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Lilith



Limbus Patrum (Coven)

Vampire Rave member for 18 years.

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Affiliation:  Limbus Patrum (Coven)
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Gender:  Female
Birthdate:  ?
Age:  ANCIENT
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The shadow realm in which my heart dwells




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Bite Lilith

Stalk Lilith


Quote:

Aeternum servans sub pectore vulnus, at spes non fracta.


Aeternum servans sub pectore vunlus, at spes non fracta. (Sorry I'm random at times but it usually cheers people up...I think...)


This is my friend Brianne a.k.a Kurumi (right) and me(left). We are at school. (ugh!) We were a little fucked up when this was taken, but don't worry...I'll try to get a better picture of me.

I have a lot of my poetry in my journal. If you want to read the poems you're more than welcome to

WICKED CLOWN LOVE TO ALL THE JUGGALOS AND JUGGALETTES!!
HATCHETMAN UNTIL THE DAY I DIE!

Feel free to message, instant message, or email me at anytime.

What is your name? Christen Rose but my nickname is Stalker

Are you named after anyone? no

What's your screename? YIM:crimson_beauty_demise
AIM:eternalshadows16 or morbidpain16 if you want to message me I'm always on...however, sometimes I'm invisible.

Feel free to yim or email me at anytime.

Would you name a child of yours after you? no

If you could switch names with a friend who would it be? no one

Are there any mispronounciations/typos that people do with your name constantly? constantly

Would you drop your last name if you became famous? don't have to worry about that...I'll never be famous

Basics

Your gender: Female



Straight/Gay/Bi: none of your business

Birthdate: 08-16-1990

Your age: 15

Age you act: depends on the day...usually older than I really am

Age you wish you were: does it matter? I'll die any way

Your height: 5"5'



Eye color: hazel

Happy with it? no

Hair color: black

Happy with it? yes

Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: ambidextrous

Have any pets? yes

Whats your job? being invisible...student as well



Piercings? yes

Tattoos? only the one that I gave myself

Obsessions? does that include being alone?

Addictions? not really



Do you speak another language? yes

Do you have a webpage? working on it

Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it

Do you live in the moment? usually

Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? depends

Do you have any secrets? yes

Do you hate yourself? yes

Do you like your handwriting? only because I can read it

Do you have any bad habits? yes

What is the compliment you get from most people? "You're so pretty" to the people who say this to me I'd like to say...YOU'RE FUCKING DILLUSIONAL...thank you.

What's your biggest fear? hurting the people I care about

Can you sing? my friends say I can but I don't think so.

Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? I pretend to be some else in order to make other people happy


This is my sister Mindy (bottom) and myself (top).

Are you a loner? yes

If you were another person, would you be friends with you? no



Are you a daredevil? sometimes

Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? not sure but I'm sure there is and I just haven't realized it

Are you passive or agressive? depends

Do you have a journal? no



What is your greatest strength and weakness? my greatest strength is the ability to block out emotions and my greatest weakness you'll never find out

If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? nothing. you are who you are and no one can change that

Do you think you are emotionally strong? sometimes

Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? I'm not at liberty to tell you that

Do you think life has been good so far? no

Do you think you are good looking? I don't think so but other people say that I am then again they could probably go screw themselves



Are you confident? if you mean do I have self-esteem than no

Do You...

Smoke? not anymore

Do drugs? no



Read the newspaper? no

Pray? not to god

Go to church? only when I'm forced to go

Talk to strangers who IM you? yes

Sleep with stuffed animals? just one and I only keep it to remind me of something I should never be able to forget

Take walks in the rain? yes because I'm stupid like that

Talk to people even though you hate them? depends on why I hate them

Maniac killer

You are a maniac
killer.

It doesn't matter who they are and what they
have or haven't done. You still want to kill
them. And for a simple reason only; it's fun.
Seeing people in pain is like ecstasy. Maybe
you have some sort of mental problems or you
are this way because of previous deep scars,
only you know. But now you are sadistic and
maybe you only like to see a special group of
people be in pain (e.g. preps). However you are
not the most social person in the bunch and
people think you are weird. That bothers you
somewhat but atleast you can entertain yourself
with daydreaming about killing them. After all,
they have no idea what's coming.

Main weapon: Explosives and torture
equpiment
Quote: "Insanity: a perfect
rational adjustment to an insane world" -
R.D. Lang
Facial expression: Wicked smile



Drive? no

Cynical
Life sucks and you know it. Nothing ever turns out
okay, nothing ever goes your way and while you
have to live this horrible life the gods are
laughing at you. The whole meaning with life,
according to you, is simply to die. But you
have not become this way just like that, you
have probably been decieved, betrayed and hurt
by people who meant alot to you in your past.
To you, life is not even bittersweet.

