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|My hopes turn to crystal matter watch them shimmer as they shatter|
............'Ello........So the basics of Kate are simple..........
ABOUTS:
~Art High School-Art+Teens=MORE DRAMA......i love it
~Arts-Drawing-Painting-Writing-Whatever
~Hair-Red(NATURAL meg checked)
~Eyes-Huneybrown/greenish tint
~Skin-Paler then you
~Tatoos/Peircings-NOT YET-Middle of lower lip...i don't know what eals yet-a broken heart w/demon wings between my sholderblads(one of my drawings)
~MakeUp-Eyeliner-maschera-Lip balm/stick
~Pants-Big and baggy(guys stuff is way better)
~Boots- Hells ya.....SEXY
~Shirts-Fitted-"i like shirts that say stuff"
~TrenchCoat-Long black and SEXY
~Friends-Insane but lovable
~Lover-NO, and leave me to my box
~Party-Depends
~Smoke-Accidental addict(second hand)
~Drink-At some point
~Drugs-NO
~Job-No i need one
~career-Interior Designer
~Home-*stick out tongue*
LIKE:
~ZootSuits
~Nerds(not the candy)
~Orbit
~ClawTubs
~SEGA
~White Lillies
~Penguin
~Sonic
~Dr. Pepper
~Beedle Juice
~Paricels
~Spider-Man
~Most stupid guy humor
~SpongeBob
~Jimmy
~Zim
~Classic Nick
~Billy and Mandy
~Fosrters Home
~HP(you know if you do too)
~SAW&II
~stuffed animals
~Mesh
~Things that make me squeek(in any sence)
~Weapping Willows
~Geloteains
~Dreams
~Writers
~Cold
~Pin-Up Girls(oringal)...i want to be one...
~My Room
~Irish/Scottish accents
~Middeval stuff
~Tim Burton is GOD
~Stars
~eyes
~Alice and Wonderland
~UK
~Tea
~Red roses
~The Moon
~My pet dragon...Olive....he eats poeple i don't like.....
~Hot PINK
~Underworld&:Elavution
~"Jesus of Subberbia"GreenDay
~Plaid
~Guys who play Bass
~TopHats
~Peanutbutter
~The 80's
~Modeling(for Meg)
DISLIKE:
~HYPOCRITES
~Repeating myself
~StarWars(but you have fun)
~The colour orange
~Spelling
~Heat
~Pickles
~Sleeping
~Time
~Playstation
~Crowds
~SALT
~The term "poser"
~Mtv
~PINK(most)
~Coffee
~Wal-Mart
~People
~Needles
~Mp3 players
~The term "Coffee with your cream"
~Children shows
~digital watches
~Ignorans
~PIE(ya i said it)
MUSIC:
~afi
~StaticX
~Lacuna Coil
~Mad Season
~Taproot
~Die My Darling
~Jack off Jill
~NIN
~Cradle of Filth
~Screaming trees
~A7X
~Creed
~Opeth
~Lusus
~Helmet
~Saliva
~FleetWood Mac/Stevie Nicks
~Children of Bodom
~Flyleaf
~Disturbed
~MCR
~Killswitch
~Overseer project
~As i liy dying
~Pennies for Guodo
~Rob Zonbie
~Alice in Chains
~Soul Asylum
~Twisted Sisters
~Tool
~The Used
~Typ O Negative
~Seether
~Korn
~Candlebox
~Coal Chamber
~Linkin Park
~Billy Idol
~Nightwish
~Deftones
~Joan Jett
~Unearth
LYRICS
Die My Darling
'SLEEP'
I am tired of this situation, this predilection
Me, you and this co-dependent infection
Your manufactured morality - plastic
My tolerance for pain - elastic
As beneath your pharmaceutical synapses I squirm
So now I invoke you, yeah, I invoke you
Why just won't you let me
Why just won't you let me
Why won't you let me - sleep
Your tenacious grip on Heaven
Is laced with cancerous intentions
This consuming affliction
An effect of forced contrition
And Iíve been reduced to a sheep - in wolf's clothing
A creature of self-loathing
A sycophant, a follower, a groveler
Terrified, betrayed, weak
I don't know what to believe
Must go, must breathe
Can't stay, won't deceive
I don't need you with me
This monster upon my bed
I met once upon a dream
My misplaced Catholicism
Forcing me to relinquish this dream
And I have given it, of my own distressed volition
Given power to your violence, lack of silence, shame and hate
And find myself too weakened to retaliate
And now, beneath my swollen cerulean eyes
Something breathes unbeknownst to your bi-polar lies
A burnt umber world, scarlet petal slumber
A mural in which I may smile - unencumbered
Yeah, kissed by a seraph
Reclaiming my mantra, my dogma, my religion, my decision
Jack off Jill
'FEAR OF DYING'
I'm not afraid of standing still
I'm just afraid of being bored
I'm not afraid of speaking my mind
I'm just afraid of being ignored
I'm not afraid of feeling
and I'm not afraid of trying
I'm just afraid of losing
And I am afraid of dying
Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too
Without you yes I do
Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too
Without you yes I...
