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I keep starting writing this 'About me' but end up erasing it.

How is one to describe themselves? We are always in a state of constant flux. Changing to adapt to the world around us.....

I am Proxy.

I will always refer to myself and other as children for we never stop growing and learning. If I do call you a child do not take offense to this. I am not attacking you in any way. It's just how I view things.

Also I will warn those of you now I am a flirt....it's natural and harmless. Yes I will joke around. I will do all those little things that comes with flirting...it's just how I am BUT do not take this seriously. Do not read into my behavior as wanting something to do with you....its very rare that I mean anything by it. I'm....what people call....picky. lol

I'm not a social creature. In some ways I am for I do enjoy company and I enjoy meeting new people but as far as putting myself out there....sites like this is my only real attempt at making new friends. So when I talk to you be aware I may sound a bit distant....I just don't do well when first talking to someone new.

Other tidbits about Ms. Proxy
I am an avid music lover. It pretty much consumes my daily life. I sing or hum when doing tasks at work. It's it always within my reach or playing across my mind. Music is my creative muse.

I also follow the Pagan path as you may have noticed by my Screen Name. Hecate is my Goddess to whom I walk this winding path. She guides me in the darkest night and shelters me in the wildest storm. This is not a simple path I take but one of dips and turns but I shall never stray.

I consider myself a book worm. I am often found sitting in the floor of the library next to a pile of books or leaving with at least five or more. I am always up for exchanging of favorite authors or reading amateur stories online. Though I am a bit picky as well. No matter how good the idea or how wildly popular it is if it is written poorly I will toss it across the room and yell obscene things at it (this is a fact that has been witnessed)

I know a fair bit about the occult since I tend to have friends whose sole interest dabble in such things. Its not something I would say I....enjoy....but I also will not shy away from these things. I've dealt with two demons and a few ghosts. Feel free to ask me about these tales. I am open and willing to share them with any who are interested.

The only thing I ever do ask of those who stumble upon my little page please meet me with an open mind and I shall do the same. I am an open and honest person. Ask and I shall answer.

Blessed Be...

Proxy




The current favorite song:

Lost- Within temptation

My hope is on fire
My dreams are for sale
I dance on a wire
I don't want to fail her

I walk against the stream
Far from what I believe in
I run towards towards the end
Trying not to give in

She's lost in the darkness
Fading away
I'm still around here
Screaming her name
She's haunting my dreamworld
Trying to survive
My heart is frozen
I'm losing my mind

Help me, I'm buried alive
Buried alive

I'm burning the bridges
And there's no return
I'm trying to reach her
I feel that she yearns

I walk against the stream
Far from what I believe in
I run towards towards the end
Trying not to give in

She's lost in the darkness
Fading away
I'm still around here
Screaming her name
She's haunting my dreamworld
Trying to survive
My heart is frozen
I'm losing my mind

Help me, I'm buried alive
Buried alive

I tried to revive what's already drowned
They think I'm a fool
Can't realize,
Hope plays a wicked game with the mind
'Cause I thought that love would bind
I cannot revive what's already drowned
She won't come around

She's lost in the darkness
Fading away
I'm still around here
Screaming her name
She's haunting my dreamworld
Trying to survive
My heart is frozen
I'm losing my mind

Help me, I'm buried alive
Buried alive