Lestat420's Profile at Vampire Rave.

Well It is going to be a New Year so I think its is time for a New beggining to my layer....Welcome all to my page....If you cant already tell my code name is Lestat..My real name that I was cursed with is Angie. Well I hope who ever views my profile enjoys what they read and see....Well...Here is a little of my poetry...

Am I Alone?

I get a funny feeling,
it comes from deep inside.
I get all mad and angry,
wanting to go and hide.

My doctor calls it depression,
my dad says it's just me.
But the thoughts and feelings,
no one will ever be able to see.

Some say I'm psycho,
some say I'm just weird.
It's like I'm a different person,
and the old me just disappeared.

I get really edgy,
I want to commit suicide real bad.
Then I get a headache,
followed by feeling sad.

I wish I could get help,
I wish it would go away.
Maybe if I keep praying real hard,
it will some day.

Alone, I cry in dark hollow room
I am to be doomed.
The sounds of fingers scratching on the door
Pleading to give me know more.
No more of what? Life.
A yell I scream loud enough for the dead to wake
Does anyone hear me for goodness sake?
Quivering like a newborn
It’s as though I have been scorn.
Since no one is hearing what I say
There shall not be another day.

Did Not Die

Do not stand at my grave and forever weep.
I am not there; I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn’s rain.
When you awaken in the morning’s hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and forever cry.
I am not there. I did not die

WHY??

This damn depression is taking over my life.
At the rate things are going, I'll never be a wife.
I am always feeling sad and blue,
I just don't know what to do.
If I am not feeling sad,
I'm constantly mad.
mad at what I'm not sure,
I wish I had the cure.
To make all of this go away,
so the sun could shine another day.
I wish I could feel the sun beams shine down,
but I feel like I'm stuck in the cold hard ground.
I wish I knew what caused this to happen to me.
I remember the days of being happy and care free.
Those days are no where to be found,
trust me I've been looking around.
I feel like crying all day long,
like I'm constantly doing wrong.
What did I do to deserve this pain?
It's always loss and never gain.
I see myself falling more day by day,
emotions being pulled every which way.
When did this start and when will it end,
Because all I want to do is mend.
I want to be the old me,
not this mess you see.
I want to be giggly, cute and fun.
I want to jump, run and skip in the sun.
I want to go places and be a good friend.
I don't want this to be the end.
Lord, please just send me a sign,
so that I know everything will be fine.

Lestat

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Lestat
I am Obssessed with blood...I love the feeling of it moving its way down into my soul making me feel more powerful..I love the power it gives me... the thought that I am now a Vampire for ever sometimes makes me stop and think..but now i realize how lucky I am to be one of the beautiful creatures that stalk the night...I am a Vampire..and I love beng one...

If you dont Like Lestat Dont bother.

ok things I dont like:

-liars
-ppl who say shit and dont do it
-ppl who say they love you when they dont
-When ppl start yelling
-those girls who laugh and wear wear bright listick
-ppl who dont like queen of the damned
-ppl who dont like Lestat De Lioncourt

What I do like:
-Lestat
-Marilyn Manson
_All my friends on this site
-My math teacher :)
-ppl who love all vampires
-oh yeah Did I mention Lestat

What I look like:
-red and black hair
-goth
-puerto-rican and mexican
-brown eyz
-vampire fangs
-light color skin!
-5'5
-Weight: I dunno Not Fat Not skinny

He is GOD!

Thats me sitting down but this was like 3 yrs ago i look different....:) (the one with the cat ears)

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