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GENERAL - I am Pagan Witch and into the Goth/Industrial scene. I work on cars and computers for a hobby. I luv music and drawing. I draw mostly mythical things like dragons. If you visit my website above, it has more information about me and some more pics. I work as a Network/Systems Administrator. I am also an ex Automotive Technician. I am a member of XDA-Developers.com where I contribute & share with other members my work on hacking & customizing Windows Mobile Pocket PC Cell Phones. Example of some of my work...



MUSIC - Goth/Rock, Goth/Industrial, Dance, Trance, Heavy Metal, Rave, etc. I listen to almost anything beside country and disco which I hate with a fiery passion. My passion will always be goth/industrial though.

Cursed

Cursed with a final memory of a past life. Nightmares of a time long ago. I come upon my love to find her dying. I rush to her side and lift her into my arms. The vision of a woman cloaked in darkness, Who I am never to know the identity. I break into a fury of angry for the gods have taken her from me. My body is torn into a reincarnation of my true form. Dragon like wings rip from my back, blood pouring down onto the ground into a pool. Horns of Amethyst grow out from the back of my skull, eyebrows, shoulders, elbows, and knees. My skin lightens to pale lavender. Dark purple outlines my eyes and cover the back side of my wings. My hair turns a purple-black color. My teeth transform into Amethyst, Growing into deadly fangs. Amethyst claws grow out from my fingers and toes. My feet become elongated. I wrap my wings around her as she lays in my arms. We take off into the night sky under a full moon. I have now come back to this world after centuries in another plane in search of her again. Cursed never to know who she is or if she has come back for me. I hunt for her like a wolf hunts its prey. I will forever be cursed by this dream. She is always cloaked in darkness. The gods forbid me to come back for her and I have defied them. Now they have cursed me to live out this life in search of someone I'll never know. I am forever punished for defying them by coming back for her. I will live out life alone. This dream is so vivid. I long to be the way I was in that time. I am forever lost in this world now not knowing what to do. I will not let the gods have their way. I will find her. I will find a way to undo their curse. They will not keep me from her. I will not allow them to keep us apart.