I'm not afraid of being sick
I'm more afraid of being well
I'm not afraid
Put the gun in my hand
I'm just afraid it will hurt like (hurt like) hell
I'm not afraid of screaming
and I'm not afraid of crying
I'm just afraid of forgetting
And I am afraid of dying
Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too
Without you yes I do
Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too
Without you yes I...
Fear of
Fear of
Fear of
Fear of
I'm not afraid of looking ugly
I couldn't care what they say
I'm not afraid of happy endings
I'm just afraid my life won't work that way
I'm not afraid of forgiveness
I absolve you everything
I'm not afraid of lying...But I am afraid of dying
Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too
Without you yes I do
Without you all I do is sit and think about you
Without you yes I...
Semi-Sonic
'CLOSING TIME'
Closing time
Open all the doors and let you out into the world
Closing time
Turn all of the lights on over every boy and every girl
Closing time
One last call for alcohol so finish your whiskey or beer
Closing time
You don't have to go home but you can't stay here
I know who I want to take me home
I know who I want to take me home
I know who I want to take me home
Closing time
Time for you to go out to the places you will be from
Closing time
This room won't be open till your brothers or your sisters come
So gather up your jackets, move it to the exits
I hope you have found a friend
Closing time
Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end
I know who I want to take me home
I know who I want to take me home
I know who I want to take me home
Take me home
Static-X
'NIGHT TERRORS'
In time i'll get this out of
Get this out of
Out of my mind
Where am i?
I can't see
I fear for my life
Fear of this fright
They haunt me
And they taunt me
Try to relax
Let it happen
My hopes turn to crystal matter
Watch them shimmer
As they shatter
Night terrors in my mind
Thoughts i cannot hide
Dreams that play on my cold fears
Night terrors in my head
Am i really dead?
I can't tell, it feels so real
Remember what you once said?
Every passing fragile moment
Is another chance to turn it around
I want to try to work it out
Night terrors in my mind
Thoughts i cannot hide
Dreams that play on my cold fears
Night terrors in my head
Am i really dead?
I can't tell, it feels so real to me
Get out of my mind
Get out of my head
I wish you were dead
I can't take it
Get out of my mind
Get out of my life
I'll curse you tonight
I just can't take it anymore
Overseer Perject
'BEAUTIFUL SIDE OF ME'
I, cherish this time of peace.
Sedated as I lay free.
Carry me to a selfless tide rumbling off the trees
There are times when life is so sweet
My thoughts drift through you and me.
Half of me wants you to break free
But the other half wants you to see....
The Beautiful Side of Me.
yes I'll bring you flowers when you’re ill
The void and gap your company can fill
See the sun shine down on your face
As you awake another day
I think I love you, I know you love me
The Sensitive kisses under the wishing tree
... but it’s all just a trick for you to encounter...
The Other Side of Me.
Now! insane is an understatement
NO! I can not control my rage.
DEATH! The Blood on my fingertips
ABSORB! The cringing cries for help
You’re gunna see it, you won’t believe it.
Don’t deny it, Lies won’t help it.
You’re gunna cry now, sacrifice now,
For my pleasure, an ounce I measure.
And I, return to sleep again.
I wish I could have a friend
Someone to understand what’s going on inside my head.
------ Final Lines ------
Understand now, where do you think it is I’m coming from.
Don’t you cry now, the sacrifice so beautiful the draining blood
The Red Sky's bright, The inside of your life is poisoned from
Fascist Evil, My pleasure to save you from the rising sun.
Not another, day will you ever have to wake up.
I was sent here, to save all the wounded ones.
Just lay back and, enjoy the coming of your fate.
As you join me, in my sedate state.
You’re gunna see it, you won’t believe it.
Don’t deny it, Lies won’t help it.
You’re gunna cry now, sacrifice now,
For my pleasure, an ounce I measure.
FleetWood Mac/Stevie Nicks
'LANDSLIDE'
I took my love and I took it down
Climbed a mountain and turned around
And I saw my reflection in the snow-covered hills
'til the landslide brought it down
Oh, mirror in the sky -What is love?
Can the child within my heart rise above?
Can I sail through the changin'...ocean tides
Can I handle the seasons of my life?
I don't know.....I don't know
Well I've been afraid of changin'
because I've built my life around you
But time makes you bolder, even children get older
And I'm getting older too....
So, take my love...take it down
Climb a mountain and turn around
and if you see my reflection in the snow-covered hills...
well the landslide will bring it down
The landslide will bring it down
afi
'DANCING THROUGH SUNDAY'
Will you join me in this dance, this dance of misery
Cradled in imposs... impossibility?
