HisFelina's Profile at Vampire Rave.

I do apologize for the background music, I hate embedded music myself, but I can't seem to make youtube videos autoplay here anymore, and so I feel like I had no other options but to embed a song. The song in question is titled "Perfect Servant" and it's by the band William Control. I do hope it's not too horribly annoying for you.

So, you've stumbled upon this profile, let me start off by saying no, I'm not new, so please don't welcome me. I've likely been here longer than most of you anyway, as I've been stalking the halls of Vampire Rave for over sixteen years now. Yup, I'm an oldie. No, I am not trying to hide, if you're smart enough you can figure out who I am, and if you need some help, allow me to offer this: I am my own referral. Great! Now that we have all that sorted, allow me to explain the meaning behind this name, this profile.

The name, HisFelina, is special to me. I met Slain back in 2013, I believe. We hit it off almost immediately, because we're both just that awesome. Our personalities fit really well together. Over the course of our friendship he gave me the pet name, Felina. I actually used it as a profile for a good amount of time. That name means a lot to me, as very few people give me unique pet names. And, well, it fits me rather well. Now, the whole his part. I'm not claiming to be Slain's, we're not together, he's not my Sir or anything. But, it fits, as I am his felina. He is the only one who calls me that, therefore, in a sense, I'm his. It makes sense, trust me. Or rather, it makes sense to he and I, and really, that's all that matters. I don't need to explain my reasoning to you, random person reading this. As for why I created this account. Well, I get bored easily and need to find ways to keep myself busy. VR has always been one of those ways. So, why not create a new account? I can, so I did. End of story. I assure you, I have no ulterior motives, this isn't going to be used to start drama or anything, I really don't care. I just want to see where I can take this.

A little about myself. I am a panromantic demisexual. Meaning I can be romantically attracted to anyone, regardless of sex or gender identity, but to be sexually attracted to a person, there needs to be an established emotional bond between myself and the other person. Simply put, I'll date anyone but I won't sleep with them until there is that emotional connection between us. When it comes to my romantic relationships, I'm strictly monogamous. I have nothing against those who delve into polyamory, if they can make it work, all the power to them, but that's just not for me. What's mine is mine, I do not share. Also, I don't believe polyamory really works. I have plenty of friends who fall into that catagory, and in the end, things usually always go bad, even with ground rules and understandings between the main couple. So, it's just not my thing. I find I tend to only focus on one person at a time anyway. When I'm in a relationship, no one else exists outside of my partner.

All that said, I am in a committed relationship. It'll be a year come December, and honestly, my partner is my forever. We're as good as married at this point, though marriage is in the future, I'm just not in any rush. He is my everything, there's no one I could ever want more than him. Please respect that when speaking to me.

I know I've been a masochist from a very young age, I don't know what it is about pain, but it sets me on fire like nothing else can. As a submissive, I've found that submission and masochism tend to blend together quite beautifully. I have a rather high tolerance for pain, which can lead to lots of fun. Impact play is my favorite, though electroplay is a pretty close second. I relish in the sting of a hand or leather against bare flesh, and I proudly bear the marks. I'm also a rope bunny, as I've recently started dabbling in shibari. Shibari is the art of tying a person up using intricate patterns, and it's probably one of the more beautiful forms of art in the BDSM scene. At least to me. I like restraints, which is probably why I find enjoyment in shibari. Being retrained or bound and at my partner's mercy is something I derive great pleasure from.

With passion burning in her deep, dark eyes
She stared up at him
Silently pleading,
Silently begging,
More
She needed so much more
She needed everything he could give her
The pain, the pleasure,
Oh, the pleasure...
He was the only one
The only one who could set her on fire,
Who made her quiver and burn
He was Sir
And she was his,
His toy, his plaything
To use and abuse
To take and to keep
Oh, how she loved it, the freedom
That freedom only found
When completely and ardently
Giving all of herself to him
The freedom of total
Submission
- Written by me, February 2019 -

So, that's it. Do forgive me for not making this more interesting, for not giving you all the stupid, pretty pictures to look at. I figured I would keep this relatively short compared to my other profiles. If you wish to know anything about me as a person, feel free to stop by my main account, immortalxkiss, as it's the most detailed profile I've written if not just a tad bit out of date in some areas. If you don't, and I know that's 99.9% of you, I'll take whatever rating you wish to bestow upon me and be happy, because numbers don't matter. With all of that out of the way, I bid you adieu.

I'm proud to be a part of House Eternal.

My other accounts:
TheFireWithin, and immortalxkiss.

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