Like to drive fast? yes

Evanescence-Bring me to life
You are "Bring me to life" by
Evanescence. Hopeless, depressed and soulless
are your keywords. Yet you have a hope, someone
who can see you for who you are. Keep
searching, or start to.

Would or Have You Ever?

Reality
Your wise quote is: "Reality bites with a
variety of sizes of teeth"(-Tony Follari)
As a person, you think life is just plain
painful, horrible and everything else you don't
like. Happy people confuse you. Alot. I mean,
why are they so happy anyway? You are depressed
and perhaps utterly alone and live life rather
montone. You feel there is no reason to really
be here and feel helpless.

Liked your voice? no

broken soul
Your soul is broken.
You are living through a lot of pain everyday
that you have to deal with, which is making you
sorrowful. No one ever stays by your side when
you truly need them and no one ever will.
Everything is hopeless and tragic and you keep
yearning for the day you will be free from
pain. Love is unlikely to happen to you because
you isolate yourself and are suspicious of
peoples motives. You stand in the shadows of
the world, watching what you can never have.
The bruises you carry never seems to heal, your
mind is dark and no one seems to understand or
wants to help. As always, you will be alone in
the world, fighting your dark thoughts by
yourself.

Hurt yourself? yes

Killer
Your connection with darkness is through your
murderous ways/thoughts. You want to kill, get
away with it and do it again and again etc. To
be in charge of peoples lives, to decide if
someone should live or die makes you feel
powerful. And power is addicting. But chances
are you haven't commited murder(torture/rape)
yet. So far theese thoughts stay inside and
haven't come to life. Most people wouldn't
expect you to want to do this(maybe close
friends/familymembers) since you look just like
an ordinary Joe (but sometimes theese types
stand out). In school you were likely the quiet
one who seemed harmless. Isn't is fun to prove
people wrong?

Been out of the country? yes

Darkness element
Your element is Darkness. You are the truly evil
one with a black heart and no soul. People
avoid you since you cause so much trouble and
enjoy seeing others in pain. You would like
nothing more than to rule this earth and be
hailed by all. Everyone is annoying and stupid
anyway and are a waste of oxygen. You are
probably a cast-away from society and family
and have had a tough life where you learned to
live the hard way. Now you want revenge on your
pain and can no longer feel love nor care. You
do not wish to befriend anyone and you
certainly do not wish to be in love. As a
student of having learnt everything the hard
way, you tend to be manipulative when you want
something for yourself. In your head there is
only you that matters, and why shouldn't it? No
one cares about you so why should you? In
school you probably ditch classes and go
somewhere else instead of sitting in a
classroom. It is not that you are stupid,
because you're probably very smart, but
everyone annoy you. And having to sit in the
same room, breathing the same air as your
enemies is not desired by you.

Eaten something that made other people sick? yes

Been in love? not really

Done drugs? no

Gone skinny dipping? no

HASH(0x8be1e20)
Your dark side is centered around Pain. You feel
you want to scream and cry, want to leave this
place and run away from everything but you
can't, you are trapped inside your head and
there is no way out. All you want is a
beautiful unique mind just like you, can listen
and understand so you can full your world with
happiness and peace. You will find what you
want when you simplify your life and stop
looking to the dark side.

What is the center of your dark core? (updated)
brought to you by Quizillanot really

HASH(0x8caab88)
The Dark Sorcerer- You can conjur black or
destructive magic at will, your purpose is for
revenge even if it means blood will be spilt-
But be careful what goes around comes around

What Kind Of Power Could You Possess?
brought to you by Quizilla

Had surgery? yes

Ulaenyth is your Vampire name.
You are the ultimate evil Vampire. World
domination is not just a goal for you, but a
near-reality. You have killed Humans for doing
less than coughing in your company.
To use your new Vampire name and become a Vampire,
go here:
www.life-blood.vze.com

What is your Vampire name?
brought to you by Quizilla

Ran away from home? not yet but I'm so tempted

Played strip poker? no

Darkness
Your element is Darkness: Self centered, strong
willed, mischievous and mysterious. Your quite
dark and often times frightening, although you
may be good looking its just a costume hiding
the darkness of your heart. You detest everyone
but yourself, people are simply insects to be
burned under the power of your magnifying
glass. People are somewhat drawn to your
mystery but find out to little to late how
cruel you can be. But you have a passionate
soul, that is unless you already sold it.
Pursuing whatever you set your mind to, you
look at life with a 'Shut up and leave me
alone' attitude most often because people
generally seem to annoy you. You may be the
ruler of darkness but you can often times be
generally lonely wishing for someone to share
in your dance of darkness so long as they know
who is the master.