Swooning, I am swept away
Swept off my feet, with step by step by step
We take the lead as drop by drop, we start... to bleed
(Oh, we dance in misery)
And we dance on, and we dance on
(Oh, we dance in misery)
All lost in the arms of our misery, oh
(Oh, we dance in misery)
And we dance on, and we dance on
Swept off our feet by misery, we're swept into the shadows
Will you lend yourself to beauty that will horrify?
Let me hide within your black, the still inside your eyes
Deafened, caught within a cry
So sensual, as step by step by step, I seperate
As breath to breath, as I... suffocate
(Oh, we dance in misery)
And we dance on, and we dance on
(Oh, we dance in misery)
All lost in the arms of our misery, oh
(Oh, we dance in misery)
And we dance on, and we dance on
Swept off our feet by misery, we're swept into the shadows
So who will follow? Who is the lead?
I know I'll leave a stain, because I bleed
As we dance, we all dance
We all... have no chance in this horrid romance
(Oh, we dance in misery)
And we dance on, and we dance on
(Oh, we dance in misery)
All lost in the arms of our misery, oh
(Oh, we dance in misery)
And we dance on, and we dance on
Swept off our feet by misery, we're swept into the shadows
Swept off our feet by misery, we're swept into the shadows
'THIS TIME IMPERFECT'
I cannot leave here, I cannot stay,
Forever haunted, more than afraid.
Asphyxiate on words I would say,
I'm drawn to a blackened sky as I turn blue.
There are no flowers, no not this time,
There'll be no angels gracing the lines,
Just these stark words, I find.
I'd show a smile, but i'm too weak,
I'd share with you could I only speak,
Just how much this, hurts me.
I cannot stay here, I cannot leave,
Just like all I loved, I make believe.
Imagine heart, I disappear, seems,
No one will appear, here and make me real.
There are no flowers, no not this time,
There'll be no angels gracing the lines,
Just these stark words, I find.
I'd show a smile, but i'm too weak,
I'd share with you could I only speak,
Just how much this, hurts me.
I'd tell you how it haunts me,
I'd tell you how it haunts me,
(cuts through my day, and sinks into my dreams.)
I'd tell you how it haunts me,
(cuts through my day, and sinks into my dreams.)
You don't care that it haunts me.
Oh,
There are no flowers, no not this time,
There'll be no angels gracing the lines,
Just these stark words, I find.
I'd show a smile, but i'm too weak,
I'd share with you could I only speak,
Just how much this, hurts me.
Just how much this, hurts me.
Just how much you...
Taproot
'SUMTIMES'
What I excel in best
Is my excessiveness
Self deprecation
I hate myself sometimes
How can I be down when all that I want is in my reach
What's wrong with me?
Fuck it
Sumtimes I can feel so touch and go
Sumtimes as my self esteem is low
Sumtimes...at least I know sumtimes I'm beautiful
Beautiful
And if I wasn’t me
I’d still just laugh at me
And point the finger
And blame myself as well
I will not succumb to any of my peers
I’m in control
and I'm losing it
Fuck it
Sumtimes I can feel so touch and go
Sumtimes as my self esteem is low
Sumtimes…well at least I know sumtimes I’m beautiful
Beautiful
Sumtimes as my feelings coincide
Sumtimes while I struggle to survive
Sumtimes…well at least I know sumtimes I’ll be alright
Be alright
'ART'
Occasionally I feel like the walls around are closing in on me
Physically I feel sometimes I need seclusion to be free
The irony at last I see reality is my perception
And my personality is my reflection
I must eliminate and change yesterday’s
Yesterday’s pains today
I must eliminate and change yesterday’s
Yesterday’s pains today
I need to be set free from the smiles that are scarring my skin sarcastically
And cause it seems to comfort and freeze in full around me mentally
The irony at last I see reality is my deception
And my personality is my deflection
I must eliminate and change yesterday’s
Yesterday’s pains today
I must eliminate and change yesterday’s
Yesterday’s pains today
Can I make it?
I'll try
Can I take it?
I'll try
I’ve finally healed my wounds and healing the next thing and pouring out of me
The precious success becoming apparently a bigger part of me
Im looking back at the things I cant remove the past
Ok with me
The future is brighter than I could imagine it to be…
I must eliminate and change yesterday’s
Yesterday’s pains today
I must eliminate and change yesterday’s
Yesterday’s pains today
BORDOM INSTALLMENST.....
You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.
What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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You are Jack the Ripper. Yours were some of the
most brutal murders recorded in history--yet
your case is still to this day unsolved. You
came from out of the fog, killed violently and
quickly and disappeared without a trace. Then
for no apparent reason, you satisfy your blood
lust with ever-increasing ferocity, culminating
in the near destruction of your final victim,
and then you vanish from the scene forever. The
perfect ingredients for the perennial thriller.
You are quite the mysteriously demented?
Which Imfamous criminal are you?
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You are dead inside and don't experience sadness
that often
Why are you sad? [amazing pictures] For darker people
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