fools.)and always remain yourself,
dark and amazing. Never change.

Where do you belong?(ANIME IMAGES)

As if you were born into a world of tears, you
always tend to look at the darker things in
life. Inside you crave attention yet push away
society, and you're a hopeless romantic. Drawn
to things like the occult and mysteries, you
spend your time daydreaming.

What Type of Soul Do You Have ?

depressed girl
You are the depressed/dreamer anime girl.You either
lost somebody you love or somebody broke you
heart so bad that you can't pick up the
shattered pieces without hurting yourself.You
think nobody can heal your wounds but don't
stop looking because you never know who loves
you enough to try hell the one special guy
could be right infront of your eyes and you
don't even know it.You also love to day dream
because it seems like the only place that makes
you happy.BBut little do you know that people
all around you are trying to make you happy and
you won't let them in fearing you'll get
another heartbreak or get hurt worse.But just
try and if things go wrong just brush it off
and try again.It never hurts to try.One more
thing never let that lost love one leave you
heart keep them in forever and keep their
memory alive.

If You Were An Anime Character What Would You Look Like?(Girls Only)
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The one passion that deeply burns in your soul is
longing for love... You're often depressed and
you've been hurt so many times that you tears
seem meaningless, if you even have any left to
cry! You want to be able to reach out and tell
someone everything, making your troubles go
away... But... You jsut can't bring yourself to
do so... Everyday you wish that all of the pain
will just go away... Just disappear... However,
it just seems to get worse and you try to
bottle everything up inside as best as you can!
However, your plan sometimes fails, making you
lash out or break down emotionally. You just
wish to be like everyone else... You want to be
able to tell someone all of your problems...
But you're afraid of admitting your weakness...
You're that outside, loner, mistunderstood
person that has been pushed out of everyones'
life. You desperately try to break through the
barrier, but you guts tell you no... You'll
just be hurt again and again... So why bother?
Your sanctuary is your room, where you can hide
out and be out of 'their' visions. You like to
express your thoughts and feelings through
various forms of art, and try ridding of your
pain in 'different ways.' You're so busy caught
up in your own little, lost world, that you
have yet to realize that a light burns inside
of the darkness of the pack. You might not know
it, but out there... Someone is watching your
every move... Enjoying your presence...
Enjoying you for who YOU are! Wipe away those
tears and open up those beautiful eyes, see the
light! See what you're missing and grasp ahold,
break out of that crust, and mold... Smile your
way through life because the most beautiful
things cannot be concealed forever :)

What Passion Burns In Your Soul?
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Yes, you are depressed. You see things on the dark
side, yet you love being this way. Life is
depressing and its beautiful.

How Depressed Are you?

Info Black
Your Heart is Black

What Color is Your Heart?

You are a Siren. More adventurous than all with a
voice like no other you sit on warm rocks and
sing to the moon and sea. Yet sometimes
shipwrecks find you and raving men want you.
You are a bottle of talent and power. What the
unknown is you seek to find, and a lover. You
have the moon and stars as freinds. There are a
very few of you, what a rare find. Will you
rate my quiz, I think your voice in just

What kind of mermaid are you? (Gorgeous Pics)

Take the quiz: "Which beautiful Sorceress are you?"

Dark Sorceress
You depict the Dark Sorceress! The evil beauty of the bunch, you use your magic for manipulating minds and preying upon feeble beings. The night is your sanctuary and the moon is your guide.

You are a seductress! You use your beautiful body
and hypnotizing eyes to reel in your prey, and
go in for the kill after they have fallen in
love with you. It is truely a fatal attraction
that kills them. Perhaps, you sometimes fall in
love yourself. Behold the power of woman!

What Kind Of Evil Bitch Are You?
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CRAZY ONE. You need crazy partners. You dont mind
if he/she takes alc or drugs or smokes he is
not allowed to be boring. Open-Minded for
everything our partner should spent much time
with you. Your partner shall be spontaneous and
love danger. It is not that important if she/he
is rich or if he/she cuts his nails she/he must
follow you .You take the domination over the
relationship, you decide most of the times
where to go. If the sex is not good (any
more)you quit the relationship
For you it is better to leave than to see your
love restrained.

~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~

What Flavour Are You? I am Chocolate Flavoured.I am Chocolate Flavoured.

I am sweet and a little bit naughty. I am one of the few clinically proven aphrodisiacs. Sometimes I can seem a little hard, but show warmth and I soon melt. What Flavour Are You?

kinky isn't a feather...its using the whole damn chicken! and you kno it. you are so kinky that even you are afraid of yourself sometimes.
kinky isn't a feather...its using the whole damn
chicken! and you kno it. you are so kinky that
even you are afraid of yourself sometimes.

What type of SEX do You enjoy?

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