.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
brought to you by Quizilla

Gotten beaten up? unfortunatly

DemonWings
Yours are DEMON wings, possibly resembling
those of a bat - huge, black, and clawed. You
are cold and impure, and a born Creature of the
Night. Possibly with an interest in those of a
vampyric nature, or possibly one yourself. You
have little sympathy or care for humanity and
see them as existing for no real purpose -
thus, you can be very manipulative and bend
them to fit YOUR purpose. And you do have a
purpose, to everything you do. Nine times out
of ten it will be strictly for your own self
gratification or perhaps merely amusement. As
soon as a person or situation is no longer
productive or pleasurable in your life, you
will rid yourself of it or them. You could very
well have just a touch of superiority complex
(or perhaps more than a touch?). Despite all of
this, you are capable of love so intense that
you place that person's wishes even above your
own - the only time that you will do so.
Chances are you are attracted to people in
which you see...yourself. Though many hate you
for your carelessness and evil...Sexy, fierce,
sinful, and mysterious...you turn me on.

Image Source: http://www.tainted-
visions.net/deception/images/darkangel.jpg

*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
brought to you by Quizilla

Beaten someone up? yes

Caitiff
Some Kindred, either from ignorance of their
linneage or dilution of clan traits due to thin
blood, have no distinguishable clan to speak
of. These Caitiff are often seen as little more
than pawns by most factions, especially the
Camarilla. Cannon fodder at best and hunted
outcasts at worst, they keep to themselves or
others of their kind for the most part, viewed
by those of "purer" blood as clueless
proles or weak-blooded, useless drones. Of
course, at times, their independance from clan
politics can prove significantly advantageous.

Which Vampire: The Masquerade clan do you belong in?
brought to you by Quizilla

Been picked on? what do you mean "been"? I still am being picked on

Black Goth
You Are A Black Goth. You Are Evil And Only Depend
On Your Self.

What Color Goth Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

Been on stage? yes

Evil
Satanic Evil: When you walk into a room all eyes
are on you, you're the dark heart of the scene.
You seem to have so much power about you people
naturally gravitate toward you. You can't blame
them though; your dramatic good looks attract
men like moths to a flame. You're often found
studying ancient books of rites than clubbing.
Solitude is not a preference its a way of life,
how else would you get time to think? You seem
to be on a mission to the top, not letting
anything get in your way. Which strikes people
as selfish and cruel as they slowly get to know
you, they don't realise that you dont give a
damn about whom you hurt so long as you've
inflicted so much pain they never interfere
again. You wear your black leather corset and
pointy boots tight and accent the rest of your
body depending on your mood. Your motto is
"Mind your own damn business"

What is your style of Gothic Beauty?
brought to you by Quizilla

Slept outdoors? yes

1
BEAUTIFUL ICE PRINCESS/PRINCE .You need distance
between you and your partner in your
relationship. You are very difficult to get.
You have big requirements and this one you love
must try hard to get you. But after she/he melt
your heart she/he will be the most happy person
in the world. You need someone who shoes you
that you are special and it makes you feel
good to see that you are loved. She/He shall
know that you could easily get another
girl/boyfriend but you wont as long as you
love him. when she/he hurts you you will hurt
him too, but in general you dont get hurt. If
your partner cheated you ,you would react cold
and immediately (try to) forget him
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.You can always
message me or tell me how I can improve that
quiz. Ill sure write back.

~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
brought to you by Quizilla

Thought about suicide? more than once everyday

HASH(0x8a43854)
Jaguar Spirit Calls To You!
Jaguar's Wisdom
Includes:


Seeing the roads within chaos

Understanding the patterns of chaos

Moving without fear in the darkness

Facilitating soul work

Empowering oneself

Moving in unknown places

Shapeshifter

Psychic sight


If you enjoyed this quiz, please rate and I may
do another!
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Animal Spirit Guides ~ Which One Calls To You?
brought to you by Quizilla

Gone one day without food? yes

Beautiful
You are a beautiful vampire...You may use your
beauty to get what you want, but most likely
wi;ll not seduce them...but, then again, you
never know...either way, you are the pick of
the litter. Live fast, die beautiful.

What Kind Of Vampire Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

Talked on the phone all night? yes

Selene
SELENE: You are selene!
Beautiful, vivacious,
fierce and seductive, Selene vowed she would
destroy Lycans after her family was murdered by
the werewolves. So ruthless is she that selene
is a member of the Death Dealers. This elite
Vampire warrior class's mission is to make the
Lycans extinct.
Ever wish you could be a
vampire?

Which UNDERWORLD character are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex? yes

Slept all day? no

Killed someone? yes but it was an accident

Made out with a stranger? no

Had sex with a stranger? no

Thought you're going crazy? no

Kissed the same sex? yes

Done anything sexual with the same sex? maybe

Been betrayed? almost every fucking day of my pathetic life on this miserable little planet

Had a dream that came true? yes

Broken the law? yes

Met a famous person? yes

Have you ever killed an animal by accident? yes

On purpose? no

Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? no. I ALWAYS keep secrets


Member Since: Jun 15, 2005
Last Login: Nov 04, 2006
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Enjoy the darkness..
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