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im random, crazy, and bipolar. i dont really give a crap about religion. the way i see it, i have bigger priorities at the moment. i dont mind being alone, just not for to long. it's complicated...^_^" im a lil more cautious with ppl than i am with anything. the reason why? i've been lied to and hurt one too many times, so i dont really completely trust anyone. sad, but true. Currently i'm writing five books and a short story. mostly likely they wont be kid worthy. i will never judge anyone unless they want my honest opinion. I have learned that a lot of people in this world aren't nearly all they're cracked up to be. I could care less. I cannot stand posers. even though being full of shit isn't illegal, it still kind of pisses me off. I have some supernateral ability, especially concerning spirits. it's been getting stronger as i get older so i've become a little jumpy. I'm not afraid of anything. fear is kinda a waste of time. I hate twilight. there's nothing cool about a 107 year-old, sparkly undead virgin dating a pathetic susie-q. the whole thing kinda makes me wanna puke up blood.....dont u just love the gory details? i have an odd habit of staring at blood and sometimes i'll lick it from my own wounds. i'm not a vampire. i just like looking at it and find the taste interesting. i realy love it at night. it happens to be when i'm happiest, besides tht i really love it when it rains. everything changes. the colors are more brilliant and the rain makes me feel alive. like crying with the heartache. i also have a habit of crying without cause. i would kill to have a shoulder to cry on, but sometimes it's best to handle it alone. i absolutely love occult literature. though some of the plots are a little overused. probably because some authors have no idea what they're writing about and their research was half-assed. someday i plan to move to romania. it would be killer to walk through the woods at night and i roam the carpathians. if u want to know more, just ask.