Flesh is a dream, and dreams have flesh.
I must warn you, be cautious as you enter my Realm. Only the Elite are welcome.
If you love walking in the rain.
If the sound of crying brings a smirk of joyless laughter to your lips.
If the smell of rich soil bathed in dew makes your heart fill with joy.
If you go crazy at the feel of cool black leather touching your bare skin.
Or if you are just weird.
1.) if you have awful English don`t bother messaging me. Spelling mistakes make me mad.
2.) just leave off small talk.
Other than that, please do come over if you want to talk, however tell me if you add me to your friends` list.
So, something about me... well, I`m a very introvert person, so I choose the people I reveal myself to rather carefully. Actually there is really no one who knows every side of me. Like a diamond, I have many facets. Anyway, if you wanna take a peek at the real me read my journal. That`s where all the important stuff is. This is just the outside description; an illusory simulacrum of all my complex strangeness.
Here`s a divine poem that BloodGod wrote for me. It`s simpy perfect in that it captivates me like a frozen butterfly... verrry difficult. The guy`s a genius!
You hide your eyes
showing only your ravenblack hair
but to people you know
does it seem fair?
Lady of mystery
means lady of might
from others' sight
Your disguise is your power
your shield from pain
never showing that inside
you may be going insane
So, to start with the expected mode of introduction. Here are some things about myself. I do this very much against my better judgement however, because as I (and Oscar Wilde) like to say 'TO DEFINE IS TO LIMIT'
I`m a Maltese 27 year old girl. Long black hair, big black eyes full of pain and mystery, high cheekbones and medium height. I am VERY moody. And, I admit, I am also very self-centred - and I love it too! I have many passions and desires - I have tried to put in some of them in this profile, but have barely scraped the tip of the proverbial ice-berg. Anyway, to write them all here would be impossible and diminishing, so I won`t. You must be deemed worthy before knowing me better. Darkness is my nature and my pride.
Well ok, here`s something about myself then. Still they`re only really mundane details so not very important.
What's your name?
How old are you?:
When is your Birthday?:
Where were you born?:
Where do you live now?:
What color are your eyes?:
What color is your hair?:
How tall are you?:
How much do you weigh?:
What is your race?:
What is your worst fear?:
Dying before I`ve ever done anything with my life
Do you smoke?:
Do you drink?:
Do you use drugs?:
Have you or will you ever steal?:
Yes, i've stolen, but I was just a kid and it was a prank
Are you dependable and/or trustworthy?:
Do you have any tattoos and/or piercing
None except the usual piercings on earlobes, worse luck. I want a tattoo though.
If you had a choice about how you wanted to die what would it be?:
Flying from somewhere VERY high up
Have you ever tried to commit suicide?:
No. Thought about it a lot though.
Have you ever purposely caused harm to yourself or someone else?:
Are you evil?:
Yes *grins wickedly*
Do you believe that you can be possessed?:
By someone alive or someone dead?
Are you paranoid?:
Do you ever get jealous of somebody else?:
Are you obsessive and/or compulsive?
Are you a violent person?:
Do you take your anger out on other people?:
Yes, a lot.
Do you blame other people for your mistakes?:
What is your favorite movie?:
Who is your favorite band?:
What kind of books do you read?:
Epic Fantasy and Horror
What is your favorite color?:
What is your favorite food?:
What is your favorite drink?:
Do you study martial arts?:
Would you ever kill yourself or someone else?
Are you kinky?:
Do you like biting?:
Do you watch pornography?:
Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color?:
Do you like to write poetry?:
Do you like to do your own photography?:
Hmm not much good at that.
Do you have any self inflicted scars?:
Are you religious?:
Do you believe in vampires?:
Does pain turn you on?:
Do you believe in witchcraft?:
Of course; I`m a Wiccan through and through and have been since I was 12 years old. PAGAN PRIDE!!!
Do you like to rave or go to clubs often?:
Do you believe in love at first (bite) fright?:
This or that......
gold or silver:: silver
day or night:: night
black or white:: black
cat or dog:: cat
beer or weed:: weed
cigs or weed:: cigs
Sprite or 7UP:: sprite
Coca Cola or Pepsi:: coca cola
Phone or computer:: computer
Ocean or Lake:: ocean
Summer or Winter:: both
Spring or Autumn:: spring
TV or Radio:: TV
Pants or shorts:: pants
Burgers or Hot dogs:: burgers
Basketball or Football:: neither
Chocolate or Vanilla:: Chocolate.
Getting high or Stoned:: stoned
Burger King or McDonalds:: whatever
Recliners or Couches:: Both
Baby boy or Baby girl:: neither
Punk or Rap:: Punk
Emo or Heavy Metal:: Heavy Metal
Comedy or Drama:: drama
Alive or Dead:: alive
Happy or sad:: Happy.
