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Mikial



Limbus Patrum (Coven)

Vampire Rave member for 16 years.

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I hurt those who love me due to my lack of understanding about what it means to feel.



Hope

Hope is like an Idol of Gold
At once stunning to behold and at
another completly empty.

It pales in comparison to the truth that
so many hold dear,
a truth that so few actually belive.

Gone the ways of the Pagan gods,
Hope is a derilict notion.

Hope designed to bring joy and happiness,
instead fills all who it touches
with a shattered view.

What can one do when Hope dies?
Should one rally against the failing sun
or go softly?

I have no answers, no one does.
What I do have is Hope.


The Fool Card
You are the Fool card. The Fool fearlessly begins
the journey into the unknown. To do this, he
does not regard the world he knows as firm and
fixed. He has a seemingly reckless disregard
for obstacles. In the Ryder-Waite deck, he is
seen stepping off a cliff with his gaze on the
sky, and a rainbow is there to catch him. In
order to explore and expand, one must disregard
convention and conformity. Those in the throes
of convention look at the unconventional,
non-conformist personality and think What a
fool. They lack the point of view to understand
The Fool's actions. But The Fool has roots in
tradition as one who is closest to the spirit
world. In many tribal cultures, those born with
strange and unusual character traits were held
in awe. Shamans were people who could see
visions and go on journeys that we now label
hallucinations and schizophrenia. Those with
physical differences had experience and
knowledge that the average person could not
understand. The Fool is God. The number of the
card is zero, which when drawn is a perfect
circle. This circle represents both emptiness
and infinity. The Fool is not shackled by
mountains and valleys or by his physical body.
He does not accept the appearance of cliff and
air as being distinct or real. Image from: Mary
DeLave http://www.marydelave.com/


Which Tarot Card Are You?
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Friends
You need friends.
You have been very lonely in your life and
people have, for one reason or another, stayed
away from you. The isolation is killing you
inside and all you want is to feel a connection
with somebody else. You now have little
self-esteem left inside and have dark thoughts
about life and relationships. However you still
have that crave of friends inside of you, even
if you won't admit that to yourself anymore.
And even if you do have a friend, you still
feel lonely because you have a hard time
letting people in since you have been isolated
so long.


What Do You Need in Your Life? [dark pics]
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Sin
Angel of Sin.


What kind of Angel are you?
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Cutter
Your connection with darkness is through
self-harming. Life has hurt you so badly and it
feels like it always will. Of course, you just
want to get rid of it and has found out that
cutting releases your pain and tension. After
all, now it's you who decides to inflict pain,
not someone else. Perhaps you even feel guilty
afterwards when you've "come to your
senses". Due to this you tend to wear
long-sleeved shirts, if it's the wrists your
cutting. You fear your scars will be seen and
often keep away from people physiclly. Some
cutters just want to get caught doing it, to be
saved and for someone to care for them and
understand. While others may do it just because
there is too many problems they have to deal
with, and inflicting harm upon themselves seems
to be a good way out. This is the point where
I'm supposed to say that you should talk to
someone. The thing is though, I know as well as
you, it's hard seeking help. But it's still
highly recommended that you stop harming
yourself.


What is your connection with darkness? (pics)
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Confused
Your word is: Confused. You have reached a stage in
life where you have lost yourself completely.
Identity-crisis is only the first name, and
this is really depressing you. All you want is
to be yourself, but how can you, when you know
nothing? Others can not help in this situation,
only you can find yourself again and become
whole once more.


What dark word represents you? (anime pics and 7 outcomes)
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http://members.rogers.com/lim.jennifer/dark.jpg
In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything
because your eyes are covered up by tears! You
are constantly hurt and depressed... No one
seems to understand how you feel because
everyone is scared to get close to you... You
long to be able to reach out and tell someone
everything, and all of your problems... But you
have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to
want to hear what you have to say. You've been
hurt many times that you don't seem to have any
tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an
endless river flowing... You've started to hide
and bottle up all or your problems and
feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go
away... You want company, but at the same time,
you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your
room where you can just be alone and try to
throw away all of your aching pains. You're
dark and mysterious and people like you for
that reason. Even if you think you're all by
yourself in the dark, someone is always there
with you. Your special someone wants to admit
and show their feelings towards you, but
they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out
more and enjoy life because, it is far too long
to frown your way through :)


What Lies Behind Your Eyes?
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Dark Mask
You are a Dark Mask, the fourth class of vampire.
You can adapt easily to any climate and
situation. Your servants are few, mostly
because you choose not to sire others. Your
chief ability is shiftery-- you can become
anyone or anything. Overall, you are a great
person. Keep us guessing.


What class of vampire are you? (more new images!)
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Angel
You are one of the few out there whose wings are
truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and
divine, you are one blessed with a certain
cosmic grace. You are unequalled in
peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of
Light your wings are massive and a soft white
or silver. Countless feathers grace them and
radiate the light within you for all the world
to see. You are a defender, protector, and
caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver
of the wrong, chances are you are taken
advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often.
But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in
everyone and so this mistreatment does not make
you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will
try to help misguided souls find themselves and
peace. However not all Angelics allow
themselves to be gotten the better of - the
Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting
for the sake of Justice and protection of those
less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever
change - the world needs more people like you.

Image Copyright Sheila Wolk (prints available
through treefreegreetings.com) - words added by
myself.


*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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OutcastWhy do you cry?
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http://www.quizilla.com/cgi-bin/quiz/image/detail/detail.pl?id=1433214
You're Deep...You have the emotion... Lonliness
residing in your soul. I stand corrected you
have more then one emotion in your soul... you
have depression, sadness, sorrow and many more
depressing emotions there are in the world, you
have it all bottled up inside of you, and you
cant take it anymore. You may have lost a loved
one that was dear to you or you had a tragic
past with your relationships. You must of been
in love before and the one you chose to love,
didn't love you back and in the end it caused
you to have so much hurt and pain residing
inside of you. Maybe it's because a loved one
that was so close to you, had died so suddenly
and you arent recovering yet still after their
death. It's tearing you apart bit by bit, but
you decide not to show anyone how you feel, for
fear that they might hurt you again. Your
personality is that you keep to yourself, more
or less like a loner, and you arent very good
at making new friends because you are afraid of
what they might think of you. You are also
scared and torn between whether to love again
or hate the world for what it has done to you.
You don't want to feel what you have felt
before in the past, because if you did you were
afraid you might not be able to handle it and
end up hating everyone that still loves you no
matter how much they showed their affection to
you. I feel sorry for you and I hope that one
day you will truly find that one person that
will heal your mental wounds and mend your
broken heart, because I believe that no one
should suffer as much as you had suffered. Good
Luck! ^_^


What emotion resides in your soul? ~with cute anime pics~
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Sorrowful
As if you were born into a world of tears, you
always tend to look at the darker things in
life. Inside you crave attention yet push away
society, and you're a hopeless romantic. Drawn
to things like the occult and mysteries, you
spend your time daydreaming.


What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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schizoThere is no such thing as black and white, but
instead there is grey.
You have
difficulties perceiving reality and can be
described as delusional. You're prone to
paranoia and may also believe that the world is
against you. To you, no possibility is ruled
out.


What's Your Disorder ?
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Dream
What is Your Phrase? [for darker people]

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