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I am a young vampyre who was bitten and turned the spring of 1999. I was a romantic in a world of selfishness and cared for my Sire deeply. Then a few months later bored with me he attacked. I barely survived.

Because I had to hide for sometime while he hunted for me I am only just learning the full extent of my powers and abilities. While I can feed on blood and enjoy it, I cannot survive on it alone. I have come to realize I am a psych vamp. I can go to a concert or gathering and feed on the excitement or happiness of others. The stronger the feelings the better the feeding.



I am also very protective of those I call mine. I have always been this way and it has often gotten me into more trouble than I care to think about. One thing I have learned from this role it that it is often the one who needs or had dearly needed protection at one point or another that makes the best and most fierce protector. On that note family and close friends are precious to me and I would do anything for any one of them and God help any who hurt them. THEY ARE MINE. Do not cross me.



I do not get along well with many young vamps. I have found them to be violent bullies drunk on new power and the belief of invincibility. My hope in finding this site is to meet others vamps and learn what I can from them. Also my hope is to find a place to feel at home.


Please do not bite me unless given permission. I do not trust easily and only my mate is allowed to bite my neck. Now as for protection my Mate has my back and what he needs help with my Daddy has covered. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.



How I Look

I am pretty average. I am 5 foot 5 and 1/2 and about 145. I have medium (shoulder length) dark blond hair and blue eyes that turn green occasionally. I have fair skin which is a disadvantage when I live in Texas. Yea direct sunlight (enter sarcasm here). I don't like wearing shoes if I don't have to so I get plenty of looks from neighbors. Not a good habit to have when you have twenty million sand spurs EVERYWHERE. I NEVER paint my fingernail cause it's just a waste of time for me... My nails are short and most of the time dirty. As for my toe nails I will spend time to paint. They are either a dark red or black.



About My Mate

First off he is mine and no one can have him..... or no thing. I refer to him often as my mate because of my passion for wolves and I will refer to our twins as my pups or litter. Another thing I will call him is my Guiding Light. The reason for this is he came in to my life when I had given up. Given up on self respect. Given up on trying to be an individual. Given up on trying to find a place in life. Given up on basically caring for myself in any aspect of my life. Given up on ever finding any sort of Love. He is very protective of me and often knows when I need some time alone to go drive some where at night or go to the scenic look out on the mountain next to ours. He is prior service with 6 years active duty in the Navy and has actually re-enlisted in the Army to help support the kids and I. He misses the Navy. My mate loves anything that runs on a combustion engine. Motorcycles, cars, dragsters you name it he loves it. He also loves music. He can play the guitar, saxophone, and piano. I love my mate with all my heart and all my soul.



My Beliefs

These are my beliefs and I will force them on no one. I am open minded and I have friends who do not share my beliefs and its fine. I AM a Christian. There was a time after I met my mate that I refused to be called that because I didn't want to be put in the classification of the majority of the Christians I had met before. You probably know what I'm talking about. The judgmental, hypercritical, you're-going-to-hell-for-not-wearing-a-dress closed-minded bible thumpers. But there are realistic people out there who really are trying to live up to the meaning of Christian. To be Christ like. That is what I try for. No one is perfect and that is fine because that is why Christ gave his life for us. He loves us and wants us to be able to come home.



My Hobbies

I love to run. I can actually run two miles none stop and my goal right now is to do five. Maybe one day ten. I love to draw and sketch. I am better at sketching but am trying to improve my imaginative drawing. I can see it in my head just cant get it down on the paper. I also love to paint. I have more experience with acrylics but also work with watercolors. I do NOT have the patience for oils. I also cross stitch. Corny I know but I love it. I am working on one of white wolves looking out from behind trees. I read. Good God do I read. I would go two days straight without sleep in high school just so I could finish a book. I got in trouble for that a lot. Authors I like would be Laurell K. Hamilton, Sherrilyn Kenyon, Christine Feehan, J.R. Ward, Keri Arthur, Lynsay Sands, Susan Krinard and Karen Marie Moning. Those are just a few and the topics range from vampires, werewolves and magic to horror with all the above mixed in. These are books I have read MANY times. I also love learning things. Right now I am learning (none stop from my mate) engine workings and how to repair vehicles myself. I have a motorcycle as well but is just a beginners beater. A Kawasaki KZ650CSR.. I want to say an 81 but I have to double check. She is a work in progress. While I was still workin I worked at an auto parts store as an assistant manager. I learned a lot that way and even took the ASE parts specialist test but missed it by 2 questions. Even though I don't work there anymore I still want to try again to get the certification. I also play the flute but it is hard to find sheet music for it that isn't really simplistic.



Music I Like

I like many styles and often get looks when I describe what I like. When it comes down to it I like anything that isn't rap. I can stand some blues but it depends. I like Pink, and Bach. Metallica and Briget Bowden (contemporary Irish).Michael W. Smith and AFI. Pillar and Superchic(k). Jonny Cash and Big and Rich. If you don't understand what I was doing there basically I like R&B, rock (old and new) classical, Christian mainstream and Christian Rock, goth, and country (old and new).




How I Rate

Ok. Lets get one thing out there from the beginning. I cannot stand it when there is one line and it says either "i am me" or "message me if you want to know". To me that is just lazy and frustrating. That is pretty much a 1 or 3. If you have one short four sentence paragraph its a 5. If your profile is nothing but pictures it is also a 5. Yes even if they are REALLY cool pictures. Its a profile. You are to talk about something. That means words. From there it goes up depending on length, content and expressions.



My Dearest Loved Ones


My Love, My Life, My Mate



My Twins Honey Bunches and Baby Girl



The newest addition Lil Angel



Full of Love with a Heart of Gold, my JohnBoy



Packmember Louis. A true warrior and defender of the weak.


My Home

Aloof and animalistic, you belong to the Gangrel Clan. Closely associated with werewolves, you are the shapeshifting vampire. You prefer nature than to live in the city and prefer the company of animals than of humans. You are more known to keep to yourself then to help others. You are the lone wolf of the decendents of Caine. What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?

The Gangrel
Of all vampires, the Gangrel are perhaps closest to their inner nature. These nomadic loners spurn the constraints of society, preferring the comfort of the wilderness. How they avoid the wrath of the werewolves is unknown; perhaps it has something to do with the fact that the Gangrel are themselves shapeshifters. When a mortal speaks of a vampire changing into a wolf or a bat, she is probably speaking of a Gangrel. Like the Brujah, Gangrel are fierce warriors; unlike the Brujah, Gangrel ferocity does not stem from anarchic rage, but from animalistic instinct. Gangrel have a keen understanding of the Beast in their souls, and prefer to spend their nights in communion with the animals whom they so emulate.





All Us Moms Spend Most of Our Days Doing This. Some Dads too. Breath and remember it is illegal to ducktape your kids to chairs ;-)