Sunny or Raining:: raining
Dumb or Smart:: smart
Wine or Beer:: wine
Tall or Short:: Tall
Love or Lust:: Both
Fruit or Vegetables:: Fruit
Ham or Turkey:: Ham
Red or Pink:: red
Silence or Noise:: silence
Coffee or Tea:: coffee
Breakfast or Dinner:: dinner
Evening meal or desert:: Dessert
With others or Alone:: Alone
Black cats or Tabies:: Black cats
Dreams or Nightmares:: Dreams
4 tha ladiez....
hottest actor:: Brandon Lee (yeah he`s dead, so what?)
hottest singer:: Ville Valo
u eva kissed another girl b4:: where? lol
have u gotta nice ass:: oooh YES!
do u wear contacts:: yes
have u done any surgery:: no (all mine baby)
have u ever fancied someone who never knew:: yes
have u ever fancied someone u never talked to:: yes
has someone you never talked to fancied you:: yes
has someone ever asked you to have sex on the first date:: yes
on the second:: yes
would u shag someone for money:: no
would you shag someone just because they are good looking:: yes
would u shag someone even though u hate them:: if they are VERY good looking yes
would you shag someone younger than u:: no
would u shag a girl:: NO
would u do a menage-a-trois:: if the other 2 r both guys... who knows?
In a Boy/Girl?
Favourite Eye Color: Green or black
Favourite Hair Color: Black
Short or Long Hair: Long
Height: What do i care... as long as they`re not shorter than me
Best Clothing Style: Gothic
Tattoes? Oooh yes!
Having a difficult past? Why not? It would make him more interesting
Occupation: Not important
Three characteristics: Smart, deviant, mysterious
Epic Fantasy and Horror Books
Any kind of winged being :)
Surprises (nice ones of course)
Singing in the forest
Sheer white nightgowns
But most of all TO DREAM!
People who don`t accept no for an answer
Getting up early
Any other kind of green veg
People who enroach on my domain (make of that what you will)
My Dying Bride
The 69 Eyes
Type O Negative
Andrew Lloyd Webber
I ADORE tatoos, and plan on having one done as soon as I move to my own place (that`s way in the future for now). My tatoo will be exactly like the one in the picture below.
"Lilith" - Dante Gabriel Rossetti
Of Adam's first wife, Lilith, it is told
(The witch he loved before the gift of Eve,)
That, ere the snake's, her sweet tongue could deceive,
And her enchanted hair was the first gold.
And still she sits, young while the earth is old,
And, subtly of herself contemplative,
Draws men to watch the bright web she can weave,
Till heart and body and life are in its hold.
The rose and poppy are her flower; for where
Is he not found, O Lilith, whom shed scent
And soft-shed kisses and soft sleep shall snare?
Lo! as that youth's eyes burned at thine, so went
Thy spell through him, and left his straight neck bent
And round his heart one strangling golden hair.
"People once believed, that when someone dies, a crow carries their soul to the land of the dead. But sometimes, something so bad happens, that a terrible sadness is carried with it and the soul can't rest. Then sometimes, just sometimes the crow could bring that soul back to put the wrong things right."- 'The Crow'
Man: Haven't I seen you someplace before?
Woman: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore.
Man: Is this seat empty?
Woman: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down.
Man: Your place or mine?
Woman: Both. You go to yours, and I'll go to mine.
Man: So, what do you do for a living?
Woman: I'm a female impersonator.
Man: Hey baby, what's your sign?
Woman: Do not enter.
Man: How do you like your eggs in the morning?
Man: Your body is like a temple.
Woman: Sorry, there are no services today.
Man: I would go to the end of the world for you.
Woman: But would you stay there?
Man: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy.
Woman: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing.
Paper faces on parade . . .
Hide your face,
so the world will
never find you!
Every face a different shade . . .
Look around -
mask behind you!
Many people have discovered Wicca through books or internet, well, that is definitely not my case. When I was twelve I began to research into mythology, and began to believe in a Goddess and a God. I had never heared there was a religion with these beleifs, and I began to immagine of bringing back the ancient beleifs of the Mother Goddess (who, as you know, was widely worshipped in Malta) . When I was 16 I discovered a book called ' The Encyclopedia of Wicca and Witchcraft ' and realized that there existed a religion which embraced exactly my beliefs! Immagine my amazement when I got internet and found hundreds of websites and people with my same religion! I was simply elated! So, you see Wicca was allready in my blood long before I ever heard its name!!! I am what is called a ' naturally inclined witch ' in that I was not influenced by anything or anyone to tread this path. I am proud to be a Wiccan and always will be.
I can feel your soul of ice,
You hide yourself behind these lies
You became a creature of masquerade
It's your bleeding heart you hate
You're building a wall of confusion and lies,
Nobody can hear your silent cries
But when you sleep you dream of me
And I kiss you in your dreams...
From Blutengel`s 'Soul of Ice' - Describes me perfectly.
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