Arienette's Profile at Vampire Rave.

"You have a beautiful, beautiful smile;
the way it curls and collapses on your lips.
When you touch me I shake like a child.
It's late I'm afraid you might leave,
'cause sometimes it seems like you still don't believe me.
There's nothing I can do to concentrate.
It's so distracting always thinking of you.
So, I expose and explain, and I meant everything I said.
And it's moments like this that repeat and replay in my head,
when I'm laying in bed."

I struggle with my humanity on a debilitating basis.
There's a lot I'm just trying to get to grips with about myself; I thought that maybe this would be a good place to do so.

I am nothing more than human, and sometimes I don't even feel like I'm worth the label of human.
Sometimes I'm ashamed to be classed as one with all of the disgusting things that humanity is responsible for.
I'll get over it I suppose.

"I'm growing out my hair
Like it was when I was single
It was longer than I'd known you
I had no money then
I had no worries then at all"

There's not a lot that makes me feel less alone.
I have existential crises.
Just knowing that there's someone out there who knows the horrendous emptiness I feel.. sometimes it makes it more bareable.
Often it doesn't.

I hope that some day I can feel okay again, and maybe I will.
But for know I will live and love and learn.
I often don't initiate conversations, so if you want to talk to me, then please, send a message rather than a bite.

"We will learn, we will love, we will work
Change each other
We will spread, we will cover the earth
Like air and water
Tomorrow is blank, we'll just fill it in
With our own answers
If we are stopped, we'll just start again
That's the new offer
Offer
That's it
That's our final one"

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