 
 
Favorite TV Shows:True Blood, the tudors, paranormal state, american idol, family guy, south park, reno 911, charmed, maury
 
Favorite Music:chris brown, no doubt, janet jackson, madonna, christina aguilera, mariah carey, britney spears, fergie, rick ross, usher, t- pain, missy elliot, the used, panic at the disco, fallout boy, nirvana, sublime, biggie smalls, etta james, lil kim, dashboard confessionals, sheryl crow, the rolling stones, jim morrison, the beatles, swizz beatz, pitbull, 311, 3rd eye blind, oasis, black sabbath, led zeppelin, green day, pearl jam, tom petty, rob zombie, marilyn manson, the eagles, omg i'll be here all day... i love all types of rock from classic to hardcore metal punk emo, i like hip hop r&b and rap, i love pop trance house electronica, old classics, anything but country
 
Favorite Movies:TWILIGHT!!!!!STARDUST, ever after, the devil's advocate, interview with the vampire, house of a thousand corpses, the devil's rejects, across the universe, rent, gia, memoirs of a geisha, harold and kumar go to white castle, all the scary movies, the doors, moulin rouge, the devil wears prada, last holiday, the labyrinth, last holiday, the holiday, borat, robin hood prince of thieves, the mummy, the mummy returns, the scorpion king, the passion of christ, all shreks, titanic, all star wars, et, all lord of the rings, all harry potters, all pirates of the carribean, mrs. doubtfire, ghost, alladin, troy, alexander, gladiator, grease, pretty woman, tootsie, something about mary, private benjamin, a clockwork orange, cry baby, 300, the witches of eastwick, the other sister, romeo and juliet, old school, nine to five, super bad, the 40 year old virgin, first wives club, girl interupted, sleepy hollow, the prince of egypt, fun with dick and jane, all charlie's angels, sweet home alabama, zoolander, finding nemo, be cool, natural born killers, the basketball diaries, the other sister, that night, cursed, 200 ciggarretes, bless the child, the omen, fear and loathing in las vegas, blow, casino, the crucible, bram stokers dracula, welcome home roxy carmichael, heathers, underworld and underworld evolution, summer of sam, practical magic, party monster, all the blade movies, 13 ghosts, the craft, the covenant, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, butterfly effect, white oleandor, stir of echoes, mean girls, etc.
 
Favorite Books:Twilight series, the other boleyn girl, the kite runner, running with scissors, memoirs of a geisha, romeo and juliet, a midsummers night dream, the davinci code, crank, glass, eragaon, eldest, the alchemist, into the wild, the fifth mountain, the devil and miss prymm, lamb..the gospel according to biff, a dirty job, tweak....too many more to list
 
 
Favorite Quotations:side by side or miles apart friends are forever close to your heart
if idiots could fly the world would be an airport
who are you to judge me
and the life that i live
i know im not perfect
and i dont claim to be
so before you point your finger
make sure your own hands are clean
 
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: john
Birthday: jan 31st 1983
Birthplace: stamford, ct
Current Location: same
Eye Color: blue
Hair Color: brown
Height: 5'9"
Right Handed or Left Handed: righty
Your Heritage: half italian, half french canadian
The Shoes You Wore Today: ed hardy
Your Weakness: chocolate
Your Fears: snakes
Your Perfect Pizza: colony pizza with sausage and stingers
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: finding mr. right
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol....hahaha lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: it's so bright
Your Best Physical Feature: what's not my best! ;)
Your Bedtime: what's that?
Your Most Missed Memory: "you's fuckin kids!!"
Pepsi or Coke: coke!!
MacDonalds or Burger King: macdonalds..
Single or Group Dates: why waste the money just skip to the sex!!
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: starbucks duh
Chocolate or Vanilla: both
Cappuccino or Coffee: iced venti 5 shot sugar free vanilla latte!!!! 3 a day
Do you Smoke: i try to quit but it usually lasts a day...lol
Do you Swear: hell fuckin no
Do you Sing: sing?? i've gotten into accidents cause i get so into the songs!!
Do you Shower Daily: yea...my name is not ben....luv u benji
Have you Been in Love: only with one person.....Jennifer Marie Vass!!!
Do you want to go to College: harvard graduate!
Do you want to get Married: absolutely...its legal in CT now
Do you belive in yourself: always have and always will..
Do you get Motion Sickness: i'm not even gonna say what i'm thinking lol
Do you think you are Attractive: attractive is not even the word for what i am!!!
Are you a Health Freak: HA!
Do you get along with your Parents: mommy's little girl.
Do you like Thunderstorms: love em.
Do you play an Instrument: the penis!
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: no...AA
In the past month have you Smoked: yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs: i can actually say for once...no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no..it was chipsahoy!
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no
In the past month have you been on Stage: riding the pole!!
In the past month have you been Dumped: did you see my pics???
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: i like my penis and i want to keep it there! way too cold!
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: lighter klepto!!
Ever been Drunk: i dont remember the night b4 so i dont know...haha
Ever been called a Tease: no teasing i'm a whore!
Ever been Beaten up: no! this fairy kicks ass!
Ever Shoplifted: yes only with jen!!
How do you want to Die: i don't..
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a house wife..
What country would you most like to Visit: Italy
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: blue or green
Favourite Hair Color: dark
Short or Long Hair: either
Height: taller than me
Weight: athletic to slim build
Best Clothing Style: scrubby...not homeless looking!
Number of Drugs I have taken: to many to keep track of
Number of CDs I own: oh my god r u serious!
Number of Piercings: 15
Number of Tattoos: 6
Number of things in my Past I Regret: nothing! i might even do a couple again
 
 
I know your life is empty And you hate to face this world alone So you're searching for an angel Someone who can make you whole I can not save you I can't even save myself So just save yourself I know that you've been damaged Your soul has suffered such abuse But I am not your savior I am just as fucked as you I am just as fucked as you I can not save you I can't even save myself So just save yourself Please don't take pity on me Please don't take pity on me Please don't take pity on me Please don't take pity on me My life has been a nightmare My soul is fractured to the bone And if I must be lonely, I think I'd rather be alone I think I'd rather be alone You can not save me You can't even save yourself I can not save you I can't even save myself Save yourself So just save yourself "save yourself"*stabbing westward*
 
Rudyard Kipling : The Vampire (1897)
A fool there was and he made his prayer
(Even as you or I!)
To a rag and a bone and a hank of hair,
(We called her the woman who did not care),
But the fool he called her his lady fair--
(Even as you or I!)
Oh, the years we waste and the tears we waste,
And the work of our head and hand
Belong to the woman who did not know
(And now we know that she never could know)
And did not understand!
A fool there was and his goods he spent,
(Even as you or I!)
Honour and faith and a sure intent
(And it wasn't the least what the lady meant),
But a fool must follow his natural bent
(Even as you or I!)
Oh, the toil we lost and the spoil we lost
And the excellent things we planned
Belong to the woman who didn't know why
(And now we know that she never knew why)
And did not understand!
The fool was stripped to his foolish hide,
(Even as you or I!)
Which she might have seen when she threw him aside--
(But it isn't on record the lady tried)
So some of him lived but the most of him died--
(Even as you or I!)
"And it isn't the shame and it isn't the blame
That stings like a white-hot brand--
It's coming to know that she never knew why
(Seeing, at last, she could never know why)
And never could understand!"
 
 
 
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